A bit late.. but..
I once had a LS that changed leadership, and so a new pearl was made one day while I was offline. A new name was given to it and the name bothered me greatly, bringing memories of unpleasant things. I almost decided not to rejoin the shell even though it was full of awesome people. I just didn't want the constant reminder and the mockery and dumb names that may come with the new name. (Not gonna bother saying what it was, it doesn't matter.) Point was, the name bothered me personally, but everyone else loved it. Eventually I was able to relate the new name with my good friends in the shell, and forget about the stupid things it used to make me think of. After some time, the same thing may happen for you, and Besaid may become just a name, and not "that place."
Here's hoping. Good luck. ^^
I once had a LS that changed leadership, and so a new pearl was made one day while I was offline. A new name was given to it and the name bothered me greatly, bringing memories of unpleasant things. I almost decided not to rejoin the shell even though it was full of awesome people. I just didn't want the constant reminder and the mockery and dumb names that may come with the new name. (Not gonna bother saying what it was, it doesn't matter.) Point was, the name bothered me personally, but everyone else loved it. Eventually I was able to relate the new name with my good friends in the shell, and forget about the stupid things it used to make me think of. After some time, the same thing may happen for you, and Besaid may become just a name, and not "that place."
Here's hoping. Good luck. ^^