(07-01-2015, 10:59 AM)Steel Wolf Wrote: My pet peeve is my own personal character indecision, which kinda leads me into a self-destructive little ourboros of self-doubt, shyness and uncertainty about character. I'm pretty sure it's caused me to strike as flaky and jerkassed to people who were otherwise welcoming and wonderful to the point of percieved ostracism, which further speeds up the spin cycle.
Hate that one.
^ This. So much, this.
My primary RP pet peeve is, most likely, Â myself. I don't even want to think about how many potentially awesome connections and new RP partners I could've made in all my years RPing if only I hadn't been so paranoid and otherwise had myself convinced that I was being a nuisance. I'm sure to some people I must come off as an elitist, clique-ish jerk because of how often I wind up sticking with people I already know, twiddling my thumbs and waiting (hoping) other people would approach me for RP. I realize it's totally counter-intuitive to finding new RP, it's best to be proactive, but yet I have to fight this constant wall in my brain that tells me that if I were to do so, I'd wind up just being obnoxious. |:
Damn you psychological walls. I'll tear you down-- Some day.
Always looking for new connections!