The choice was made.
Was it made long ago? Was I just delaying things to save people pain? And did I cause more in the process?
Part of me feels…horrible. The rest, feels free.
Who knows what may come of this. This time, I am not going to drive myself crazy wondering about the what-ifs.
Instead, I will take this one day at a time. He is mine. I am his. For now, that is all that matters.
We will return home soon. The Gala awaits. I must tell Eric.  I needs must reply to Mik’s letter…
There is much to be done.
Was it made long ago? Was I just delaying things to save people pain? And did I cause more in the process?
Part of me feels…horrible. The rest, feels free.
Who knows what may come of this. This time, I am not going to drive myself crazy wondering about the what-ifs.
Instead, I will take this one day at a time. He is mine. I am his. For now, that is all that matters.
We will return home soon. The Gala awaits. I must tell Eric.  I needs must reply to Mik’s letter…
There is much to be done.