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About P'etra
A vilified survivor of the sex, slavery, and human trafficking trades P'etra is searching for a purpose. Her dark and arduous past has left her seeking to leave her life of negligence and illegalities behind and pursue a real life. However, all she had ever known was violence and animosity. From the day she was found alongside her only friend after being abandoned by her clan and family for reasons unknown to her, she had been groomed into an efficient disciplinary machine. Devoid of culture, she was forced to absorb the toxic life that was spoon fed to her. The ring leader, a renowned player in the underground scene recognized as "Ame", pushed and pulled her from adolescence to be nothing but a rule abiding stone cold soldier in his grande scheme. While his tactics worked on her friend, they turned P'etra inside out with disgust. Multiple attempts at escape later, P'etra found herself with a growing collection of scars and broken bones as her rigorously strained frame was regularly crippled. Many years of servitude passed as P'etra submitted to Ame's every whim, watching her friend's mental fortitude crack and rumble with new recruit they were forced to beat into submission, with every customer they were threatened into appeasing. P'etra learned to fight back, to never break; but her friend was not so lucky. Eventually, he stopped questioning it. She could do nothing but watch as her only friend deteriorated into nothing more then a shell of the man he once was. After a sick twist of fate, her friend ended up getting some information about their clan and why they were abandoned and wound up clashing swords with Ame. P'etra, being held in a cell at the time, only had knowledge of the struggle and managed to escape in time only to watch as her friend was impaled. What her friend had found out died with him, and P'etra was none the wiser. After killing Ame, she managed to escape into the world.
Few weeks have passed since P'etra escaped the clutches of her assailants. Keeping a low profile, she has little knowledge of the world and is having trouble adjusting to the outside world with the fresh passing of her only friend. She's already found herself arrested a number of times and getting into too many fights to count despite her yearning nature. Her lack of knowledge in cultures and social formalities is quickly draining her faith in ever being able to truly leave her past life behind. She wants to find a new life for herself, but is struggling to grasp it.
TLDR; Lived a crappy life, got abused as a pawn in the sex trade, her only friend is dead and has no knowledge of the outside world. Just escaped.
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What I'm Looking For
- I'm really new to RPing on FFXIV so I'm not sure what to dynamic/standard is in game but I am more then open to all ideas and suggestions. I am a seasoned roleplayer on a plethora of other communities and am looking to expand into my MMO experience! I want people I can interact freely with and can kind of show me the ropes while also satiating my need for a compelling RP experience (and also forgive me if I make some kind of dumb mistake/roleplay clumsily for the first bit while I get used to it).
- I don't want strictly dramatic roleplaying, I really want to diversify and expand my character as she has very little knowledge of the world, let alone her own people and what is expected of her. She's going to be brash and outlandish at points and I really wanna roll with that
- She is looking for her purpose in life, so travel is expected but I might have her stay in one place if there's lots to do/people to interact with. But mostly, I want her to be able to move around and such. (Question about this: if I'm roleplaying that she's leaving say Limsa and going to Ul'Dah, should I physically move my character or is this purely anecdotal? Never really been clarified for me, heh. Not sure what the standard is.) She's likely to get in trouble around the world so don't be afraid to interfere!
- P'etra isn't all "ugh my life was sewwww hard and i lost my only frand qq", she came from a hardened lifestyle so while she's grieving she's doing it mostly internally and isn't likely to show it. She came from a business where deception and misdirection is key so she's credible to just put on a brave face. She's hopeful of the future, but how she views it later on depends on her interactions of the outside world now.