I guess if we're admitting thing, I have ERPed in the past and probably will in the future. I don't do it often, since I have a lot of checks and balances people have to pass before I trust them enough to do it. I have to make sure they won't take it ooc, that they aren't simply in it for ERP, AND that my fiance is comfortable with them enough to let me erp with them. Not everyone passes the checks, and I have been known to fade to black a lot as well (Though if I think they will take it ooc, I generally avoid ANY romance rp with them altogether) just for my own comfort.
As for Armi, I intentionally rolled her difficult. If I have to use a BS tumblr term she would be Demisexual - someone who only feels sexual attraction to people who already has a strong bond with. She doesn't feel lust in the way other people do, she barely sees physically beauty - acknowledging someone is good looking from an observant point of view is about as good as it gets. She's so disinterested and nervous about talking about sex in public, most people around her believe she's STILL a virgin, despite have 2 previous relationships. Being that vulnerable with someone, especially when she constantly has her guard up all the time, is really hard for her - borderline impossible. Armi is goofy and dorky and awkward and funny, but she's VERY tightly wound up. She's always on edge, she can never relax and she always has her walls up. Though she's friendly and likes to try to talk to people, she keeps EVERYONE at arms length all the time, never letting people get too close to her. Letting her guard down for a moment is hard, letting it down during something that intimate and for that long of time scares the bejesus out of her. Armi is only sexual behind closed doors with someone she is very comfortable with. We're talking MONTHS of build up to get to that point.
She's actually a surprisingly sexual person too, once the wall is down. Though she's inexperienced, she's open to trying new things, likes to learn how to do things correctly, and is extremely eager about pleasing her mate. Because she has no idea whats appropriate or not when it comes to sexual relationships (Due to growing up in a priesthood) she doesn't have many boundaries and will generally go as far as men are willing to push her. Eagerly and with much gusto.
As for Armi, I intentionally rolled her difficult. If I have to use a BS tumblr term she would be Demisexual - someone who only feels sexual attraction to people who already has a strong bond with. She doesn't feel lust in the way other people do, she barely sees physically beauty - acknowledging someone is good looking from an observant point of view is about as good as it gets. She's so disinterested and nervous about talking about sex in public, most people around her believe she's STILL a virgin, despite have 2 previous relationships. Being that vulnerable with someone, especially when she constantly has her guard up all the time, is really hard for her - borderline impossible. Armi is goofy and dorky and awkward and funny, but she's VERY tightly wound up. She's always on edge, she can never relax and she always has her walls up. Though she's friendly and likes to try to talk to people, she keeps EVERYONE at arms length all the time, never letting people get too close to her. Letting her guard down for a moment is hard, letting it down during something that intimate and for that long of time scares the bejesus out of her. Armi is only sexual behind closed doors with someone she is very comfortable with. We're talking MONTHS of build up to get to that point.
She's actually a surprisingly sexual person too, once the wall is down. Though she's inexperienced, she's open to trying new things, likes to learn how to do things correctly, and is extremely eager about pleasing her mate. Because she has no idea whats appropriate or not when it comes to sexual relationships (Due to growing up in a priesthood) she doesn't have many boundaries and will generally go as far as men are willing to push her. Eagerly and with much gusto.
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