I wonder if she will return to that place. Â Though I am there by occasion, by occasion is not ever-present. Â [a few blots] Â It would be quite exciting, nonetheless, to see any sort of demonstration of Arcanium. Â Is that even the term for it? Â Well, it is now until my ignorance be corrected~ Â
She seems fairly knowledgeable, at least of this region. Â [a few more spots] Â Perhaps that is what swayed me to consider what illogical potentials I did? Â [spot]
When we spoke, Lafiaht found me searching for a Spriggan, and we talked a time about what I previously noted above, the city of Sil'dih. Â Despite her knowledge, she was unclear on if she cared for such topics, such as ruins of old, Aetherical disturbances and the like.. but I suppose I cannot blame any for their vaguer with me~ Â I imagine I am not necessarily the clearest of speech either, though time taken in patience with my uttering is.. appreciated. Â
What I mean by 'illogical potentials' is.. why I asked her about that at all. Â It was strange, I found that I might.. still wish to help her in some way. Â She said she was 'getting by', and when that is said, it often means not very well, could be better, and onward. Â Back in the Shroud, so many were merely 'getting by'. Â The Family has always been strict on what is there's, and for what price they pay, where they let things go, and to whom they give. Â I know that they were doing what is best for the Family, they always do. Â And Knowledge is something much more than any mere object. Â Though I have never been in such a place, and could always be given good trade for my own services, as meager or exquisite as they were, they were still of use and value to many. Â So since this is not associated with the Family, and that she had given me Knowledge... [spot] Â Perhaps that is why I wished to.. sputter out whatever it was I did.
 Yet, I realized I could not simply ask 'to help', or if there was a way to, because [spot] well, beyond possibly seeming demeaning (which I'd certainly not mean in the least) I might not be willing to at all.  For one, I cannot stand the city itself for longer than I must, there are far too many people, it is too loud, too [spot] nothing I care for.  I go there for a purpose, and a purpose alone, and hope to be out of the din as quickly as I may.  And for another, she works at a bar.  What in the hells would I ever be doing at a bar? [spot] Well, I mean, that is a terrible question, but an Ul'dahn bar?  One of the loudest, crowded places in a loud, crowded city?  Precisely nothing I would enjoy, that's what.  And that's assuming she'd want, or need, or even consider to accept any assistance from someone barely known by more than knocking her out of a wagon in the first place~  I find myself laughing to think about it now, how ridiculous~
The strange part is that I thought it at all, all that considered, which I realized just after I'd started speaking~ Â By the hells, that happens so often, I must learn not to speak until I've sorted my words. Â
So I did not ask that, but instead if she may wish to be notified should I find a place worth delving into. Â There are many things I cross during expeditions, especially those that Soli speaks to me of. Â [blot] Â I realize Lafiaht did not answer this either. Â Perhaps it is too strange~ Â I figure it was rather strange. Â Though, it would be exciting, hm~? Â To explore a ruin with another of intelligence who is not in the Family. Â I don't think I have ever done such a thing~ Â [blot] Â Not including those who came in after us not wishing us to be present. Â Nor those we stumbled upon doing strange (though I will admit fascinating) rituals. Â Nor the dead. Â Nor Vathen. Â ... [blot] They do not count in the matter. Â This time.
Perhaps I will find someone who may join me sometime~ Â How intriguing that might be~ Â If I can, I may let her know anyway, and then she may choose for herself whether it is too strange or not~ Â And in the meanwhile, I'll just need to make sure to come back to the Sil'dih ruins.
She seems fairly knowledgeable, at least of this region. Â [a few more spots] Â Perhaps that is what swayed me to consider what illogical potentials I did? Â [spot]
When we spoke, Lafiaht found me searching for a Spriggan, and we talked a time about what I previously noted above, the city of Sil'dih. Â Despite her knowledge, she was unclear on if she cared for such topics, such as ruins of old, Aetherical disturbances and the like.. but I suppose I cannot blame any for their vaguer with me~ Â I imagine I am not necessarily the clearest of speech either, though time taken in patience with my uttering is.. appreciated. Â
What I mean by 'illogical potentials' is.. why I asked her about that at all. Â It was strange, I found that I might.. still wish to help her in some way. Â She said she was 'getting by', and when that is said, it often means not very well, could be better, and onward. Â Back in the Shroud, so many were merely 'getting by'. Â The Family has always been strict on what is there's, and for what price they pay, where they let things go, and to whom they give. Â I know that they were doing what is best for the Family, they always do. Â And Knowledge is something much more than any mere object. Â Though I have never been in such a place, and could always be given good trade for my own services, as meager or exquisite as they were, they were still of use and value to many. Â So since this is not associated with the Family, and that she had given me Knowledge... [spot] Â Perhaps that is why I wished to.. sputter out whatever it was I did.
 Yet, I realized I could not simply ask 'to help', or if there was a way to, because [spot] well, beyond possibly seeming demeaning (which I'd certainly not mean in the least) I might not be willing to at all.  For one, I cannot stand the city itself for longer than I must, there are far too many people, it is too loud, too [spot] nothing I care for.  I go there for a purpose, and a purpose alone, and hope to be out of the din as quickly as I may.  And for another, she works at a bar.  What in the hells would I ever be doing at a bar? [spot] Well, I mean, that is a terrible question, but an Ul'dahn bar?  One of the loudest, crowded places in a loud, crowded city?  Precisely nothing I would enjoy, that's what.  And that's assuming she'd want, or need, or even consider to accept any assistance from someone barely known by more than knocking her out of a wagon in the first place~  I find myself laughing to think about it now, how ridiculous~
The strange part is that I thought it at all, all that considered, which I realized just after I'd started speaking~ Â By the hells, that happens so often, I must learn not to speak until I've sorted my words. Â
So I did not ask that, but instead if she may wish to be notified should I find a place worth delving into. Â There are many things I cross during expeditions, especially those that Soli speaks to me of. Â [blot] Â I realize Lafiaht did not answer this either. Â Perhaps it is too strange~ Â I figure it was rather strange. Â Though, it would be exciting, hm~? Â To explore a ruin with another of intelligence who is not in the Family. Â I don't think I have ever done such a thing~ Â [blot] Â Not including those who came in after us not wishing us to be present. Â Nor those we stumbled upon doing strange (though I will admit fascinating) rituals. Â Nor the dead. Â Nor Vathen. Â ... [blot] They do not count in the matter. Â This time.
Perhaps I will find someone who may join me sometime~ Â How intriguing that might be~ Â If I can, I may let her know anyway, and then she may choose for herself whether it is too strange or not~ Â And in the meanwhile, I'll just need to make sure to come back to the Sil'dih ruins.
