That was an interesting meeting. Â Lenti is rather curious. Â I cannot help but wonder if there are others with my particular... issue. Â In some ways, I doubt it. Â Not the 'lack of control', but [blot] the cause. Â Well, beyond inexperience. Â Though, I suppose, it is also not hard to imagine that there are others with such issue either, especially considering some of the places here. Â Really, I do not know enough to make any reasonable assertion~ Â I wonder if more experience with my own Aether itself will prove to quell the abundance, or if there may be more to it than that. [a few spots] Â Maybe it really is that simple. . .
[another ink blot]
I really must not rest or tap the pen on the page while I think~ Â Or, well, not 'must', clearly I can, will, and have, but these pages would be quite a bit neater if I would break that habit. Â At the very least, it doesn't occur when it really matters.Â
Which reminds me, I've heard nothing from Lafiaht yet.  I wonder if personal delivery of parcels would be.. a wiser option.  It is possible, though, that she may have simply not wished to have any part in what I was doing, which is also a fair possibility.  [tiny spot]  Not all necessarily would take well to being.. suddenly a part of an experiment~  Of course, I would find it rather exciting.  Even a harmless one.  Though- well, is it?  No, I su-[streak, spot] Maybe it will never reach her.  I realize, that I had just used the Moogles to deliver something yesternight, and then later that night I.. got something myself.  I cannot help but wonder if they may only know of your location should you go to them.  And once you have, then they have you. [spot]
It's quite possible that Lafiaht may have never used them as means to deliver letters for this reason. Â Thus, possible that she may never receive what I sent... Though there can be any other number of reasons too, at this point, I am simply speculating. Â I feel it is rather important that I find out sometime, however. Â I will need this Knowledge eventually.
[another tiny spot]
And from here, my mind wanders. Â I would like to find out where to deliver these notes. Â I still am uncertain if Moogles can be trusted. Â Perhaps I am merely doing something incorrectly... I may ask on the linkpearl later. Â For now, though, other matters of exploration and experimentation will hold my interests~ Â Though I have heard Soli may soon have a task for me. Â ... I wonder if she'll be able to find me~
[another ink blot]
I really must not rest or tap the pen on the page while I think~ Â Or, well, not 'must', clearly I can, will, and have, but these pages would be quite a bit neater if I would break that habit. Â At the very least, it doesn't occur when it really matters.Â
Which reminds me, I've heard nothing from Lafiaht yet.  I wonder if personal delivery of parcels would be.. a wiser option.  It is possible, though, that she may have simply not wished to have any part in what I was doing, which is also a fair possibility.  [tiny spot]  Not all necessarily would take well to being.. suddenly a part of an experiment~  Of course, I would find it rather exciting.  Even a harmless one.  Though- well, is it?  No, I su-[streak, spot] Maybe it will never reach her.  I realize, that I had just used the Moogles to deliver something yesternight, and then later that night I.. got something myself.  I cannot help but wonder if they may only know of your location should you go to them.  And once you have, then they have you. [spot]
It's quite possible that Lafiaht may have never used them as means to deliver letters for this reason. Â Thus, possible that she may never receive what I sent... Though there can be any other number of reasons too, at this point, I am simply speculating. Â I feel it is rather important that I find out sometime, however. Â I will need this Knowledge eventually.
[another tiny spot]
And from here, my mind wanders. Â I would like to find out where to deliver these notes. Â I still am uncertain if Moogles can be trusted. Â Perhaps I am merely doing something incorrectly... I may ask on the linkpearl later. Â For now, though, other matters of exploration and experimentation will hold my interests~ Â Though I have heard Soli may soon have a task for me. Â ... I wonder if she'll be able to find me~
