
The best thing I can say is that you can make another new character (if outside of trial or such and paying sub already) that you may eventually want to throw into Balmung. You can make it purely for RP purposes, perhaps leveling it on Gilgamesh before throwing into Balmung....
Or simply wait it out while enjoying the PVE game. You certainly do not need to commit to having only one character. While on Gilgamesh and waiting you may find that you are simply content with the Gilgamesh group. While the RP sounds like it isn't as open (you may not find it in open spots as you would on balmung), perhaps you don't need it and are fine with the RP on Gilgamesh.
Or perhaps the Gilgamesh alt to Balmung may show you what you're in for. If you start using the alt as you have your "main" you won't feel too bad about putting too much 'effort' into one character just yet?
Or simply wait it out while enjoying the PVE game. You certainly do not need to commit to having only one character. While on Gilgamesh and waiting you may find that you are simply content with the Gilgamesh group. While the RP sounds like it isn't as open (you may not find it in open spots as you would on balmung), perhaps you don't need it and are fine with the RP on Gilgamesh.
Or perhaps the Gilgamesh alt to Balmung may show you what you're in for. If you start using the alt as you have your "main" you won't feel too bad about putting too much 'effort' into one character just yet?