(02-25-2015, 09:41 AM)Eleni Wrote: Sometimes, I absolutely hate my life. Sometimes, I wish my life didn't exist. Enough said.
Out of smiles for a while.
I've had days where I get depressed really easily and really dig at my own self-worth. Doubly so if I get introspective about what I do for a living (get up, go to work, come home, hang out alone on the computer all evening, go to bed, repeat). I get immobile, mopey, and otherwise quite sad-sack.
However, I believe in something I've taken to calling "karmonics" - a portmanteau of "karma" and "harmonics." It's basically this - everyone has a karmic "neutral" baseline. You will have your good days and you will have your bad days, but it all balances out in the end. While that does make it sound like a good thing will be counteracted by a bad thing, that also means the opposite is true as well.
So, um, all I can offer is that I hope your karmonic upswing is a really nice one and you regain your cheer and smiles. It's always nice to see how happy you are around the forums.
... Sorry if this is a derail from the whole theme of the thread, but... I kinda felt it necessary.
Though, I must admit, I usually hate myself when I get all depressed like that (both during and afterward) so... I guess that counts?
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