M'sato recently (less than a week ago) learned that three of his sisters had died and a fourth was horribly experimented on for half a year, which has left permanent effects on her body and mind.
Denial - He believed that the surviving sister was lying, could be lying, or was confused. He had a trusted friend check up on the rumor, and found that, yes, they had all been missing for over half a year.
Anger - Currently being very quietly honed like a scalpel, mostly because he's afraid of making it omnidirectional. He's put it all towards eliminating a single person, and he's plotting it every waking moment.
Bargaining - There is nothing to bargain, but M'sato is struggling right now to do more than just tell what happened like it was a new article he'd read. He's not able to do more than offer some comfort to the surviving sibling. Eventually this is the two points where he tends to stick and stay for the longest time. He has a very difficult time reaching out and talking. He feels very intensely, and oftentimes giving him 'straight talk' will just send all that repressed anger at you. Expect him to be grim, mock himself with humor so black it isn't actually funny, and for his speech to be halted and slow while he struggles to find words.
Depression - M'sato will openly admit that he is overwhelmed, but the feelings of helplessness will rankle at him for a long, long time. He will not be able to forgive himself for being unable to change, make better, or avert what happened. Bitter and sharp, he'll turn his grief on himself before most anyone else, especially if there was nothing he could have done of there is no one else to point a finger at.
Acceptance - M'sato will stop dwelling on the problem and put it away, having examined it thoroughly, let it wash over him, and accepted both the reality of the situation and the lessons he's learned from it. He may not be happy, and he certainly may occasionally be sad about it again, but he'll strive to most on and through it. He'll mourn the loss of his family, then do what he can to keep safe the family he has left, and in this case will possibly even send back a letter and see if there is a chance to open dialogue with the people hed so long forced himself not to think about.
Denial - He believed that the surviving sister was lying, could be lying, or was confused. He had a trusted friend check up on the rumor, and found that, yes, they had all been missing for over half a year.
Anger - Currently being very quietly honed like a scalpel, mostly because he's afraid of making it omnidirectional. He's put it all towards eliminating a single person, and he's plotting it every waking moment.
Bargaining - There is nothing to bargain, but M'sato is struggling right now to do more than just tell what happened like it was a new article he'd read. He's not able to do more than offer some comfort to the surviving sibling. Eventually this is the two points where he tends to stick and stay for the longest time. He has a very difficult time reaching out and talking. He feels very intensely, and oftentimes giving him 'straight talk' will just send all that repressed anger at you. Expect him to be grim, mock himself with humor so black it isn't actually funny, and for his speech to be halted and slow while he struggles to find words.
Depression - M'sato will openly admit that he is overwhelmed, but the feelings of helplessness will rankle at him for a long, long time. He will not be able to forgive himself for being unable to change, make better, or avert what happened. Bitter and sharp, he'll turn his grief on himself before most anyone else, especially if there was nothing he could have done of there is no one else to point a finger at.
Acceptance - M'sato will stop dwelling on the problem and put it away, having examined it thoroughly, let it wash over him, and accepted both the reality of the situation and the lessons he's learned from it. He may not be happy, and he certainly may occasionally be sad about it again, but he'll strive to most on and through it. He'll mourn the loss of his family, then do what he can to keep safe the family he has left, and in this case will possibly even send back a letter and see if there is a chance to open dialogue with the people hed so long forced himself not to think about.
Characters: M'sato Tia (Lost Soul Seeker), Soren Walker (Ishgardian Midlander Pilot), Solomon Laguerre (Elezen Mercenary/Bar Manager)
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