I want to start this thread off by saying this is basically just a means for me to both vent a little and try to give some incite on what it is like to be a new role-player. Â Most won't want to hear this but I'm just going to give my two cents and go from there.
I've been on this lovely server since February. Â I've dabbled into many of the jobs and the many different ways to play this game. Â Of them all though role-play is the one reason I chose to play on Balmung and I enjoy watching others role-play. Â I started to role-play in World of Warcraft and it introduced me into a world I felt I could enjoy.
Sadly though ever since coming to this server it is nothing like I thought it would be. Â I've been given advice, I've tried many different methods and when I rarely do try to roleplay myself I try my hardest to find interests. Â Not one thing has worked for me. Â And this is just my experience, they may not reflect others.
I feel like I am invisible here. Â I try giving others the benefit of the doubt and I have yet to give up trying to find random roleplay. Â I do not enjoy doing prearranged roleplay, I truly enjoy random RP. Â And honestly I feel that is why I can't find any. Â I feel like if I don't arrange to roleplay with people I will continue to be ignored by the masses and it honestly makes me feel depressed.
This server is starting to feel extremely cliquish, there are too many circles who just will not let anyone new in and again this depresses me. Â I honestly feel a lot of new role-players get this treatment as well unless they get extremely lucky.
I sometimes find myself sitting here trying to find role-play for hours and being ignored honestly makes me break down into tears to the point I just log off and try to cheer up. Â This server honestly makes me feel like I am invisible and it hurts.
I know no one does this on purpose and by no means is anyone required to role-play with anyone they don't choose to. Â All I am saying is if you continue to ignore people outside of your circles/clicks/RP FC's then you will lose out on a lot of potential role-players that can bring something good to the server.
Don't judge me harshly for doing this, I just wanted to vent and feel that this is the only way I can bring this to the attention of others in hopes that no one else has to go through what I do. Â It hurts when you're ignored and when a character you pour your heart and soul into continues to be ignored on a daily basis. Â I am sorry I chose to go Miqo'te and it honestly feels like everyone hates them with the way they go on about how they dislike them.
That is all I wanted to say. Â I am a very shy person and it takes ALOT for me to interact with people in this game. Â Getting ignored just makes it harder for me. Â I apologize should this offend anyone and I hope eyes can finally be opened to what is really going on here.
I will just not bother anyone and stick to myself. Â I won't return to this thread or even this site for some time due to the amount of hatred I will probably (and deserve) receive. Say what you will.
I've been on this lovely server since February. Â I've dabbled into many of the jobs and the many different ways to play this game. Â Of them all though role-play is the one reason I chose to play on Balmung and I enjoy watching others role-play. Â I started to role-play in World of Warcraft and it introduced me into a world I felt I could enjoy.
Sadly though ever since coming to this server it is nothing like I thought it would be. Â I've been given advice, I've tried many different methods and when I rarely do try to roleplay myself I try my hardest to find interests. Â Not one thing has worked for me. Â And this is just my experience, they may not reflect others.
I feel like I am invisible here. Â I try giving others the benefit of the doubt and I have yet to give up trying to find random roleplay. Â I do not enjoy doing prearranged roleplay, I truly enjoy random RP. Â And honestly I feel that is why I can't find any. Â I feel like if I don't arrange to roleplay with people I will continue to be ignored by the masses and it honestly makes me feel depressed.
This server is starting to feel extremely cliquish, there are too many circles who just will not let anyone new in and again this depresses me. Â I honestly feel a lot of new role-players get this treatment as well unless they get extremely lucky.
I sometimes find myself sitting here trying to find role-play for hours and being ignored honestly makes me break down into tears to the point I just log off and try to cheer up. Â This server honestly makes me feel like I am invisible and it hurts.
I know no one does this on purpose and by no means is anyone required to role-play with anyone they don't choose to. Â All I am saying is if you continue to ignore people outside of your circles/clicks/RP FC's then you will lose out on a lot of potential role-players that can bring something good to the server.
Don't judge me harshly for doing this, I just wanted to vent and feel that this is the only way I can bring this to the attention of others in hopes that no one else has to go through what I do. Â It hurts when you're ignored and when a character you pour your heart and soul into continues to be ignored on a daily basis. Â I am sorry I chose to go Miqo'te and it honestly feels like everyone hates them with the way they go on about how they dislike them.
That is all I wanted to say. Â I am a very shy person and it takes ALOT for me to interact with people in this game. Â Getting ignored just makes it harder for me. Â I apologize should this offend anyone and I hope eyes can finally be opened to what is really going on here.
I will just not bother anyone and stick to myself. Â I won't return to this thread or even this site for some time due to the amount of hatred I will probably (and deserve) receive. Say what you will.
Each Warrior wants to leave the mark of his will, his signature, on important acts he touches. This is not the voice of ego but of the human spirit, rising up and declaring that it has something to contribute to the solution of the hardest problems, no matter how vexing!
Pat Riley
Pat Riley
