POETRY! 
 So, I wrote this many years ago, but it's still a favorite as I prefer darker poetry. ♥ So passionate.
A glorious heart, so full, so happy,
Will once so soon go down so gory
Beating fast with blacked chains,
To me it is much more then games.
A happy heart is red and pumping,
A saddened heart is black and pounding.
Many ideas and thoughts race through me,
Scaring me for all eternity,
You ask me what; I tell you why, oh how I wish to get by.Â
I want to put my fears to ease,
However, they are as cold as a frosty breeze.Â
A single shiver runs right through me, as the darkness closes around me,
I want to know just how, just why, but I will do my best to get by.
Sometimes I sit and wonder o' the pressure I go under,
I sometimes wish for darkened days because that is the only way,
I stand so shocked at the rumble of thunder, which is my heart so fill of bother.Â
So many ideas and thoughts in my head, keep me awoken whilst lying in bed,
I want to sleep, to ease my mind, but sleep escape's me at this time.
Three o' clock, the sun is still hidden,Â
The dark clouds fill the sky and ridden, me of the so full bright moon.
The birds are sleeping sound and peaceful,Â
Their singing not ringing so dim and delightful.
The sky is not a dark, deep blue but instead black through and through.Â
My heart and the sky share a similar thing,Â
The color and emptiness it does bring.Â
Again, my hearts rumbles, the echoes do mumble,Â
Through my body as I lay so humble.
Not knowing what or where I am, I feel so lost and so I am.
A spark within me is all I have, of what I used to be.Â
Blackness and troubles all about are now all that consumes me.Â
I wonder all night of where I had lost, that joyful feeling I had brought,
The time I cannot remember, the feeling must be lost forever.Â
I know now as I lay in bed, all these thoughts running through my head,
One day I will be found and saved, I shall no longer feel so grave.Â
However, until then, I dream of when, the feeling of joy shall return,
I know that when I finally feel, the sunlight upon my skin, it will burn.
I am used to the darkness, the empty skies; I am used to sitting and wondering why.
However, my life will soon turn over again,Â
I will be lost and so confused, but my soul will no longer bruise.Â
I do not know just how, or just right when, but I will feel joyful once again.Â
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Here's a poem I wrote for Jen and I a few years ago, about the Red String of Fate. ♥Â
 So, I wrote this many years ago, but it's still a favorite as I prefer darker poetry. ♥ So passionate.A glorious heart, so full, so happy,
Will once so soon go down so gory
Beating fast with blacked chains,
To me it is much more then games.
A happy heart is red and pumping,
A saddened heart is black and pounding.
Many ideas and thoughts race through me,
Scaring me for all eternity,
You ask me what; I tell you why, oh how I wish to get by.Â
I want to put my fears to ease,
However, they are as cold as a frosty breeze.Â
A single shiver runs right through me, as the darkness closes around me,
I want to know just how, just why, but I will do my best to get by.
Sometimes I sit and wonder o' the pressure I go under,
I sometimes wish for darkened days because that is the only way,
I stand so shocked at the rumble of thunder, which is my heart so fill of bother.Â
So many ideas and thoughts in my head, keep me awoken whilst lying in bed,
I want to sleep, to ease my mind, but sleep escape's me at this time.
Three o' clock, the sun is still hidden,Â
The dark clouds fill the sky and ridden, me of the so full bright moon.
The birds are sleeping sound and peaceful,Â
Their singing not ringing so dim and delightful.
The sky is not a dark, deep blue but instead black through and through.Â
My heart and the sky share a similar thing,Â
The color and emptiness it does bring.Â
Again, my hearts rumbles, the echoes do mumble,Â
Through my body as I lay so humble.
Not knowing what or where I am, I feel so lost and so I am.
A spark within me is all I have, of what I used to be.Â
Blackness and troubles all about are now all that consumes me.Â
I wonder all night of where I had lost, that joyful feeling I had brought,
The time I cannot remember, the feeling must be lost forever.Â
I know now as I lay in bed, all these thoughts running through my head,
One day I will be found and saved, I shall no longer feel so grave.Â
However, until then, I dream of when, the feeling of joy shall return,
I know that when I finally feel, the sunlight upon my skin, it will burn.
I am used to the darkness, the empty skies; I am used to sitting and wondering why.
However, my life will soon turn over again,Â
I will be lost and so confused, but my soul will no longer bruise.Â
I do not know just how, or just right when, but I will feel joyful once again.Â
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Here's a poem I wrote for Jen and I a few years ago, about the Red String of Fate. ♥Â
We walk together, Â hand-in-hand
through the deepest boughs of hell.
But we smile together, as we face the
hate, because this we know so well.
We've been through hell and back again, a team
of two and one. For we are two people, two hearts,
two souls - but together we are one. We've faced
demons of lies and minions of greed, soul-biting
torture and words that bleed, but together, through
it all, the lies, the hurts and sorrow - together we have
faced hell and laughed, at the thought of a new tomorrow.
Together we are in paradise, no matter where we are.
In you I find my comfort and truth and the love that I hold dear.
In you I find my strength and words, that others cannot hear.
We're bound by invisible string, a bright red around our wristsÂ
and fingers,our souls are united in a way of forever,Â
so no matter where we are - it is bliss.
Do not fear those who harm you, my dear, for they do not
have the key, to the place that's deep inside of you, that
place that's only for me. Do not worry about tomorrow,
because we're here today - do not worry about their words,
their pain, for I'll defend you every day.
For you show me love and care, support and understanding
The only one who has heard my thoughts, felt my love,
tasted my kiss and known me. Together we're unstoppable,
no matter the time or price. So take my hand and together we
shall walk away from this burning place.
through the deepest boughs of hell.
But we smile together, as we face the
hate, because this we know so well.
We've been through hell and back again, a team
of two and one. For we are two people, two hearts,
two souls - but together we are one. We've faced
demons of lies and minions of greed, soul-biting
torture and words that bleed, but together, through
it all, the lies, the hurts and sorrow - together we have
faced hell and laughed, at the thought of a new tomorrow.
Together we are in paradise, no matter where we are.
In you I find my comfort and truth and the love that I hold dear.
In you I find my strength and words, that others cannot hear.
We're bound by invisible string, a bright red around our wristsÂ
and fingers,our souls are united in a way of forever,Â
so no matter where we are - it is bliss.
Do not fear those who harm you, my dear, for they do not
have the key, to the place that's deep inside of you, that
place that's only for me. Do not worry about tomorrow,
because we're here today - do not worry about their words,
their pain, for I'll defend you every day.
For you show me love and care, support and understanding
The only one who has heard my thoughts, felt my love,
tasted my kiss and known me. Together we're unstoppable,
no matter the time or price. So take my hand and together we
shall walk away from this burning place.
Now for rap! I'll  censor a LOT of this, but...
In the mood for sake, kanpai
Bitches like me, hard to come by
Nicki’s an idol, call her senpai
I’ll go up against anyone, an eye
for an eye, better try your hardest
‘cause I’m so fly
My heart’s on my sleeve, ya don’t
gotta pry, I speak my mind 'cause
I ain’t shy, playin’ with words like I’m
Bandai, hope they don’t mind me usin’
their name, oh my
and...
I'm a horrorcore wh*re, yeah I love gore, I want more.Â
My favorite killer's Jack the Ripper, yeah I'm a fan ofÂ
the sinners, wanna get into their heads, find out why theÂ
dead are dead. What did you do with the liver? How did you
seduce her? What poison did you slip in her booze?
What did you do with her ****s?
Pain's insane, which is sane in my head, can't explain.Â
F**k flowers, give me blood; f**k romance, r**e in the mud.Â
Baby girl, you know what my luv is, let's be psycho together,Â
watch horror, twenty-four seven, this is heaven.
I have a list, that's just the jist, won't say more than this.Â
People who f**k me over, wanna see them go under, my heartÂ
is beating louder than thunder. It's natural. It's ancient.Â
Revenge, the best payment. F**k yeah, I'm even
a mental health patient.
Nothin' to hide, psychotic pride, a knife in each hand, bitches beware.Â
Do you hear that? No? Silent and deadly, like Michael and Freddy.Â
Jason and Hannibal. Maybe become a cannibal.
This is the truth, I'm f**ked in the head, stories before bed ofÂ
decapitated heads; mysterious unsolved, killers involved, you won'tÂ
know from my look but don't judge a book by the cover, 'cause IÂ
keep my insanity straight under covers unless I'm in the middle of aÂ
rage, than I rip out a page and if you f**k with me, it's a mistake,Â
'cause I have tools to use and skills to abuse and don't you knowÂ
that horror's a helluva muse?
and...
Yo, I'm Jhu'lie, spittin' coolly,Â
helpin' my girls get a little unrulyÂ
Now listen up, lemme mentionÂ
that y'all have been under an
illusion, I know there's some confusion,Â
but I'm tellin' you trulyÂ
There's an intrusion, invasion, a pink hairedÂ
bitch from another dimension!Â
Rappin' hardcore, from Outer Space,Â
watchin' y'all scramble, there goes the master race!Â
Hittin' your cities, so you'll be displaced,Â
sittin' with my girls while we lay waste, ruin this place,Â
it's your disgrace, but it's just our taste
Yo, if you're still alive, you'll wish you were dead,Â
'cause I told my honeys to grab their holographic minis,Â
strap on their *******s and start f**kin' yo heads!Â
We're buildin' this place like a PlayboyÂ
Palace, feelin' a little light-headed like Alice,Â
maybe it's the Absinthe, workin' on a callous as I knockÂ
back another shot, actin' so careless. I'm the Queen ofÂ
my people, the baddest Bitch, leader of my ladies andÂ
f**ker of Martian Bunnies!Â
Finally, for now... My wife has a big blue dinosaur stuffed animal I bought her and she asked for a rap about him!
Yo, his name is Richard, he's blue, a GM for Blizzard, don't you dareÂ
think he's a motherf**kin' lizard, he's a Ravasaur, got that - wh*re?Â
Don't like Richard? There's the door. He doesn't care 'bout other bitches,
don't want more, he's got all he needs right through this door door door. Â
My baby girl, she wanted a rap, 'bout this Ravasaur who don't take no
crap, so I promised I would and I knew that I could, so I'm doing, I'm here
so hear this, it's about Richard, he's rare like an epic, but his quality'sÂ
pale gold, like that of an Artifact.
We got him from Hogle, that's a zoo near here, yeah, he's fiercer than
a motherf**kin' momma bear. She knew she wanted him, soon as she
saw him sittin' there. So of course, cha-ching, baby girl didn't want no
bling the only thing she wanted was Richard - and I ain't gonna make
a dick joke - and all I could picture was her smile, knew adoptin' this
Ravasaur would be so worthwhile.Â
♥ ~ Angie • 26 • in ♥ with my gorgeous best friend, wife and soulmate Jen • 2 kitties, 2 birds, 2 ratties and 1 snake are our babies • gamer • role-player • huge geek ~ ♥
