John stare, blink, and stare some more before he finally moved from the chair. He didn't even realize that he had reach out to touch her until his hand passed through her form. He bow his head, fighting back tears. 'I know, John. I want to hug you too but...'
"I miss you so much and you're here and I still."
"Tanya, why are you here?" Sam asked, looking for all the world like he too wanted to grab her into his are. "Navigator knows, I want you in my arms as well but."
'Always to point, Love.' She reach out, letting her aether push at John's chin, making his had lift up. 'I never wanted you to think that you were cursed, little brother. By the gods that was the last thing I want for you, when you were so sick.' She gave a sad smile. 'And if that healer, Fabrellet, ever shows up at Thal's table, I'm taking my staff and high flying him into the seventh level of hell.' She place a hand over her heart. 'I've always been so very proud of you. Even with my stupid wording, adding hurt on top of what Fabrellet did, you still lived. You have so much courage and courage of the heart is a very rare trait.'
"I'm not courageous," he said, shaking his head.
'Yes, you are.' She lean forward, placing a 'kiss' on his forehead. 'Even when you thought no one could love you, face my own death, you still reach out to people. You didn't curl up and die but continue to face life.' She pulled back. 'Please tell your friend, Thank you, for looking out of you.' She tap his chest. 'Also, be honest with him and your own heart. Let him know what you feel for him. Even if he doesn't return your feelings, he will know that Warren and Sei are not to only ones that don't want him to disappear.' She step back. 'I need to speak with Sam.'
"You're leaving again...this time for good." He takes a deep breath. "Please come say goodbye to me. I...I didn't get the chance to when you..." She nods and he 'wraps' his arms around her before leaving the pair alone.
"I had a feeling there was more to you coming back." Sam came over to her, reaching up to 'touch' her face. "What has made you leave Thal's side?"
She lean into his touch, bring her own hand to cover his. "Something big is coming, a great change." She looked at him. "You must be prepare, Sam..."
"And does this prepare included Sara finally coming to get me?"
'I don't know. The Future isn't set in stone but...'
Sam smile. "But don't be surprise if she does come." He kiss her. "Don't be too upset if I fight tooth and nail." He pull away from her. "I miss you so much, love."
She gave a sad smile. 'I wouldn't expect any less from you and I miss you as well, love.' She began to fade even more. 'I push how long I can stay but I want to say Goodbye to John.'
"Go on."
****
John was just finishing up the letter to Howl when he 'felt' her. The aether closed around him in a hug. Then some of the aether gather at his hand that held the quill. "You want to write something?" The hold tighten a bit before relaxing. And John didn't fight when his aether encase hand dip the quill into ink. He recognize the handwriting has his sister's reading as his sister wrote something to Howl.
'Thank you for being such a good friend to my brother. I want you and Sei to know before I return to Thal's table. As I said to John, Normal is overrated. Something is coming, Ha'uruh Nunh, though if it's good or not is still unclear. Please watch yourself.
Tanya Elisabeth Waterstrike'
He frown, not knowing who this Ha'uruh Nunh was. "Is he a friend of Snow and Howl?" he asked. Another squeeze and then the aether release his hand, fading. "No," he call out, grabbing the aether and holding onto it. "Please don't go yet." He froze as her voice sang in his soul.
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Tears well up in John's eyes. First one sob then another...until he let go, his hands covering his face. "I promise, Tanya. I will." He raise his head, tears trailing down his face. "Goodbye, Big Sister..."
'That is all I ask,' she whisper. 'Please keep dancing, no matter what.' There was a kiss, 'Goodbye, Little Brother.' And her aether slip away and he cry, allowing himself to finally let go and heal himself.
"I miss you so much and you're here and I still."
"Tanya, why are you here?" Sam asked, looking for all the world like he too wanted to grab her into his are. "Navigator knows, I want you in my arms as well but."
'Always to point, Love.' She reach out, letting her aether push at John's chin, making his had lift up. 'I never wanted you to think that you were cursed, little brother. By the gods that was the last thing I want for you, when you were so sick.' She gave a sad smile. 'And if that healer, Fabrellet, ever shows up at Thal's table, I'm taking my staff and high flying him into the seventh level of hell.' She place a hand over her heart. 'I've always been so very proud of you. Even with my stupid wording, adding hurt on top of what Fabrellet did, you still lived. You have so much courage and courage of the heart is a very rare trait.'
"I'm not courageous," he said, shaking his head.
'Yes, you are.' She lean forward, placing a 'kiss' on his forehead. 'Even when you thought no one could love you, face my own death, you still reach out to people. You didn't curl up and die but continue to face life.' She pulled back. 'Please tell your friend, Thank you, for looking out of you.' She tap his chest. 'Also, be honest with him and your own heart. Let him know what you feel for him. Even if he doesn't return your feelings, he will know that Warren and Sei are not to only ones that don't want him to disappear.' She step back. 'I need to speak with Sam.'
"You're leaving again...this time for good." He takes a deep breath. "Please come say goodbye to me. I...I didn't get the chance to when you..." She nods and he 'wraps' his arms around her before leaving the pair alone.
"I had a feeling there was more to you coming back." Sam came over to her, reaching up to 'touch' her face. "What has made you leave Thal's side?"
She lean into his touch, bring her own hand to cover his. "Something big is coming, a great change." She looked at him. "You must be prepare, Sam..."
"And does this prepare included Sara finally coming to get me?"
'I don't know. The Future isn't set in stone but...'
Sam smile. "But don't be surprise if she does come." He kiss her. "Don't be too upset if I fight tooth and nail." He pull away from her. "I miss you so much, love."
She gave a sad smile. 'I wouldn't expect any less from you and I miss you as well, love.' She began to fade even more. 'I push how long I can stay but I want to say Goodbye to John.'
"Go on."
****
John was just finishing up the letter to Howl when he 'felt' her. The aether closed around him in a hug. Then some of the aether gather at his hand that held the quill. "You want to write something?" The hold tighten a bit before relaxing. And John didn't fight when his aether encase hand dip the quill into ink. He recognize the handwriting has his sister's reading as his sister wrote something to Howl.
'Thank you for being such a good friend to my brother. I want you and Sei to know before I return to Thal's table. As I said to John, Normal is overrated. Something is coming, Ha'uruh Nunh, though if it's good or not is still unclear. Please watch yourself.
Tanya Elisabeth Waterstrike'
He frown, not knowing who this Ha'uruh Nunh was. "Is he a friend of Snow and Howl?" he asked. Another squeeze and then the aether release his hand, fading. "No," he call out, grabbing the aether and holding onto it. "Please don't go yet." He froze as her voice sang in his soul.
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Tears well up in John's eyes. First one sob then another...until he let go, his hands covering his face. "I promise, Tanya. I will." He raise his head, tears trailing down his face. "Goodbye, Big Sister..."
'That is all I ask,' she whisper. 'Please keep dancing, no matter what.' There was a kiss, 'Goodbye, Little Brother.' And her aether slip away and he cry, allowing himself to finally let go and heal himself.
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