I've been living in Eorzea for a little while now, and "adventuring" seems to be a rather popular lifestyle. I refuse to give up leatherworking.. even though I have yet to impress anyone there, but I have decided that adventuring is something I want to do. I know I have the skills for it, and I could really use the gil. It isn't like my leather products sell for very much.. and that's even if I make something -worth- selling in the eyes of the Fen-Yll brand.
I do feel lonely quite often though. I miss Doma. I miss my mother.. my brothers.. father. I miss the fresh Doman grown fruit. I miss Doman tea. I really can't let myself dwell too much on it. It wouldn't be right. How terribly selfish of me to even so much as write this down knowing the sacrifice my family made to allow me the chance to be here. I would do well to remember that.. so no more pity for myself.
I was invited to a "friendly meet and greet" as it was called.. at the Goblet in Ul'dah. I didn't know any of these people, but considering the gathering was a chance to meet others.. of course I went!Â
Only to be let down though. In fact.. as soon as I had arrived, I was teased and called "lizard girl". After that.. noone really wanted to talk to me.. and I tried. I finally just left. It was all too much. I already feel like an outsider everyday. I don't need to be teased to go along with that.
Remember to turn in those leather gloves first thing in the morning.
I do feel lonely quite often though. I miss Doma. I miss my mother.. my brothers.. father. I miss the fresh Doman grown fruit. I miss Doman tea. I really can't let myself dwell too much on it. It wouldn't be right. How terribly selfish of me to even so much as write this down knowing the sacrifice my family made to allow me the chance to be here. I would do well to remember that.. so no more pity for myself.
I was invited to a "friendly meet and greet" as it was called.. at the Goblet in Ul'dah. I didn't know any of these people, but considering the gathering was a chance to meet others.. of course I went!Â
Only to be let down though. In fact.. as soon as I had arrived, I was teased and called "lizard girl". After that.. noone really wanted to talk to me.. and I tried. I finally just left. It was all too much. I already feel like an outsider everyday. I don't need to be teased to go along with that.
Remember to turn in those leather gloves first thing in the morning.
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