I've got some social issues that have led to me avoiding forming bonds with others online, without even noticing I'm doing it. One of my hopes with RP is to overcome that, because of the highly social nature of the thing, but so far it hasn't really been working that well. If anyone thinks I'm ignoring them or have forgotten about them... it's not the case. Thankfully in FFXIV I have yet to straight up run away from people, which is at least an improvement.
Aside from that, my other confessions are:
Aside from that, my other confessions are:
- I am still pretty inexperienced with the finer do's and don't's of RP, so I often worry about the various pet peeves that people can have about it. This leads to a cycle of "Am I doing this wrong? Should I ask them? Would that be even more annoying? Should I just stick with what I'm comfortable doing?" and so on.
- I let my FFXIV sub lapse quite often, as I am a student, and thus have little time and money to put towards these kinds of luxuries. As a result, I'm sure I've made people think I'm not interested or invested in relations with them, but it's just that I'm really bad at juggling school and MMOs, and I have to put my student loans to use. D:
- I sometimes play characters who like to hit on people, but bad experiences with ERPers as well as my personal views on erotic content in general have led to my making those characters into a huge tease. Sorry.
- I am an alt-aholic. I can't stop. I know between that and my sparse playtime that makes it difficult to manage RP, but if I limit myself to one character I will get bored and stop playing altogether, which is probably worse? In any case, if people want to avoid me for that reason, it's perfectly fine. If it helps, I used to have even more characters.
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