I used to work at an animal shelter. One of the questions people had to answer before trying to adopt a new animal was if they'd had a pet like it before, and if so, what happened to it. The question was designed specifically to weed out people who had a pet that just died, because oftentimes people would be so upset at the loss they would go out to get a new Rover right away. This obviously doesn't work, because Fido is not going to be Rover, no matter how much they look alike or how hard you try to raise them the same.
Your obvious challenges are that you're new here, and immediately went asking where all da white wimminz at for a very specific flavor of roleplay: MSQ (1) from start to finish (2) with a female (3) where you play the protector role(4). That's a lot of criteria. Also, semi-relatedly, there's a lot of shy dudes on the internet who totally have designs on trying to mack on someone that just can't bring themselves to be upfront about it, either intentionally or through ignorance. Not to say that you yourself are one of these people, but your lack of former presence doesn't do you any favors when looking for people to hang out with.
If you say you're not creeping, I believe you, but without knowing you from Adam it certainly raises some eyebrows. Regardless, I hope you find someone to fill the niche. I myself am prone to the guardian archetype too.
Your obvious challenges are that you're new here, and immediately went asking where all da white wimminz at for a very specific flavor of roleplay: MSQ (1) from start to finish (2) with a female (3) where you play the protector role(4). That's a lot of criteria. Also, semi-relatedly, there's a lot of shy dudes on the internet who totally have designs on trying to mack on someone that just can't bring themselves to be upfront about it, either intentionally or through ignorance. Not to say that you yourself are one of these people, but your lack of former presence doesn't do you any favors when looking for people to hang out with.
If you say you're not creeping, I believe you, but without knowing you from Adam it certainly raises some eyebrows. Regardless, I hope you find someone to fill the niche. I myself am prone to the guardian archetype too.