1. I can make the mistake of not taking RP situations too serious enough. Often times, I simply just don't get immersed to the mood of the current grimdark scene and Orange'll say something stupid/sarcastic/downright rude as far as timing and context goes, and I'll miss it because I just wasn't there in the first place. Sometimes I find it comedic. I apologize ahead of time for not being honest in my boredom or not paying attention.
2. I was once easily manipulated by an RP partner to blend IC/OOC and support their decisions even when I knew they were in the wrong. This lead to the downfall of an FC and me being forced to a retire a character that I loved dearly, so in the end, nobody got out alive RPwise. Sadly, I'm ashamed to admit that this is apart of the past of certain people that have posted in this thread. I just want to say that I'm sorry for not using my brain and breaking the 'bros before hoes' mentality or trying to play devil's advocate for everyone and becoming nothing but a bystander to the drama apocalypse. Sadly, this event has scarred me and made me more paranoid/bitter in terms of trusting other individuals, and I admit that I have a static amount of officers in my new FC because I'm afraid that I'm going to make a dumb decision. So I leave it up to our parliament to help me.Â
Shit like this has made me take RP way less seriously and favor more lighter (comedic/mildly actiony) scenes than other plotlines. It's also very hard for me to enter my character into a romance because I've become a highly critical person OOCly and my first thoughts will go to, "How is this going to fail?"Â
I guess I'm sorry to all of my bros that are with me in the present and all of the friends I lost in the past. I've made my poor decisions and have gone to such great lengths to ensure they wont ever happen again. But alas, that wont reverse how I've affected certain people.
2. I was once easily manipulated by an RP partner to blend IC/OOC and support their decisions even when I knew they were in the wrong. This lead to the downfall of an FC and me being forced to a retire a character that I loved dearly, so in the end, nobody got out alive RPwise. Sadly, I'm ashamed to admit that this is apart of the past of certain people that have posted in this thread. I just want to say that I'm sorry for not using my brain and breaking the 'bros before hoes' mentality or trying to play devil's advocate for everyone and becoming nothing but a bystander to the drama apocalypse. Sadly, this event has scarred me and made me more paranoid/bitter in terms of trusting other individuals, and I admit that I have a static amount of officers in my new FC because I'm afraid that I'm going to make a dumb decision. So I leave it up to our parliament to help me.Â
Shit like this has made me take RP way less seriously and favor more lighter (comedic/mildly actiony) scenes than other plotlines. It's also very hard for me to enter my character into a romance because I've become a highly critical person OOCly and my first thoughts will go to, "How is this going to fail?"Â
I guess I'm sorry to all of my bros that are with me in the present and all of the friends I lost in the past. I've made my poor decisions and have gone to such great lengths to ensure they wont ever happen again. But alas, that wont reverse how I've affected certain people.
