I haven't written in this for a while, not for lack of trying. Has it really been two weeks now, since the Garleans kidnapped us? I try to bury the memories of what happen but they still well up in my dreams. It still hurts that they took Kit even though I have her back now. I hear her scream sometimes while she 'sleeps', dreams of her being trap in her book, and it makes me fear for her even more.
Dad, he was not happy when I came too and he found out why I and the others were kidnapped. The room grew so cold from his anger, and he has been wanting me to leave the group and not risk myself again. I want to keep helping to continue my research into White Magic. There is so much I wish to do for Eozera but how much of myself am I willing to lose, especially with Titor's *the words are scratched out but the words addiction and Ceruleum could just be made out*. I'm not sure how to help him or if I have the strength to do so.
The work with Khyran and Aethertide has help to distracted me from what has happen. I'm still preparing the rights for Sir Connor's father and Lady Amaya will be offering prayer to the spirits so I hope that his soul finds peace even after what he did because of his grief. I can only hope that this will bring peace to Sir Connor as well. I made sure to leave the paint supply and ink & quill set for the little one with Khyran. I plan on stopping by later this week to see how well she remembers her letters and numbers. Perhaps Ser Bride will have been able to express her feeling to Khyran as well, since she adores him so.
Gindstone was last night but I was running late because of the branch meeting with Aethertide. I heal for Aoi at the Wash area and it went very well. But my greatest joy was finding Howl at the Stone. It has been so long since I have seen him but I understand that we both our have been busy of late. I'm just glad that he was there, even if.
He asked me if the danger I had felt had come to pass. I knew I could lie to him, as I'm sure Warren had seen the paper about the kidnapping and would have told him. He was anger because I had promise to call for help and I did not. I told him that they didn't give me quarters to call before they were on me. I wasn't going to say anything more, mostly because I didn't want to remember but he ask and I can not say no. I buried my face into his neck in much the same way that Kit had buried her own into my neck. I spill everything about the fight and then, and then I had to tell him about them taking Kit from me.
I wanted to cry, to scream, but I couldn't. Not there, not when it would attracted attention away from the combatants and on to me. I also didn't want Howl to become more angry then he was. I told him to I wanted to better at protecting myself so I wouldn't have to face something like that again. He said that I wasn't alone and that I didn't have to face it on my own. It was very much what Khyran told me after the fight with Sir Connor's father and the group he had gather.
I will try to believe it from now on.
(ooc: for those that wish to read the Kidnappings and Rescue RP. Â I'll post the links for the Kidnappings here and The Rescue here.)
Dad, he was not happy when I came too and he found out why I and the others were kidnapped. The room grew so cold from his anger, and he has been wanting me to leave the group and not risk myself again. I want to keep helping to continue my research into White Magic. There is so much I wish to do for Eozera but how much of myself am I willing to lose, especially with Titor's *the words are scratched out but the words addiction and Ceruleum could just be made out*. I'm not sure how to help him or if I have the strength to do so.
The work with Khyran and Aethertide has help to distracted me from what has happen. I'm still preparing the rights for Sir Connor's father and Lady Amaya will be offering prayer to the spirits so I hope that his soul finds peace even after what he did because of his grief. I can only hope that this will bring peace to Sir Connor as well. I made sure to leave the paint supply and ink & quill set for the little one with Khyran. I plan on stopping by later this week to see how well she remembers her letters and numbers. Perhaps Ser Bride will have been able to express her feeling to Khyran as well, since she adores him so.
Gindstone was last night but I was running late because of the branch meeting with Aethertide. I heal for Aoi at the Wash area and it went very well. But my greatest joy was finding Howl at the Stone. It has been so long since I have seen him but I understand that we both our have been busy of late. I'm just glad that he was there, even if.
He asked me if the danger I had felt had come to pass. I knew I could lie to him, as I'm sure Warren had seen the paper about the kidnapping and would have told him. He was anger because I had promise to call for help and I did not. I told him that they didn't give me quarters to call before they were on me. I wasn't going to say anything more, mostly because I didn't want to remember but he ask and I can not say no. I buried my face into his neck in much the same way that Kit had buried her own into my neck. I spill everything about the fight and then, and then I had to tell him about them taking Kit from me.
I wanted to cry, to scream, but I couldn't. Not there, not when it would attracted attention away from the combatants and on to me. I also didn't want Howl to become more angry then he was. I told him to I wanted to better at protecting myself so I wouldn't have to face something like that again. He said that I wasn't alone and that I didn't have to face it on my own. It was very much what Khyran told me after the fight with Sir Connor's father and the group he had gather.
I will try to believe it from now on.
(ooc: for those that wish to read the Kidnappings and Rescue RP. Â I'll post the links for the Kidnappings here and The Rescue here.)
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