Nanagi had re-awoken from her restless sleep, feeling her head throbbing. It didn't stop, even with the potion Valen had given her, she could still feel the terrible pain, it made it hard for her to focus. Instead of trying to fight it and force herself back to sleep, she instead laid there with her eyes open, staring up at the ceiling that she couldn't see.
She was in an unfamiliar place, Arcadeus. Rihxo had offered Nanagi to stay in her room for the night, considering she couldn't go back. Not yet. Every passing minute, Nanagi continued to question herself.
"Why?"
"Was it worth it?"
"What will I do now?"
"Why did it fail?"
"Why?"
In the few minutes that she stood outside, holding her weapon towards Stroud, she was hellsbent on killing him.
"DO IT!"
He had yelled at her, goading her to do it. She didn't hesitate, she attacked him without thinking of the repercussions of her actions. Now look where she is.
Laying in a bed that wasn't her's, her crystal taken by the elezen woman who held her in her arms, dealing with a concussion and now feeling the regret.
Constantly did she tell herself that she did it to help the Wayfarer's. All she wanted was him gone so that no one would ever have to worry about his manipulation or mental state.
"Was it really for them? Yes, of course it was! Right?
Time after time was Nanagi always there for him, willing to fight by his side. Time and time again, he refused. Yet, she always dealt with it. She stayed by his side, hoping that she could help guide him, so he wouldn't ave to carry a burden alone. But it was not to be. For too long did she deal with his harsh words, his manipulation. No longer did she want part of it. But she couldn't just walk away, not after the conversation they had the night before.
He would kill her and everyone in the Wayfarer's if it meant it would further his agenda. She didn't like that. L'rinhi, the one who provided him shelter, he would be all but willing to kill her. Knowing that he was around, she saw it as a threat. Perhaps if he kept his mouth shut, all of this could've been avoided.
And now? Now Nanagi had to face the repercussions. She was to speak to L'rinhi, and answer for her actions. Even if it means she is to be kicked out, she will answer truthfully.
She was in an unfamiliar place, Arcadeus. Rihxo had offered Nanagi to stay in her room for the night, considering she couldn't go back. Not yet. Every passing minute, Nanagi continued to question herself.
"Why?"
"Was it worth it?"
"What will I do now?"
"Why did it fail?"
"Why?"
In the few minutes that she stood outside, holding her weapon towards Stroud, she was hellsbent on killing him.
"DO IT!"
He had yelled at her, goading her to do it. She didn't hesitate, she attacked him without thinking of the repercussions of her actions. Now look where she is.
Laying in a bed that wasn't her's, her crystal taken by the elezen woman who held her in her arms, dealing with a concussion and now feeling the regret.
Constantly did she tell herself that she did it to help the Wayfarer's. All she wanted was him gone so that no one would ever have to worry about his manipulation or mental state.
"Was it really for them? Yes, of course it was! Right?
Time after time was Nanagi always there for him, willing to fight by his side. Time and time again, he refused. Yet, she always dealt with it. She stayed by his side, hoping that she could help guide him, so he wouldn't ave to carry a burden alone. But it was not to be. For too long did she deal with his harsh words, his manipulation. No longer did she want part of it. But she couldn't just walk away, not after the conversation they had the night before.
He would kill her and everyone in the Wayfarer's if it meant it would further his agenda. She didn't like that. L'rinhi, the one who provided him shelter, he would be all but willing to kill her. Knowing that he was around, she saw it as a threat. Perhaps if he kept his mouth shut, all of this could've been avoided.
And now? Now Nanagi had to face the repercussions. She was to speak to L'rinhi, and answer for her actions. Even if it means she is to be kicked out, she will answer truthfully.
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