The first person Kodie killed was of course in apart of his origins, he was of scarred by it emotionally as he spent a few weeks unable to sleep, but as he did it again, he noticed the after effects didn't last as long as the first person he killed, and eventually that feeling of regret faded away with each person he killed. He acknowledges killing isn't right, and has a feeling that he'll have to answer for those deaths in some form of after life, which is why he makes sure someone like his girlfriend doesn't kill anyone, he'll go for the killing blow if needed. He knows that feeling is something he wouldn't wish on anyone.
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