Entry 10
Diary, there comes a time in a man's life where he has to really consider everything he stands for.
Now, I consider myself a reasonable person. Sure, some might question my moral code, but I strive to be a slice better than the normal criminal. To be a better sort of being than most degenerates out there.Â
But here, in my trying times, I find it neither repulsive nor reprehensible that I permit myself to harbor thoughts about breaking my oath to never kill.Â
Sun'ra Zhwan has forced my hand. He's come for my head, kidnapped a white Wolf member, and driven a wedge between me and the organization. He represents the most vile and base parts of both this profession and the miqo'te race. I didn't want this conflict, but I no have no choice but to play with the hand given me.
I will not run this time. I will not flee. And I won't die. I have orphans to protect and my Free Company to see raised to the top. I will not watch everything I've built up be taken from me again!
I didn't start this conflict, Diary. Sun and his brother did when they tried for my head and stabbed me in the back. I wanted to live and let live. To make gil and call it good.
So here I am, writing in you as I wait to speak with Frandrin. Will update you as things develop further.
Oh yeah, Kanako and I actually had a -civil- conversation the other day, so I do need to thank Reed for making that happen, supposing she doesn't break my face for this Sun business.
Diary, there comes a time in a man's life where he has to really consider everything he stands for.
Now, I consider myself a reasonable person. Sure, some might question my moral code, but I strive to be a slice better than the normal criminal. To be a better sort of being than most degenerates out there.Â
But here, in my trying times, I find it neither repulsive nor reprehensible that I permit myself to harbor thoughts about breaking my oath to never kill.Â
Sun'ra Zhwan has forced my hand. He's come for my head, kidnapped a white Wolf member, and driven a wedge between me and the organization. He represents the most vile and base parts of both this profession and the miqo'te race. I didn't want this conflict, but I no have no choice but to play with the hand given me.
I will not run this time. I will not flee. And I won't die. I have orphans to protect and my Free Company to see raised to the top. I will not watch everything I've built up be taken from me again!
I didn't start this conflict, Diary. Sun and his brother did when they tried for my head and stabbed me in the back. I wanted to live and let live. To make gil and call it good.
So here I am, writing in you as I wait to speak with Frandrin. Will update you as things develop further.
Oh yeah, Kanako and I actually had a -civil- conversation the other day, so I do need to thank Reed for making that happen, supposing she doesn't break my face for this Sun business.
