(10-08-2013, 12:45 PM)Magellan Wrote: These are great points and questions, and allow me to address them:Ah, I see. I understand that you're looking for an specific kind of RP. Still, I think you can gain something positive from this, for now you have an interesting plot that will make your character react. Perhaps he'd feel betrayed and leave the group in order to search for his own place, just like you are looking for a group of RPers willing to share that kind of adventures. Sooner or later, he'll find them, and when he does, he'll have all those awesome stories and experiences behind!
On some characters I love exploring gray areas. I love the emotion that comes from exploring dramatic interactions between characters, and seeing how much they can change and develop overtime through heartbreak, loss, grief, even happiness.
I guess, (again to use this as an example) with a band of heroes I'm looking for more of a team like the Enterprise, the Fellowship, the Jedid. They don't tear andclaw at one another, the conflict comes from external sources not internal. By working together and having each others backs, they can overcome their hurtles and obstacles together. It's no fun watching everyone fall from grace, and your character is the only one left, and they have fallen out of favor with their fallen friends. The joy of what made them fun to play is gone.
That sense of adventure, and takung on the world as a team is gone. Hope that clarifies!
I hope you find such a group soon, and I hope that you'll get to love the story you can develop with your character, even now. After all, it's the "bad guys" the ones that define your character as good, so having contact with them is important.
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