I sort of love these thingies :3
(I tried to spoiler. I have no idea how xD)
Here is Lyr's IC responses!
Part 1: The Basics
1.What is your full name?
"Lyrielle Bellemonte."Â
2.Where and when were you born?
"I...ahm, I don't really....know..."
3.Who are/were your parents? Â
"I-I'm afraid I don't know that either..."
4.Do you have any siblings? Â What are/were they like?
"Again, I am unsure..."
5.Where do you live now, and with whom? Â Describe the place and the person/people.
"At the moment, I am moving from place to place, though a little less than two moons ago I was living on the streets of Limsa Lominsa...why do you ask?"
6.What is your occupation?
"I don't have one at the moment, but I do weave some things on occasion for friends....they try to pay me for it, but I couldn't ask that of them." She shakes her head and laughs lightly.
7.Write a full physical description of yourself:
"Um...?" She looks confused, but goes along with it. "I...am fairly average in height and build....though I've heard myself described as waifish." She laughs. "Is...is that a compliment or...?" She shakes her head and continues. "I have light blonde hair....I typically tie it up in a ponytail...but I have bangs that hang down on either side of my face. I have blue eyes...I've often been told that I look very young...and I almost always have a blush to my cheeks..." She looks away, said blush deepening.
9.Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
She shakes her head. "Not that I know of.....but I'm not really that good at fighting.....so..."
10. Are you right- or left-handed?
"I've never really paid attention to it, but I am right handed."
11. What does your voice sound like?
She tilts her head, puzzling at the question but mentioning nothing. "I....don't know how to describe it from my point of view..but other people have told me that it is higher pitched and soft...some people have told me that it is sweet sounding," she says, smiling and blushing, "but they could have just been flattering me."Â
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
"I smile a lot," she says, tilting her head and smiling. "And I've been told that I say 'ne' at the end of my sentences sometimes."
13. What do you have in your pockets?
She looks confused, but opens the pouches on her belt and removes a few folded slips of paper, a needle stuck into a spool of thread, a twisted piece of yarn, and a piece of blue beach glass. "I have this too," she says, pulling her Grimoire from her side.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
"My smiling has to get on people's nerves sometimes...I tilt my head a lot too. When I get nervous I tend to twist or wring my hands...and I tend to blink or blush when I'm surprised."Â
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general?
"I don't remember it, so...."
16. What is your earliest memory?
"My earliest memory...is from a little over two years ago. It was my...departure from Ul'dah, but it's not....a pleasant memory..." She frowns. "I apologize for being so vague."
17. How much schooling have you had?
"Though I am not sure of my schooling before I lost my memory, I was taught Arcanima as well as some arithmetic and language skills by...an old mentor...." She looks sad.
18. Did you enjoy school?
She looks up, smile and nodding, that sad look still there. "I did. I love books, and I used to stay up long into the night reading and translating old tomes..." She trails off with a happy faraway look.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
"Though I was taught most of my 'formal' education and a beginning of Arcanima, I have mostly taught myself how to use Grimoires, as well as how to translate them. Translation of dead languages is a...talent that I have always had. I taught myself after my mentor...passed...how to use the power locked within the books."
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? Â If so, describe them.
"I don't remember if if had any, but I'm sure I looked up to someone..."
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
"I wish I could remember that..."
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
"...."
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
She beings to look uncomfortable and slightly embarrassed at her lack of knowledge.
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
Her hands clasp in her lap, twisting in her silence.
25. As a child, were you popular? Â Who were your friends, and what were they like?
She bites her lip, looking around.
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?
She looks up, blushing deeply. "I-I..." She looks down, her cheeks bright pink. "I'm not sure....it's possible I've forgotten...if I even..."
27. Are you a virgin? Â If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
"...!" If the blush could get any deeper, it would now. "I...d-don't...Why do you want to know...?" She seems to lose her ability of speech.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. Â If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
Her brows furrow. "What do you mean by 'supernatural,' exactly?" She tilts her head, thinking. "I have some...abilities, I suppose, but..." Her voice softens. "I don't really want to talk about them...is there anything else you'd like to ask me?"
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
She thinks. "So far as I can remember....I'd say that it is the moment when I regained a lost memory."
30. Who has had the most influence on you?
She smiles. "A good friend of mine, Qata'to." She thinks some more. "Perhaps Salem as well....I think he's made me more mischeivious." She laughs lightly.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
"I have done nothing special....but I hope that someday I will achieve something worth recounting."
32. What is your greatest regret?
"Forgetting...." She says, frowning, hands winding together.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
She looks down. "I hope that I have not done anything of the sort," she says softly. "But as of the moment, I do not know."
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
She shakes her head. "I do not think so."
35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
She is silent for a moment and then speaks quietly. "I...was kidnapped recently by some...mages." Her hands fold together. "I'd rather not speak about that, either."
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
She blushes brightly again and jumps, then hugs her arms to her chest and looks away. "I'd rather n-not speak about it..." She mumbles something about some woman and personal space.
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
She looks down. "I would never have forgotten..." She says simply, with a small shrug.
38. What is your best memory?
She smiles sadly. "Of the few that I have...mm. The ones where I've met new people."
39. What is your worst memory?
"The fires in the desert...."
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
She smiles. "I try to be optimistic."
41. What is your greatest fear?
"That...they will find me again." She looks up and shakes her head. "I'm sorry, I must not be making very much sense."
42. What are your religious views?
"I am fond of Nymeia, the Spinner...when I am weaving, I feel especially close to her. I suppose I can understand her the best..." She bites her lip. "Though...I believe that there are gods other than the Twelve, as well..."
43. What are your political views?
She shakes her head. "I don't really know much about these things..." She says. She lowers her voice and casts a nervous look around the room. "But I am afraid of the Syndicate."
44. What are your views on sex?
".....!" She blushes again. "I...I don't have any....really...do you have m-more questions?"
45. Are you able to kill? Â Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
"I....don't think I would be able to," she says. "I don't think...I have the right. But if someone has to..." She trails off, apparently struggling with the idea.
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
"The most...evil...?" She thinks, apparently saddened by this topic. She shakes her head after a while. "I don't really want to think about it. There are...too many evil things in this world."
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
"I...um....would like to..."
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
"Having people around you....doing everything you can to help those around you. Being able to face down your demons, devote yourself to others...." She smiles. "Things like that."
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
"I try to be as honest as I can and not hide anything....but sometimes I don't remember something, or sometimes I'm too afraid to say something..."
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
She shakes her head quickly, eyes wide, hands held out in front of her. "No, of course not! I try to work against things like that....though I'm predisposed to thinking that Lalafell are cute," she says, smiling and tilting her head.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Â Why do you refuse to do it?
"I don't want to hurt people," she says, quietly and seriously. "I don't want to cause anyone any pain..."
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
"I would die for my friends," she says, smiling softly. "Especially Qata'to."
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Â Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
"I try my best to be polite and kind to people. It makes me happy to make others happy." She smiles again. "When I get to know someone I tend to be less formal, and I tend to be slightly more relaxed....and more open to physical contact. I try not to touch people I have just met too much, in case it offends them."
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
She thinks. "I have many people who are important to me," she says after a while. "Though I'm not sure how important I am to them. Picking just one among them would be unfair..." She smiles.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
"I respect many of my friends very much, although I've only just recently met most of them...especially Aedan, Qata'to, Sae, and Tobias...they're all very brave, and I respect them a lot, even if I worry about them a lot, too." She laughs lightly.
56. Who are your friends? Â Do you have a best friend? Â Describe these people.
"I have many friends that I've met along the way....Aedan was the first, he was especially kind to me when I was...sad. I met Qata'to long ago. He's very nice as well. He has a strong sense of justice, and is the hero type." She laughs. "He takes care of me often. There is Salem too, he's fairly laid back. He's nice to just relax around...Sae, too," she adds. She nods thoughtfully. "I hope that they think of me as kindly. I've met many other people too, some fairly recently, and I hope to become closer with them over time." She smiles, seeming at ease.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Â If so, describe this person.
"I...no," she says, less embarrassed now but something bordering confused. "These are...terribly personal questions.....pardon me for saying so..."
58. Have you ever been in love? Â If so, describe what happened.
"I don't know," she says softly. "I may have at some point, but if I was....I do not remember." She looks somewhat sad and her right hand folds as if holding onto something invisible.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
She looks up. "Uhm....I suppose...kindness. I'd like...a kind person." She smiles, laughing a bit. "They'd probably have to be fairly patient, I can probably be tiresome sometimes...."
60. How close are you to your family?
"I wish I knew," she says.
61. Have you started your own family? Â If so, describe them. Â If not, do you want to? Â Why or why not?
She shakes her head. "No. Someday, perhaps, but that would be far in the future."
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
"Qata'to or Aedan. I have before...I know that they will be there for me. They're both very kind." She smiles gently.
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Â Who, and why?
"I trust the ones I mentioned before..."
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
"If you had asked me a moon or two ago...I would have said no one...but perhaps now some of my friends would..." She looks up. "Though I would wish them not to suffer."
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
"The men who set the fires," she says quietly, as though ashamed of hating someone.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
"I dislike arguing," she says softly. "I would rather let someone think I was wrong than argue with them....though if it was for their safety...I might stand up to them."
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
She laughs. "No, I tend not to. I do enjoy supporting people, however."
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Â Why or why not?
"I generally do not mind large groups, and in fact find them to be quite entertaining." She laughs. "So long as they aren't a crowd. In large crowds of people....I tend to become quiet and withdraw to a calmer place."
69. Do you care what others think of you?
She nods. "I try very much to be nice to people. I would like...to be liked. It's selfish, but...You know?"
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
"I enjoy weaving and reading...as well as making small things. Look," she says, picking up a small slip of paper that she removed from her pocket earlier. She folds it carefully and precisely, until it is a tiny, detailed paper bird. She sets it back on the table and smiles brightly.
71. What is your most treasured possession?
"My book," she says, running her fingers over its filigreed cover. "It is the last thing I have from my mentor. The rest burned."
72. What is your favorite color?
"I am very fond of light shades of blue," she says. This is evident--her clothes are dyed an icy blue to match her eyes.
73. What is your favorite food?
"I love fruits. At the moment, it is tied between honeydew and rolanberries..."
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
"Everything!" She says, smiling and leaning forward. "I love books. Well, really, I love stories! Learning new things, too," she says, smiling.
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
"I like music a lot....I sing often. Reading is always a good constant. I like making things as a form of entertainment, too."
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? Â If so, why? Â Do you want to quit?
She shakes her head. "No, no, no. Alcohol does not work well with me...often I cannot hold out for longer than one glass of wine. I black out easily." She blushes. "It is embarrassing...as for the others...I don't like the idea of not being in control of myself..."
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
"Wandering about, mostly."
78. What makes you laugh?
"A lot of things," she laughs. "Funny stories are my favorites. I'm quite fond of people who tell jokes often. Though sometimes I laugh when I'm embarrassed, too."
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
"Um...I try not to be offended at things, and understand them instead...violence scares me, sudden violence doubly so. I am afraid of fire, as well..."
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
"I would read, most likely, or weave," she says. "Though if I was in the mood to I would probably go out and wander the city for a while."
81. How do you deal with stress?
"I try to deal with it by being reasonable and thinking about things step by step...but sometimes I get overwhelmed...especially when I have accidentally caused harm to someone." She laughs embarrassedly. "I don't often deal with it well...on a few occasions I've ended up crying. But I'd like to get better at that."
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
"I tend to do what comes to me, though if logic is needed I try to apply it. Otherwise though, I like just going where life takes me."she smiles. "It's more fun that way, ne?"
83. What are your pet peeves?
"Mostly I irritate myself...when I say something out of turn, when I accidentally offend someone...but I don't like it when people are rude to others, especially to my friends."
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. Â How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
"Typically, I just wander about. I spend days in the Ossuary sometimes, reading...I try to see people I know. Sometime I do errands." She tilts her head. "When it is disrupted...? Well, it's not a very strict routine...but when something does happen it is often something bad...I don't like it when those sorts of things happen...."
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
"My....optimism, I suppose?" She smiles. "I suppose...I am enduring. Thought at some point that must become irritating to some people, ne?" She laughs.
86. What is your greatest weakness?
"My greatest weakness....it's probably my inability to remember...and that I am a weak fighter. Why do you ask?"
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
"Besides giving myself a complete memory? Let's see...I would like it if I were able to rely more on myself, so I could stop weighing others down."
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
"I am a strange mix between the two, I think," she says, laughing.
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
"I try to be organized, but..." She shrugs, shaking her head. "I can't always be." She smiles.
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
"I wouldn't say I'm very good at anything...b-but I am fairly skilled when it comes to making small things...and learning things on my own. I like to think that I am good at caring for others...or at least worrying about them." She laughs again. "I would say that I am bad at defending myself, and traveling on my own. I'm also fairly bad at recognizing when someone is teasing me," she laughs.
91. Do you like yourself?
"Generally," she says. "Although I wish that I was less of a burden."
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)?  Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public?  (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)
"Really, I wander around just because I have to...sometimes to find a place to live, but...mostly to outrun...people. I try to tell people that I want to see the world and regain my memories, and that's true, but I tell them that mostly so that they won't worry."
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
"I want...to be able to remember my life....mm."
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
"Hopefully, still alive...and somewhere nice, withh people who are close to me..."
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
"I don't want to die, but...if I had to, I want to die for someone I love. Or to spare someone else." She looks calm and serious.Â
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
"I would say goodbye to the people I know...I would go to the sea. I would tell my friends not to worry." She looks away, out of the window.Â
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
"It's selfish....but....I want to be remembered for being kind." She looks up sheepishly.
98. What three words best describe your personality?
"Hmm...probably....cheerful, calm...maybe spacey?"
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
"Innocent....I've heard a few people call me cute, though I think they were just trying to be nice...though I appreciate their compliments...someone called me sweet, once," she laughs, smiling fondly.
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character?Â
Oh, sweetie. I'm sorry for beng so terrible to you xD
Just keep going! Don't be afraid to rely on others, but learn to take care of yourself. People can't walk you around everywhere. Keep trying! I promise I'll be less evil eventually!
(I tried to spoiler. I have no idea how xD)
Here is Lyr's IC responses!
Part 1: The Basics
1.What is your full name?
"Lyrielle Bellemonte."Â
2.Where and when were you born?
"I...ahm, I don't really....know..."
3.Who are/were your parents? Â
"I-I'm afraid I don't know that either..."
4.Do you have any siblings? Â What are/were they like?
"Again, I am unsure..."
5.Where do you live now, and with whom? Â Describe the place and the person/people.
"At the moment, I am moving from place to place, though a little less than two moons ago I was living on the streets of Limsa Lominsa...why do you ask?"
6.What is your occupation?
"I don't have one at the moment, but I do weave some things on occasion for friends....they try to pay me for it, but I couldn't ask that of them." She shakes her head and laughs lightly.
7.Write a full physical description of yourself:
"Um...?" She looks confused, but goes along with it. "I...am fairly average in height and build....though I've heard myself described as waifish." She laughs. "Is...is that a compliment or...?" She shakes her head and continues. "I have light blonde hair....I typically tie it up in a ponytail...but I have bangs that hang down on either side of my face. I have blue eyes...I've often been told that I look very young...and I almost always have a blush to my cheeks..." She looks away, said blush deepening.
9.Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
She shakes her head. "Not that I know of.....but I'm not really that good at fighting.....so..."
10. Are you right- or left-handed?
"I've never really paid attention to it, but I am right handed."
11. What does your voice sound like?
She tilts her head, puzzling at the question but mentioning nothing. "I....don't know how to describe it from my point of view..but other people have told me that it is higher pitched and soft...some people have told me that it is sweet sounding," she says, smiling and blushing, "but they could have just been flattering me."Â
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
"I smile a lot," she says, tilting her head and smiling. "And I've been told that I say 'ne' at the end of my sentences sometimes."
13. What do you have in your pockets?
She looks confused, but opens the pouches on her belt and removes a few folded slips of paper, a needle stuck into a spool of thread, a twisted piece of yarn, and a piece of blue beach glass. "I have this too," she says, pulling her Grimoire from her side.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
"My smiling has to get on people's nerves sometimes...I tilt my head a lot too. When I get nervous I tend to twist or wring my hands...and I tend to blink or blush when I'm surprised."Â
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general?
"I don't remember it, so...."
16. What is your earliest memory?
"My earliest memory...is from a little over two years ago. It was my...departure from Ul'dah, but it's not....a pleasant memory..." She frowns. "I apologize for being so vague."
17. How much schooling have you had?
"Though I am not sure of my schooling before I lost my memory, I was taught Arcanima as well as some arithmetic and language skills by...an old mentor...." She looks sad.
18. Did you enjoy school?
She looks up, smile and nodding, that sad look still there. "I did. I love books, and I used to stay up long into the night reading and translating old tomes..." She trails off with a happy faraway look.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
"Though I was taught most of my 'formal' education and a beginning of Arcanima, I have mostly taught myself how to use Grimoires, as well as how to translate them. Translation of dead languages is a...talent that I have always had. I taught myself after my mentor...passed...how to use the power locked within the books."
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? Â If so, describe them.
"I don't remember if if had any, but I'm sure I looked up to someone..."
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
"I wish I could remember that..."
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
"...."
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
She beings to look uncomfortable and slightly embarrassed at her lack of knowledge.
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
Her hands clasp in her lap, twisting in her silence.
25. As a child, were you popular? Â Who were your friends, and what were they like?
She bites her lip, looking around.
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?
She looks up, blushing deeply. "I-I..." She looks down, her cheeks bright pink. "I'm not sure....it's possible I've forgotten...if I even..."
27. Are you a virgin? Â If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
"...!" If the blush could get any deeper, it would now. "I...d-don't...Why do you want to know...?" She seems to lose her ability of speech.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. Â If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
Her brows furrow. "What do you mean by 'supernatural,' exactly?" She tilts her head, thinking. "I have some...abilities, I suppose, but..." Her voice softens. "I don't really want to talk about them...is there anything else you'd like to ask me?"
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
She thinks. "So far as I can remember....I'd say that it is the moment when I regained a lost memory."
30. Who has had the most influence on you?
She smiles. "A good friend of mine, Qata'to." She thinks some more. "Perhaps Salem as well....I think he's made me more mischeivious." She laughs lightly.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
"I have done nothing special....but I hope that someday I will achieve something worth recounting."
32. What is your greatest regret?
"Forgetting...." She says, frowning, hands winding together.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
She looks down. "I hope that I have not done anything of the sort," she says softly. "But as of the moment, I do not know."
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
She shakes her head. "I do not think so."
35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
She is silent for a moment and then speaks quietly. "I...was kidnapped recently by some...mages." Her hands fold together. "I'd rather not speak about that, either."
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
She blushes brightly again and jumps, then hugs her arms to her chest and looks away. "I'd rather n-not speak about it..." She mumbles something about some woman and personal space.
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
She looks down. "I would never have forgotten..." She says simply, with a small shrug.
38. What is your best memory?
She smiles sadly. "Of the few that I have...mm. The ones where I've met new people."
39. What is your worst memory?
"The fires in the desert...."
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
She smiles. "I try to be optimistic."
41. What is your greatest fear?
"That...they will find me again." She looks up and shakes her head. "I'm sorry, I must not be making very much sense."
42. What are your religious views?
"I am fond of Nymeia, the Spinner...when I am weaving, I feel especially close to her. I suppose I can understand her the best..." She bites her lip. "Though...I believe that there are gods other than the Twelve, as well..."
43. What are your political views?
She shakes her head. "I don't really know much about these things..." She says. She lowers her voice and casts a nervous look around the room. "But I am afraid of the Syndicate."
44. What are your views on sex?
".....!" She blushes again. "I...I don't have any....really...do you have m-more questions?"
45. Are you able to kill? Â Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
"I....don't think I would be able to," she says. "I don't think...I have the right. But if someone has to..." She trails off, apparently struggling with the idea.
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
"The most...evil...?" She thinks, apparently saddened by this topic. She shakes her head after a while. "I don't really want to think about it. There are...too many evil things in this world."
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
"I...um....would like to..."
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
"Having people around you....doing everything you can to help those around you. Being able to face down your demons, devote yourself to others...." She smiles. "Things like that."
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
"I try to be as honest as I can and not hide anything....but sometimes I don't remember something, or sometimes I'm too afraid to say something..."
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
She shakes her head quickly, eyes wide, hands held out in front of her. "No, of course not! I try to work against things like that....though I'm predisposed to thinking that Lalafell are cute," she says, smiling and tilting her head.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Â Why do you refuse to do it?
"I don't want to hurt people," she says, quietly and seriously. "I don't want to cause anyone any pain..."
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
"I would die for my friends," she says, smiling softly. "Especially Qata'to."
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Â Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
"I try my best to be polite and kind to people. It makes me happy to make others happy." She smiles again. "When I get to know someone I tend to be less formal, and I tend to be slightly more relaxed....and more open to physical contact. I try not to touch people I have just met too much, in case it offends them."
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
She thinks. "I have many people who are important to me," she says after a while. "Though I'm not sure how important I am to them. Picking just one among them would be unfair..." She smiles.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
"I respect many of my friends very much, although I've only just recently met most of them...especially Aedan, Qata'to, Sae, and Tobias...they're all very brave, and I respect them a lot, even if I worry about them a lot, too." She laughs lightly.
56. Who are your friends? Â Do you have a best friend? Â Describe these people.
"I have many friends that I've met along the way....Aedan was the first, he was especially kind to me when I was...sad. I met Qata'to long ago. He's very nice as well. He has a strong sense of justice, and is the hero type." She laughs. "He takes care of me often. There is Salem too, he's fairly laid back. He's nice to just relax around...Sae, too," she adds. She nods thoughtfully. "I hope that they think of me as kindly. I've met many other people too, some fairly recently, and I hope to become closer with them over time." She smiles, seeming at ease.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Â If so, describe this person.
"I...no," she says, less embarrassed now but something bordering confused. "These are...terribly personal questions.....pardon me for saying so..."
58. Have you ever been in love? Â If so, describe what happened.
"I don't know," she says softly. "I may have at some point, but if I was....I do not remember." She looks somewhat sad and her right hand folds as if holding onto something invisible.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
She looks up. "Uhm....I suppose...kindness. I'd like...a kind person." She smiles, laughing a bit. "They'd probably have to be fairly patient, I can probably be tiresome sometimes...."
60. How close are you to your family?
"I wish I knew," she says.
61. Have you started your own family? Â If so, describe them. Â If not, do you want to? Â Why or why not?
She shakes her head. "No. Someday, perhaps, but that would be far in the future."
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
"Qata'to or Aedan. I have before...I know that they will be there for me. They're both very kind." She smiles gently.
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Â Who, and why?
"I trust the ones I mentioned before..."
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
"If you had asked me a moon or two ago...I would have said no one...but perhaps now some of my friends would..." She looks up. "Though I would wish them not to suffer."
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
"The men who set the fires," she says quietly, as though ashamed of hating someone.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
"I dislike arguing," she says softly. "I would rather let someone think I was wrong than argue with them....though if it was for their safety...I might stand up to them."
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
She laughs. "No, I tend not to. I do enjoy supporting people, however."
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Â Why or why not?
"I generally do not mind large groups, and in fact find them to be quite entertaining." She laughs. "So long as they aren't a crowd. In large crowds of people....I tend to become quiet and withdraw to a calmer place."
69. Do you care what others think of you?
She nods. "I try very much to be nice to people. I would like...to be liked. It's selfish, but...You know?"
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
"I enjoy weaving and reading...as well as making small things. Look," she says, picking up a small slip of paper that she removed from her pocket earlier. She folds it carefully and precisely, until it is a tiny, detailed paper bird. She sets it back on the table and smiles brightly.
71. What is your most treasured possession?
"My book," she says, running her fingers over its filigreed cover. "It is the last thing I have from my mentor. The rest burned."
72. What is your favorite color?
"I am very fond of light shades of blue," she says. This is evident--her clothes are dyed an icy blue to match her eyes.
73. What is your favorite food?
"I love fruits. At the moment, it is tied between honeydew and rolanberries..."
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
"Everything!" She says, smiling and leaning forward. "I love books. Well, really, I love stories! Learning new things, too," she says, smiling.
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
"I like music a lot....I sing often. Reading is always a good constant. I like making things as a form of entertainment, too."
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? Â If so, why? Â Do you want to quit?
She shakes her head. "No, no, no. Alcohol does not work well with me...often I cannot hold out for longer than one glass of wine. I black out easily." She blushes. "It is embarrassing...as for the others...I don't like the idea of not being in control of myself..."
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
"Wandering about, mostly."
78. What makes you laugh?
"A lot of things," she laughs. "Funny stories are my favorites. I'm quite fond of people who tell jokes often. Though sometimes I laugh when I'm embarrassed, too."
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
"Um...I try not to be offended at things, and understand them instead...violence scares me, sudden violence doubly so. I am afraid of fire, as well..."
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
"I would read, most likely, or weave," she says. "Though if I was in the mood to I would probably go out and wander the city for a while."
81. How do you deal with stress?
"I try to deal with it by being reasonable and thinking about things step by step...but sometimes I get overwhelmed...especially when I have accidentally caused harm to someone." She laughs embarrassedly. "I don't often deal with it well...on a few occasions I've ended up crying. But I'd like to get better at that."
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
"I tend to do what comes to me, though if logic is needed I try to apply it. Otherwise though, I like just going where life takes me."she smiles. "It's more fun that way, ne?"
83. What are your pet peeves?
"Mostly I irritate myself...when I say something out of turn, when I accidentally offend someone...but I don't like it when people are rude to others, especially to my friends."
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. Â How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
"Typically, I just wander about. I spend days in the Ossuary sometimes, reading...I try to see people I know. Sometime I do errands." She tilts her head. "When it is disrupted...? Well, it's not a very strict routine...but when something does happen it is often something bad...I don't like it when those sorts of things happen...."
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
"My....optimism, I suppose?" She smiles. "I suppose...I am enduring. Thought at some point that must become irritating to some people, ne?" She laughs.
86. What is your greatest weakness?
"My greatest weakness....it's probably my inability to remember...and that I am a weak fighter. Why do you ask?"
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
"Besides giving myself a complete memory? Let's see...I would like it if I were able to rely more on myself, so I could stop weighing others down."
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
"I am a strange mix between the two, I think," she says, laughing.
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
"I try to be organized, but..." She shrugs, shaking her head. "I can't always be." She smiles.
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
"I wouldn't say I'm very good at anything...b-but I am fairly skilled when it comes to making small things...and learning things on my own. I like to think that I am good at caring for others...or at least worrying about them." She laughs again. "I would say that I am bad at defending myself, and traveling on my own. I'm also fairly bad at recognizing when someone is teasing me," she laughs.
91. Do you like yourself?
"Generally," she says. "Although I wish that I was less of a burden."
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)?  Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public?  (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)
"Really, I wander around just because I have to...sometimes to find a place to live, but...mostly to outrun...people. I try to tell people that I want to see the world and regain my memories, and that's true, but I tell them that mostly so that they won't worry."
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
"I want...to be able to remember my life....mm."
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
"Hopefully, still alive...and somewhere nice, withh people who are close to me..."
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
"I don't want to die, but...if I had to, I want to die for someone I love. Or to spare someone else." She looks calm and serious.Â
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
"I would say goodbye to the people I know...I would go to the sea. I would tell my friends not to worry." She looks away, out of the window.Â
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
"It's selfish....but....I want to be remembered for being kind." She looks up sheepishly.
98. What three words best describe your personality?
"Hmm...probably....cheerful, calm...maybe spacey?"
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
"Innocent....I've heard a few people call me cute, though I think they were just trying to be nice...though I appreciate their compliments...someone called me sweet, once," she laughs, smiling fondly.
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character?Â
Oh, sweetie. I'm sorry for beng so terrible to you xD
Just keep going! Don't be afraid to rely on others, but learn to take care of yourself. People can't walk you around everywhere. Keep trying! I promise I'll be less evil eventually!
