Okay, so....couple of weeks ago, I'll have to admit to some personal anxiety. None of it was instigated by anyone--actually the folks I'm with have been nothing but welcoming and silly and generally finding me charming so far, which is weird, because I seem to be anathema to most people.
Now, recently I've been caught between two walls. On the left, the wall that would like to make some endgame moves--fully kit up, be ready for whatever else comes my way, cry tears of vicious frustration at the EX Primals and their hard-ness...on the right, the wall that worries about inexperience, and the famed "raider's attitude": the one that demands this level, that build, that class layout and Twelve know how much experience.
I don't deny that having the right ingredients is important, and I absolutely do not fault people for that mentality. But I also don't deny that I REAAAALLY get nervous about this sorta thing. I'm willing to learn, but...I dunno.
I currently am iL 71. Some inexperience in a couple of the dungeons has frozen me from entering Duty Roulette, and this fear has crippled me utterly from touching anything 2.1...and with 2.2 coming down the pipe, I'm not sure why the hell I'm still subscribed. (Short answer: crafting is still fun).
TL;DR-- Halp. ;-;
Now, recently I've been caught between two walls. On the left, the wall that would like to make some endgame moves--fully kit up, be ready for whatever else comes my way, cry tears of vicious frustration at the EX Primals and their hard-ness...on the right, the wall that worries about inexperience, and the famed "raider's attitude": the one that demands this level, that build, that class layout and Twelve know how much experience.
I don't deny that having the right ingredients is important, and I absolutely do not fault people for that mentality. But I also don't deny that I REAAAALLY get nervous about this sorta thing. I'm willing to learn, but...I dunno.
I currently am iL 71. Some inexperience in a couple of the dungeons has frozen me from entering Duty Roulette, and this fear has crippled me utterly from touching anything 2.1...and with 2.2 coming down the pipe, I'm not sure why the hell I'm still subscribed. (Short answer: crafting is still fun).
TL;DR-- Halp. ;-;
