Looks back into Askier's golden eye, his own dull, grey eyes a stark contrast. He starts to answer then stops to re-think what he was saying. "...Vas not only one to be conditioned. Vere once hundred of us...and have seen vhat happened to others."
He drops his gaze to the floor for a moment, taking a deep breath before looking back up. "Vhen it all comes out, is overvhelming. Many vent mad, those that did not became depressed and took own lives." His eyes soften but the rest remains impassive. "Do not know vhat vill happen. Might die, might go mad." Twitching slightly, he places a hand on Askier's shoulder. "Do not fear death, vant as much time as can to care for you and others. Are alvays in need of care, vill feel better vhen time comes if know have done all I can for you."
He drops his gaze to the floor for a moment, taking a deep breath before looking back up. "Vhen it all comes out, is overvhelming. Many vent mad, those that did not became depressed and took own lives." His eyes soften but the rest remains impassive. "Do not know vhat vill happen. Might die, might go mad." Twitching slightly, he places a hand on Askier's shoulder. "Do not fear death, vant as much time as can to care for you and others. Are alvays in need of care, vill feel better vhen time comes if know have done all I can for you."
