The idea wouldn’t get out of her head. Like the perpetual sand in her boots, or grease in her hair, it wasn’t something she could simply shake out.
You could be an adventurer too.
The tales she hears from others kind enough to stop and share words have been sips of water during her long dry life. Tales of dragons that breathed ice, making gladiators into ice cubes, or of trees that eat chicken noodle soup and make people their fertilizer. Tales that were so exciting, about colors and adventures and everything not in Ul’dah.
You could be an adventurer too.
What was keeping her here? The market place that barely allowed her to sell things for coin? The coin that barely made enough to scrap her by, providing she didn’t run into a brass that would claim the same coin for his own? Why was she even in Ul’dah? How did she get here?
She tried to think back to her earliest memory. This was a memory of happiness, a warm memory. Smiling faces, and people that loved her. A man with her golden eyes glinting at her. Women with her dark skin rubbing their cheeks against hers. There was laughter and singing. A woman called out a name: Roseh. Sometimes another name was called out in anger and authority: Xe’roseh Yuush! Yet none of this explained why she was in Ul’dah.
With the exception of her earliest memory, all other memories have been here. She was in Ul’dah because she has always been in Ul’dah. Her home was the refugee camp outside the city. Her place was among the poor and scavenge. She hunted. She crafted. She tried to sell wares. She did everything she could to survive, because that's what she has always done. If there was one thing she knew she excelled at, it was surviving.
But what is it that you want to live for?
Surviving and living… they were not one in the same. She thought they were, but they aren’t. Surviving was getting up every morning despite how miserable and hungry you are and going through the motions with the only windows of happiness when you have that feeling of a full belly from someone’s kindness, and was completely distracted by music or someone’s tale of adventure.
If she was good at surviving, would she be good at living too?
You could be an adventurer too.
Bright Keeper, she was going to do it! She was brave! She was practically an adult now! Her bow was something she found in the trash. Her knives were picked up from long being discarded by over sharpening. Her clothes were threadbare and had no source of protection. It didn’t matter, she can be one too. She had a good aim, and she had a good knack.
At least that's what she repeated to herself over and over as she stood in front of the looming double doors of the Quicksand. She had never liked this place. It was always crowded with people. She had learn not to drink anything unless you get it from the bar itself. She learned that all meals will be paid for, so if you don’t have coin it will come from something else. Most of all, she learned that when there are people, then it's a place you should never trust. Yet here she was, ready to go into this establishment of her own violation.
Her entrance did not cause a stir. After all she was a scrappy adolescent with dirty rumpled clothing, a poor quality bow, and the look and hygiene of one of the many homeless refugees of the city. If she was not immediately dismissed to the glances, she was so after an eyeroll. She was not a threat, nor was she an interest. She was just a common beggar, one of way too many as of late.
You can be an adventurer too.
She approached the front desk, where the proprietess worked on a book. She was Momodi of the Quicksand, everyone knew her even if she didn’t know everyone. A lalafell that was known to be kind, despite that she couldn’t help but feel nervous; even when Momodi looked up and greeted her with a smile.
“Can I help you little one?†the proprietress asked sweetly.
“..join..â€
Momodi blinked a few times and eyed the refugee adolescent bluntly. After a long moment she asked, “You want to be an adventurer?â€
“..yes..â€
Momodi squints her eyes. “How old are you?â€
“...adult..†She glanced away at the squinting eye. She wasn’t lying, she was practically an adult now!
“Okay… what's your name?â€
This was always a hard question, one that was difficult for her to answer. Simply because she wasn’t entirely sure. However this time she had an answer ready. “Baggie.â€
“Baggie.. Your name is … Baggie.â€
“Yes.â€
Momodi stares at the adolescent for a bit longer. “Okay.. Baggie.. If we are to get you started as an adventurer you will need to sign your name here.†She puts a book in front of the adolescent, and hands her a quill.
She took the offered quill, and then started at the book. Sudden dismay washed over her. She was supposed to do something.. But all she see was a rectangle filled with scribbles. She stared, unmoving, at the book for a few minutes.
Momodi waited for those minutes as patiently as she could. She considered herself a woman of astound patience, but eventually that comes to an end. “Okay.†She shuts the book and yanks the quill out of the adolescents hands. “Look, you got the right idea to have ambition and improve yourself, but I cannot, and will not in good conscious, send someone like you out. You’ll just end up dead on your first job. Come back to me in a few years.â€
She turned her dismal stare from the book to the proprietess, giving her a very sad kitten look.
“No, that doesn’t work on me, now shoo before I get angry!â€
She left then, because if there was one thing she knew it was that lalafells while very small can be very scary when angry.
Once outside she leaned against the stone walls of the establishment. This wasn’t a big deal. She didn’t need any adventure. She can hunt, she can make things, and then she can sell things. She was the best at surviving, and you should keep at what your best at.
You can be an adventurer too.
She refused to acknowledge the tightness in her throat. She ignored the sting in her eye, the leak of wetness that flooded down her cheeks. She breathed through her mouth since her nose was suddenly clogged up. Everything was fine.
She sank to her knees.
She didn’t need to be an adventurer. Who cares about dragons or walking trees?
She sobbed softly into her knees, unable to move until the sun left the sky.
You could be an adventurer too.
The tales she hears from others kind enough to stop and share words have been sips of water during her long dry life. Tales of dragons that breathed ice, making gladiators into ice cubes, or of trees that eat chicken noodle soup and make people their fertilizer. Tales that were so exciting, about colors and adventures and everything not in Ul’dah.
You could be an adventurer too.
What was keeping her here? The market place that barely allowed her to sell things for coin? The coin that barely made enough to scrap her by, providing she didn’t run into a brass that would claim the same coin for his own? Why was she even in Ul’dah? How did she get here?
She tried to think back to her earliest memory. This was a memory of happiness, a warm memory. Smiling faces, and people that loved her. A man with her golden eyes glinting at her. Women with her dark skin rubbing their cheeks against hers. There was laughter and singing. A woman called out a name: Roseh. Sometimes another name was called out in anger and authority: Xe’roseh Yuush! Yet none of this explained why she was in Ul’dah.
With the exception of her earliest memory, all other memories have been here. She was in Ul’dah because she has always been in Ul’dah. Her home was the refugee camp outside the city. Her place was among the poor and scavenge. She hunted. She crafted. She tried to sell wares. She did everything she could to survive, because that's what she has always done. If there was one thing she knew she excelled at, it was surviving.
But what is it that you want to live for?
Surviving and living… they were not one in the same. She thought they were, but they aren’t. Surviving was getting up every morning despite how miserable and hungry you are and going through the motions with the only windows of happiness when you have that feeling of a full belly from someone’s kindness, and was completely distracted by music or someone’s tale of adventure.
If she was good at surviving, would she be good at living too?
You could be an adventurer too.
Bright Keeper, she was going to do it! She was brave! She was practically an adult now! Her bow was something she found in the trash. Her knives were picked up from long being discarded by over sharpening. Her clothes were threadbare and had no source of protection. It didn’t matter, she can be one too. She had a good aim, and she had a good knack.
At least that's what she repeated to herself over and over as she stood in front of the looming double doors of the Quicksand. She had never liked this place. It was always crowded with people. She had learn not to drink anything unless you get it from the bar itself. She learned that all meals will be paid for, so if you don’t have coin it will come from something else. Most of all, she learned that when there are people, then it's a place you should never trust. Yet here she was, ready to go into this establishment of her own violation.
Her entrance did not cause a stir. After all she was a scrappy adolescent with dirty rumpled clothing, a poor quality bow, and the look and hygiene of one of the many homeless refugees of the city. If she was not immediately dismissed to the glances, she was so after an eyeroll. She was not a threat, nor was she an interest. She was just a common beggar, one of way too many as of late.
You can be an adventurer too.
She approached the front desk, where the proprietess worked on a book. She was Momodi of the Quicksand, everyone knew her even if she didn’t know everyone. A lalafell that was known to be kind, despite that she couldn’t help but feel nervous; even when Momodi looked up and greeted her with a smile.
“Can I help you little one?†the proprietress asked sweetly.
“..join..â€
Momodi blinked a few times and eyed the refugee adolescent bluntly. After a long moment she asked, “You want to be an adventurer?â€
“..yes..â€
Momodi squints her eyes. “How old are you?â€
“...adult..†She glanced away at the squinting eye. She wasn’t lying, she was practically an adult now!
“Okay… what's your name?â€
This was always a hard question, one that was difficult for her to answer. Simply because she wasn’t entirely sure. However this time she had an answer ready. “Baggie.â€
“Baggie.. Your name is … Baggie.â€
“Yes.â€
Momodi stares at the adolescent for a bit longer. “Okay.. Baggie.. If we are to get you started as an adventurer you will need to sign your name here.†She puts a book in front of the adolescent, and hands her a quill.
She took the offered quill, and then started at the book. Sudden dismay washed over her. She was supposed to do something.. But all she see was a rectangle filled with scribbles. She stared, unmoving, at the book for a few minutes.
Momodi waited for those minutes as patiently as she could. She considered herself a woman of astound patience, but eventually that comes to an end. “Okay.†She shuts the book and yanks the quill out of the adolescents hands. “Look, you got the right idea to have ambition and improve yourself, but I cannot, and will not in good conscious, send someone like you out. You’ll just end up dead on your first job. Come back to me in a few years.â€
She turned her dismal stare from the book to the proprietess, giving her a very sad kitten look.
“No, that doesn’t work on me, now shoo before I get angry!â€
She left then, because if there was one thing she knew it was that lalafells while very small can be very scary when angry.
Once outside she leaned against the stone walls of the establishment. This wasn’t a big deal. She didn’t need any adventure. She can hunt, she can make things, and then she can sell things. She was the best at surviving, and you should keep at what your best at.
You can be an adventurer too.
She refused to acknowledge the tightness in her throat. She ignored the sting in her eye, the leak of wetness that flooded down her cheeks. She breathed through her mouth since her nose was suddenly clogged up. Everything was fine.
She sank to her knees.
She didn’t need to be an adventurer. Who cares about dragons or walking trees?
She sobbed softly into her knees, unable to move until the sun left the sky.