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			<title><![CDATA[Echoes of Voices]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The longboat cut through the turbulent seas as quickly as her rowers could drive her.Â  The bitter North Sea was in a foul mood and the white caps were battering the vessel's haul relentlessly.Â  Stinging cold spray was drenching the crew of three as they strained against the oars in an effort to reach the rocky north shore of Coerthas and relief from the tossing tide.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Behind them, the <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">'Medianâ€™s Kiss' </span>sat anchored for the time being.Â  The largest of the three rowers; a large, stout Highland woman looked up from her task for a moment to inspect the anchored sloop.Â  Thus far, the shipâ€™s captain was staying true to his word and the sails remain wrapped tight about the masts.Â  The highlander had no desire to be marooned on the forsaken strand of shore with nightfall coming on, and her muscles strained harder.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Lady Echo," came a serpentine voice that seemed as if it might mix with a hiss at any moment.Â  The woman turned to her companion.Â  Beneath a drenched cloak and hood was a lanky looking miqo'te that seemed half-dead.Â  Grey flesh clung to his bones like wet burlap as beige hair, ripe with mange, fell about his tattooed face.Â  Indeed the only hues other than grey on his person was his hair and the black that tattooed the left half of his face.Â  "Sssomeone ssstandsss to greet usss." </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The woman gazed past Yurt's fettered countenance and swept her eyes over the shore.Â  Indeed, as spoken, a single figure was now standing upon the rock beach.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Perhaps it's our blond friend."Â  the highlander said.Â  A wall of water splashed over the bow and struck her, taking her breath away as the bitter cold sunk into her clothes and washed over her skin.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"No." hissed Yurt in a voice smooth as silk as he turned a wide-eyed stare over his shoulder while he continued to row.Â  "Sssmellssss different."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Weâ€™ll have our answer soon enough." the woman answered as she pulled on the oars again, unphased by her companions incredible sense of smell or his relaxed countenance that seemed regardless of the bitter chill.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Despite the misery and pain of the cold, Anya Marlow relished this moment, just as she had relished every moment since her release from her Garlean prison just a few weeks ago.Â  After nearly five years locked away in Gyr Abania, any sensation that wasn't sitting in a cell was divine and she praised Nald'thal almost hourly for his mercy in seeing her freed.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Though in five years, things had changed.Â  And she could no longer hear the Voice, the leader of her church.Â  This was of concern because it meant one of two outcomes:Â  the Voice had severed his connection with her and she no longer bore the honor of being his heir, or more seriously, the Voice had perished.Â  She had languished in silence for so long.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Until the Liberation had come and she'd become a free woman once again.Â  To the people of the new Gyr Abania, she'd been a simple political prisoner arrested for being devout to Nald'thal.Â  While true, it was only half the truth.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The longboat jolted as it beached itself upon the rocky shore and came to a quick stop, bringing Anya back to the present.Â  Yurt rose to his feet, his spine hunched dramatically beneath his cloak.Â  Beside him Cathedral,composed and refined as always, rose daintily to her short height and pulled her hood over her delicate, narrow features as she gave Anya a small bow of her tattooed head. Â Cathedral turned as she and Yurt stepped from the boat with an otherworldly ease. Anya followed their lead and disembarked the tiny vessel as she stared at their welcoming party.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The lone man dressed in worn robes was prostrate on his knees before her, mumbling excitedly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Praise Naldâ€™thal!Â  For so long we've waited for the Echo's return to claim the mantle of Voice.Â  Many doubted, but not I, never I! I knew our god is kind and would restore you to us one day, here, as appointed."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya felt sadness and relief.Â The death of the Voice meant she'd not lost her god's favor but his death was finally concreted and that drew a sadness to her heart.Â  The Voice had been a great teacher and friend and she'd miss his wise council.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Arise, faithful one."Anya said, stepping forward and kneeling to help the old man to his feet.Â  The elderly fellow was easily in his sixties and looked as if he'd been years without a proper meal.Â  He wore the battered robe of an acolyte of her cult and his left hand was clutching a tome of Nald'thal's teachings.Â  A true devotee indeed</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"My Lady Voice," the man exclaimed,trembling from cold and excitement as she aided him to his feet.Â  "You honor me!Â  I...I am without words to-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"It is I who am honored."Anya spoke in a reassuring tone.Â  "You have waited my arrival for..."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Four years, my lady!" the man explained.Â  Anya blinked.Â  Four years.Â  What had become of her cult in that time?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Four years..." she repeated quietly.Â  "Faithful please, tell me what happened."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Not here, my Lady." the man shook his head.Â  "Come, come to the 'Last Assembly' and let us greet you!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The Last Assembly</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size"> Anya thought bitterly.Â  <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Then it's worse than I possibly feared.Â  Not just the Voice, but the whole church has been brought low!Â  The Last Assembly was only to beheld in the darkest of times....</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya let herself be led up a small path between a field of boulders.Â  As they entered the maze of gaps between the stones, her two Crows slipped away, undoubtedly to watch for signs of ambush.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"How did you know today Iâ€™d arrive?" Anya asked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The seerer informed us of your recent freedom."Â  the man spoke.Â  He moved with a speed Anya would not have thought him capable of.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The seerer?" Anya raised aÂ raven-black eyebrow.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Indeed, he came to us a few days ago.Â  He's waiting for you at the Assembly to fill you in."Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The blond cat?"Â Anya asked, feeling uneasy.Â  The mysterious, blond stranger named after a box of all things had come to aid her and give her both gil and a ship to travel here.Â  He hadn't said why he was helping, but he was an open non-believer and that meant there was some personal gain in helping her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Indeed!" the man nodded.Â "You know of him?Â  He's a strange fellow, but promises aid in rebuilding the church-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"What happened to the church?" Anya inquired earnestly.Â  The man turned and blinked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You do not know?"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was...imprisoned and cut off from Nald'thal and the Voice." Anya confessed.Â  The man paused and gave the stones at his feet deep consideration.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"It was nearly destroyed by non-believers." the man explained after several quiet moments.Â  "A test of faith.Â  The seerer requested he be the one to inform you, but know your return is just proof that our god is kind."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya studied the devout man and nodded.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Faithful servant of Nald'thal,what is your name?"Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Me?" the old man blinked in surprised.Â  "It's, it's Tobin my Lady.Â  I was in Coerthas preaching when the hunters came for us. I fled here and was spared their wroth.Â  I came here as instructed by our ancient doctrine to wait your arrival to rebuild our order.Â  It was so hard, but I held the faith."Â  A pride shone in Tobin's grey eyes and Anya gave a small smile.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Is there still a Herald ofNald'Thal?" she asked.Â  The old man shook his balding head.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Nay, Lady Voice.Â  All ranks of the order are emptied or occupied by those that neglect their duties."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Then you shall be the new Herald."Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"My Lady!" Tobin looked as if he was about to faint and he caught a boulder with his free hand to steady himself.Â  "I..I am not worthy of such honor.Â  I..I-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You waited here on this beach for years without proof I'd come.Â  That is a test of faith.Â  You passed."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You shall not regret this, my Lady Voice!Â  Come, let us show you too the remaining faithful!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Tobin's already surprising speed doubled and Anya, despite being easily twenty years his junior, struggled to keep up.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">A short time later the pair arrived at a small collection of salt encrusted tents and huts arranged in a circle.Â  As they stepped through the perimeter, Tobin threw his hands up high and in a cracking voice announced:</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Behold, the Echo that sounded through the lands when the Voice spoke.Â Â  Behold, the Echo that was reverberated back home.Â  Behold, the Echo that is now the Voice so we might hear the words of Nald'thal still.Â  Behold her and give thanks to the Twin gods made one."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya grunted before she licked herlips nervously.Â  Despite her new position, she felt no different.Â  No gods spoke to her now.Â  No words came to her ears.Â  And no divine sights had been beheld by her eyes.Â  She was still Anya Marrow, even if Torbin viewed her as a sacred thing.Â  But she remembered her predecessorâ€™s words:</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The Twins don't speak in ways we understand, and often times, you will act without knowing their will until later, when you look back and behold the pattern within the past.Â  You are my Echo, you do their will with your words and actions. You are chosen."<br />
<br />
</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Her bodyguards slipped from the boulder field and stood behind her, their faces covered by hoods and their bodies wrapped in billowing cloaks as their eyes gazed at the faces emerging from the huts and tents.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Thirty souls in all had waited for Anya's return and the looks of relief on their faces made it clear how hard their lives had been.Â  They had fled certain death at the hands of adventurers and mercenaries to face the unknown here, on these shores.Â  They all bowed to her and ceaseless praises to their god filled the air as one figure went to a large boulder upon which was carved Nald'thal's symbol and lit a candle.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya wasn't sure how to respond.Â  She had much to learn before she could lead the people as she was destined too.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Thankfully a blond figure steppedout of a doorway and waved her over.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya eyed the man, dressed in fine silks and gaudy jewelry and gave a frown.Â  To spend was the will of Nald, as trade was his realm of rule, but there was an arrogance to the blondâ€™s actions that bothered her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You have all done well!"Anya announced, bowing to the crowd.Â  "You honor me with your devotion and I am humble to carry the torch of my forebears.Â  I am not worthy to lead you, you who suffered for so long.Â  But, by Nald'thal's will, we shall see our suffrage weighed by our god and soon great shall our reward be for our faith.Â  Let me speak with the seerer."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The mass bowed to her as she walked towards the blond male.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Herald."Â  Anya spoke as Tobin fell alongside her, clearly looking for orders.Â  "Tell the faithful to begin packing up.Â  A ship awaits us to ferry us south.Â  The time of tribulations is over."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Torbin nodded and turned to his taskas Anya stepped inside the house and shut the door behind her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The blond male was now seated before a pot that hung over a hot fire.Â  In his hands was a baby seal that he was skinning like an apple.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Well, you're just as good atleading fools as your master was." the blond miqo'te chuckled as his hands worked slowly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I want answers, little cat!" Anya spat.Â  "And you hold your tongue when you speak of Nald'thal's faithful or I'll cut it out."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Oh no, not my tongue, ever Ido?"Â  giggled the blond man as he tossed the skinned seal into the pot.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">A blade made from a femur was suddenly pressed to the blond's throat as Yurt seized him from behind.Â  The blond pursed his lips but didn't seem to be surprised that the tattooed miqo'te had managed to be behind him despite the fact he'd not walked through the door.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Ah, you have Crows...surprising they follow you."Â  the blond seerer said carefully.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I am the Voice, why wouldn't they follow me?" Anya snorted.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Because you aren't the only Voice." commented the blond dryly.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Impossible, only I had-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You want to talk, or listen?" the male asked incredulously as he raised an eyebrow.Â  Anya glared at him and waved her hand.Â  Yurt hissed and slipped back into the shadows.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Speak, little cat." Anya ordered in a commanding tone.Â  "And let's start with your name and why you're helping me."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"In time, my dear.Â  In time,Â though you may continue to call me Crate." Crate slowly began to stir his baby seal soup with aÂ spoon.Â  "Okay it's time.Â  So, a year or so after you ended up in that wonderfully cozy Garlean cell, the Voice began efforts on creating a mortal coil for 'Nald'thal."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The dragon form..."Â Anya said softly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Yeah, that." Crate rolled his eyes.Â  "Anyhow, the Crows -he- had at the time managed to raise enough attention to get people investigating your cult...church, thingy and their actions and their trade deals.Â  So, he had to deal with goody-goodies trying to stop him.Â  On -top- of that problem, many of the Crow's went rogue."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"That's...not possible."Â  Anya blinked in shock as she looked up at Yurt, who squatted in the shadows with his knife between his yellow teeth.Â  He was bound to serve her.Â  Crows were made to serve the Voice of Naldâ€™thal alone.Â  It wasn't possible that...</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Oh but it was, and part of your current problem actually, but I get ahead of myself.Â  A Crow named Atrium made friends with several of those out to kill the Voice.Â  Several Crows sided -against- the Voice and ensured he died when he was found out by a group of hunters."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So these Crows ensured their own death then." Anya stammered, in disbelief.Â  "They cannot exist without the Voice too-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was getting to that."Crate said flatly.Â  "If youâ€™d let me finish....okay then.Â  So, this bring us to the other 'Voice' called Rotunda.Â  Also a Crow, this little Crow managed to become the conduit for the other Crowsâ€™ continued existence by...somehow, I'm not totally sure how he did it but I suspect that your predecessor made changes in the ritual when creating those Crows that I'd not taught him."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Wait,-you- taught him?"Â  Anya raised both eyebrows.Â  "What are you..."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"What, did you really think that Crow's were a -divine- construct made by Nald'thal's will?"Â  Crate cackled.Â  "Not even.Â  They're a form of revenant and anyone with the right knowledge could craft one up.Â  Made properly, they fade when their creator dies but clearly...your prior Voice made a mistake.Â  He made a way to transfer whom they needed to endure to stay â€˜aliveâ€™.Â  I'm willing to bet he made this ability for them to pass to you upon his death but...well Rotunda fucked that up for you.Â  Especially since the Crows abandoned the cult members to reckless slaughter.Â  I mean, your two Crows might be the only two -real- Crows left at this point.Â  Only ones who serve you for certain."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya blinked in amazement at all this.Â  A fake Voice?Â  Rogue Crows?Â  A purging of her order?Â  How...what sort of test was Nald'thal asking of her?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"How...how do you know all this?"Â  Anya stammered.Â  Crate took a sip of his soup and then kept stirring the cauldron.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was a close advisor, friend,and college to your master.Â  As I said, I taught him much, but he, in turn had much to teach me.Â  Really, your master might have been one of the best minds this world has ever known.Â  Pity he was killed honestly.Â  But he and I talked and he had spoken to me of these concerns.Â  And, after his death, well, I kept my ear to the ground as it were."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So...everything is gone?"Â  Anya said quietly, clenching her fists.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Mostly.Â  The purge was thorough and your cultâ€™s wealth was plundered.Â  Plus your rival Voice has absconded with the rogue Crows and they are who knows where now doing who knows what.Â  No oneâ€™s heard from them in sometime. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So why help us?Â  Why help me? You came to me the day I was freed from my cell.Â  Why not tell me then?"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So you could see the truth for yourself.Â  I doubt you'd have believed me without seeing your flock.Â  And as for why?Â  Well, I respected your Master and felt I owed him, even if I donâ€™t follow your cult.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You lie." Anya growled.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Half-truth." Crate commented, tossing some herbs into the soup.Â  "I also hope to gain something."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"And what's that?" Anya cocked her head to one side.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I can supply you with gold,information, and more things you need to rebuild and grow once again." Crate explained casually.Â  "In return, I simply want the right to watch what happens, to document it, and have you attempt to complete the ritual your Master attempted."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"That ritual nearly cost us everything!" Anya rose to her feet.Â  "Now is the time for rebuilding!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I agree.Â  But the wroth of Nald'thal must come again.Â  The scales must be evened, is that not what your doctrine says?Â  I simply want to be around when that happens."Â  Crate gave an impish grin.Â  "For personal reasons."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya knew he was right. Their doctrine did call for a balancing for this affront against the gods' chosen.Â  She would have to see this righted and this cat could help her.Â  For now.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Very well, Crate.Â  For now, the Church accepts your offer.Â  Just know, all scales will be evened."Â  Anya snapped her fingers and Yurt's knife came to Crate's throat once more.Â  "Even yours."</span></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The longboat cut through the turbulent seas as quickly as her rowers could drive her.Â  The bitter North Sea was in a foul mood and the white caps were battering the vessel's haul relentlessly.Â  Stinging cold spray was drenching the crew of three as they strained against the oars in an effort to reach the rocky north shore of Coerthas and relief from the tossing tide.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Behind them, the <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">'Medianâ€™s Kiss' </span>sat anchored for the time being.Â  The largest of the three rowers; a large, stout Highland woman looked up from her task for a moment to inspect the anchored sloop.Â  Thus far, the shipâ€™s captain was staying true to his word and the sails remain wrapped tight about the masts.Â  The highlander had no desire to be marooned on the forsaken strand of shore with nightfall coming on, and her muscles strained harder.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Lady Echo," came a serpentine voice that seemed as if it might mix with a hiss at any moment.Â  The woman turned to her companion.Â  Beneath a drenched cloak and hood was a lanky looking miqo'te that seemed half-dead.Â  Grey flesh clung to his bones like wet burlap as beige hair, ripe with mange, fell about his tattooed face.Â  Indeed the only hues other than grey on his person was his hair and the black that tattooed the left half of his face.Â  "Sssomeone ssstandsss to greet usss." </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The woman gazed past Yurt's fettered countenance and swept her eyes over the shore.Â  Indeed, as spoken, a single figure was now standing upon the rock beach.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Perhaps it's our blond friend."Â  the highlander said.Â  A wall of water splashed over the bow and struck her, taking her breath away as the bitter cold sunk into her clothes and washed over her skin.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"No." hissed Yurt in a voice smooth as silk as he turned a wide-eyed stare over his shoulder while he continued to row.Â  "Sssmellssss different."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Weâ€™ll have our answer soon enough." the woman answered as she pulled on the oars again, unphased by her companions incredible sense of smell or his relaxed countenance that seemed regardless of the bitter chill.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Despite the misery and pain of the cold, Anya Marlow relished this moment, just as she had relished every moment since her release from her Garlean prison just a few weeks ago.Â  After nearly five years locked away in Gyr Abania, any sensation that wasn't sitting in a cell was divine and she praised Nald'thal almost hourly for his mercy in seeing her freed.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Though in five years, things had changed.Â  And she could no longer hear the Voice, the leader of her church.Â  This was of concern because it meant one of two outcomes:Â  the Voice had severed his connection with her and she no longer bore the honor of being his heir, or more seriously, the Voice had perished.Â  She had languished in silence for so long.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Until the Liberation had come and she'd become a free woman once again.Â  To the people of the new Gyr Abania, she'd been a simple political prisoner arrested for being devout to Nald'thal.Â  While true, it was only half the truth.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The longboat jolted as it beached itself upon the rocky shore and came to a quick stop, bringing Anya back to the present.Â  Yurt rose to his feet, his spine hunched dramatically beneath his cloak.Â  Beside him Cathedral,composed and refined as always, rose daintily to her short height and pulled her hood over her delicate, narrow features as she gave Anya a small bow of her tattooed head. Â Cathedral turned as she and Yurt stepped from the boat with an otherworldly ease. Anya followed their lead and disembarked the tiny vessel as she stared at their welcoming party.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The lone man dressed in worn robes was prostrate on his knees before her, mumbling excitedly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Praise Naldâ€™thal!Â  For so long we've waited for the Echo's return to claim the mantle of Voice.Â  Many doubted, but not I, never I! I knew our god is kind and would restore you to us one day, here, as appointed."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya felt sadness and relief.Â The death of the Voice meant she'd not lost her god's favor but his death was finally concreted and that drew a sadness to her heart.Â  The Voice had been a great teacher and friend and she'd miss his wise council.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Arise, faithful one."Anya said, stepping forward and kneeling to help the old man to his feet.Â  The elderly fellow was easily in his sixties and looked as if he'd been years without a proper meal.Â  He wore the battered robe of an acolyte of her cult and his left hand was clutching a tome of Nald'thal's teachings.Â  A true devotee indeed</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"My Lady Voice," the man exclaimed,trembling from cold and excitement as she aided him to his feet.Â  "You honor me!Â  I...I am without words to-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"It is I who am honored."Anya spoke in a reassuring tone.Â  "You have waited my arrival for..."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Four years, my lady!" the man explained.Â  Anya blinked.Â  Four years.Â  What had become of her cult in that time?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Four years..." she repeated quietly.Â  "Faithful please, tell me what happened."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Not here, my Lady." the man shook his head.Â  "Come, come to the 'Last Assembly' and let us greet you!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The Last Assembly</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size"> Anya thought bitterly.Â  <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Then it's worse than I possibly feared.Â  Not just the Voice, but the whole church has been brought low!Â  The Last Assembly was only to beheld in the darkest of times....</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya let herself be led up a small path between a field of boulders.Â  As they entered the maze of gaps between the stones, her two Crows slipped away, undoubtedly to watch for signs of ambush.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"How did you know today Iâ€™d arrive?" Anya asked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The seerer informed us of your recent freedom."Â  the man spoke.Â  He moved with a speed Anya would not have thought him capable of.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The seerer?" Anya raised aÂ raven-black eyebrow.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Indeed, he came to us a few days ago.Â  He's waiting for you at the Assembly to fill you in."Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The blond cat?"Â Anya asked, feeling uneasy.Â  The mysterious, blond stranger named after a box of all things had come to aid her and give her both gil and a ship to travel here.Â  He hadn't said why he was helping, but he was an open non-believer and that meant there was some personal gain in helping her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Indeed!" the man nodded.Â "You know of him?Â  He's a strange fellow, but promises aid in rebuilding the church-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"What happened to the church?" Anya inquired earnestly.Â  The man turned and blinked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You do not know?"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was...imprisoned and cut off from Nald'thal and the Voice." Anya confessed.Â  The man paused and gave the stones at his feet deep consideration.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"It was nearly destroyed by non-believers." the man explained after several quiet moments.Â  "A test of faith.Â  The seerer requested he be the one to inform you, but know your return is just proof that our god is kind."</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya studied the devout man and nodded.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Faithful servant of Nald'thal,what is your name?"Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Me?" the old man blinked in surprised.Â  "It's, it's Tobin my Lady.Â  I was in Coerthas preaching when the hunters came for us. I fled here and was spared their wroth.Â  I came here as instructed by our ancient doctrine to wait your arrival to rebuild our order.Â  It was so hard, but I held the faith."Â  A pride shone in Tobin's grey eyes and Anya gave a small smile.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Is there still a Herald ofNald'Thal?" she asked.Â  The old man shook his balding head.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Nay, Lady Voice.Â  All ranks of the order are emptied or occupied by those that neglect their duties."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Then you shall be the new Herald."Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"My Lady!" Tobin looked as if he was about to faint and he caught a boulder with his free hand to steady himself.Â  "I..I am not worthy of such honor.Â  I..I-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You waited here on this beach for years without proof I'd come.Â  That is a test of faith.Â  You passed."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You shall not regret this, my Lady Voice!Â  Come, let us show you too the remaining faithful!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Tobin's already surprising speed doubled and Anya, despite being easily twenty years his junior, struggled to keep up.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">A short time later the pair arrived at a small collection of salt encrusted tents and huts arranged in a circle.Â  As they stepped through the perimeter, Tobin threw his hands up high and in a cracking voice announced:</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Behold, the Echo that sounded through the lands when the Voice spoke.Â Â  Behold, the Echo that was reverberated back home.Â  Behold, the Echo that is now the Voice so we might hear the words of Nald'thal still.Â  Behold her and give thanks to the Twin gods made one."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya grunted before she licked herlips nervously.Â  Despite her new position, she felt no different.Â  No gods spoke to her now.Â  No words came to her ears.Â  And no divine sights had been beheld by her eyes.Â  She was still Anya Marrow, even if Torbin viewed her as a sacred thing.Â  But she remembered her predecessorâ€™s words:</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The Twins don't speak in ways we understand, and often times, you will act without knowing their will until later, when you look back and behold the pattern within the past.Â  You are my Echo, you do their will with your words and actions. You are chosen."<br />
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</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Her bodyguards slipped from the boulder field and stood behind her, their faces covered by hoods and their bodies wrapped in billowing cloaks as their eyes gazed at the faces emerging from the huts and tents.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Thirty souls in all had waited for Anya's return and the looks of relief on their faces made it clear how hard their lives had been.Â  They had fled certain death at the hands of adventurers and mercenaries to face the unknown here, on these shores.Â  They all bowed to her and ceaseless praises to their god filled the air as one figure went to a large boulder upon which was carved Nald'thal's symbol and lit a candle.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya wasn't sure how to respond.Â  She had much to learn before she could lead the people as she was destined too.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Thankfully a blond figure steppedout of a doorway and waved her over.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya eyed the man, dressed in fine silks and gaudy jewelry and gave a frown.Â  To spend was the will of Nald, as trade was his realm of rule, but there was an arrogance to the blondâ€™s actions that bothered her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You have all done well!"Anya announced, bowing to the crowd.Â  "You honor me with your devotion and I am humble to carry the torch of my forebears.Â  I am not worthy to lead you, you who suffered for so long.Â  But, by Nald'thal's will, we shall see our suffrage weighed by our god and soon great shall our reward be for our faith.Â  Let me speak with the seerer."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The mass bowed to her as she walked towards the blond male.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Herald."Â  Anya spoke as Tobin fell alongside her, clearly looking for orders.Â  "Tell the faithful to begin packing up.Â  A ship awaits us to ferry us south.Â  The time of tribulations is over."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Torbin nodded and turned to his taskas Anya stepped inside the house and shut the door behind her.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">The blond male was now seated before a pot that hung over a hot fire.Â  In his hands was a baby seal that he was skinning like an apple.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Well, you're just as good atleading fools as your master was." the blond miqo'te chuckled as his hands worked slowly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I want answers, little cat!" Anya spat.Â  "And you hold your tongue when you speak of Nald'thal's faithful or I'll cut it out."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Oh no, not my tongue, ever Ido?"Â  giggled the blond man as he tossed the skinned seal into the pot.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">A blade made from a femur was suddenly pressed to the blond's throat as Yurt seized him from behind.Â  The blond pursed his lips but didn't seem to be surprised that the tattooed miqo'te had managed to be behind him despite the fact he'd not walked through the door.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Ah, you have Crows...surprising they follow you."Â  the blond seerer said carefully.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I am the Voice, why wouldn't they follow me?" Anya snorted.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Because you aren't the only Voice." commented the blond dryly.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Impossible, only I had-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You want to talk, or listen?" the male asked incredulously as he raised an eyebrow.Â  Anya glared at him and waved her hand.Â  Yurt hissed and slipped back into the shadows.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Speak, little cat." Anya ordered in a commanding tone.Â  "And let's start with your name and why you're helping me."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"In time, my dear.Â  In time,Â though you may continue to call me Crate." Crate slowly began to stir his baby seal soup with aÂ spoon.Â  "Okay it's time.Â  So, a year or so after you ended up in that wonderfully cozy Garlean cell, the Voice began efforts on creating a mortal coil for 'Nald'thal."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"The dragon form..."Â Anya said softly.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Yeah, that." Crate rolled his eyes.Â  "Anyhow, the Crows -he- had at the time managed to raise enough attention to get people investigating your cult...church, thingy and their actions and their trade deals.Â  So, he had to deal with goody-goodies trying to stop him.Â  On -top- of that problem, many of the Crow's went rogue."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"That's...not possible."Â  Anya blinked in shock as she looked up at Yurt, who squatted in the shadows with his knife between his yellow teeth.Â  He was bound to serve her.Â  Crows were made to serve the Voice of Naldâ€™thal alone.Â  It wasn't possible that...</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Oh but it was, and part of your current problem actually, but I get ahead of myself.Â  A Crow named Atrium made friends with several of those out to kill the Voice.Â  Several Crows sided -against- the Voice and ensured he died when he was found out by a group of hunters."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So these Crows ensured their own death then." Anya stammered, in disbelief.Â  "They cannot exist without the Voice too-"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was getting to that."Crate said flatly.Â  "If youâ€™d let me finish....okay then.Â  So, this bring us to the other 'Voice' called Rotunda.Â  Also a Crow, this little Crow managed to become the conduit for the other Crowsâ€™ continued existence by...somehow, I'm not totally sure how he did it but I suspect that your predecessor made changes in the ritual when creating those Crows that I'd not taught him."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Wait,-you- taught him?"Â  Anya raised both eyebrows.Â  "What are you..."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"What, did you really think that Crow's were a -divine- construct made by Nald'thal's will?"Â  Crate cackled.Â  "Not even.Â  They're a form of revenant and anyone with the right knowledge could craft one up.Â  Made properly, they fade when their creator dies but clearly...your prior Voice made a mistake.Â  He made a way to transfer whom they needed to endure to stay â€˜aliveâ€™.Â  I'm willing to bet he made this ability for them to pass to you upon his death but...well Rotunda fucked that up for you.Â  Especially since the Crows abandoned the cult members to reckless slaughter.Â  I mean, your two Crows might be the only two -real- Crows left at this point.Â  Only ones who serve you for certain."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya blinked in amazement at all this.Â  A fake Voice?Â  Rogue Crows?Â  A purging of her order?Â  How...what sort of test was Nald'thal asking of her?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"How...how do you know all this?"Â  Anya stammered.Â  Crate took a sip of his soup and then kept stirring the cauldron.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I was a close advisor, friend,and college to your master.Â  As I said, I taught him much, but he, in turn had much to teach me.Â  Really, your master might have been one of the best minds this world has ever known.Â  Pity he was killed honestly.Â  But he and I talked and he had spoken to me of these concerns.Â  And, after his death, well, I kept my ear to the ground as it were."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So...everything is gone?"Â  Anya said quietly, clenching her fists.Â  </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Mostly.Â  The purge was thorough and your cultâ€™s wealth was plundered.Â  Plus your rival Voice has absconded with the rogue Crows and they are who knows where now doing who knows what.Â  No oneâ€™s heard from them in sometime. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So why help us?Â  Why help me? You came to me the day I was freed from my cell.Â  Why not tell me then?"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"So you could see the truth for yourself.Â  I doubt you'd have believed me without seeing your flock.Â  And as for why?Â  Well, I respected your Master and felt I owed him, even if I donâ€™t follow your cult.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"You lie." Anya growled.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Half-truth." Crate commented, tossing some herbs into the soup.Â  "I also hope to gain something."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"And what's that?" Anya cocked her head to one side.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I can supply you with gold,information, and more things you need to rebuild and grow once again." Crate explained casually.Â  "In return, I simply want the right to watch what happens, to document it, and have you attempt to complete the ritual your Master attempted."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"That ritual nearly cost us everything!" Anya rose to her feet.Â  "Now is the time for rebuilding!"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"I agree.Â  But the wroth of Nald'thal must come again.Â  The scales must be evened, is that not what your doctrine says?Â  I simply want to be around when that happens."Â  Crate gave an impish grin.Â  "For personal reasons."</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Anya knew he was right. Their doctrine did call for a balancing for this affront against the gods' chosen.Â  She would have to see this righted and this cat could help her.Â  For now.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;" class="mycode_font"><span style="font-size: medium;" class="mycode_size">"Very well, Crate.Â  For now, the Church accepts your offer.Â  Just know, all scales will be evened."Â  Anya snapped her fingers and Yurt's knife came to Crate's throat once more.Â  "Even yours."</span></span>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[A Tale of Tregardes]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21293</link>
			<pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2018 01:36:55 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=13393">Tregarde</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[It was a slow week at the inn in our little hamlet, maybe thatâ€™s why those ladies left such an impression. Itâ€™s not like we donâ€™t get travelers passing through on a regular basis, though they never stay long - we are only a rest stop for merchants going to where the real money is, and adventurers need something more exciting than this languid town.<br />
<br />
The day was sunny and pleasant, and the door was open to air the place out. I was wiping down the counter when a pair of shadows stepped through the door. Once they were in enough for me to get a good look I saw they were both young Miqoâ€™te ladies.<br />
<br />
One was of average height and lithe of figure. She sported somewhat short hair, black with dull orange streaks, braids on the sides. Her eyes were a shade between yellow and green. On her back was a short bow. Her clothes were mostly of rich blues, and those of someone who favored freedom of movement.<br />
<br />
The other one was, in many ways, the opposite. Tall and a little more stocky of build than a typical Miqoâ€™te - but it was clear that she just had a larger frame, and a lot of lean muscle to go with it. The light armor provided decent protection, with a sword on her hip and small shield on her back. Her hair was cropped along her jawline, a pale off-white with dull orange streaks. Her eyes shown a bright blue. Her attire favored rich reds and dark golds.<br />
<br />
Both were tanned, as people who spend much time in the sun. The two went to a table, the dark haired one smiled and waved at me, while the tall one gave a friendly nod. I stepped around the counter as they took their packs off their backs. They saw me approach then sat down with a look of relief, Iâ€™m sure in part because neither had to approach me to make an order.<br />
<br />
Iâ€™ve always been good with faces, and what struck me about the two as I got closer was the similarities rather than the differences. That shade of orange that streaked the hair on both was the same. The shape of their ears, the eyes, nose, curve of their lips... not perfect matches, but very close. There was no doubt these two were related, probably sisters.<br />
<br />
I greeted them and asked what I could do for them. The dark haired one chimed, â€œHi! Hey, how long have you worked here?â€ I told her, with a little pride, that the place had been with our family for five generations. â€œOh good. Say, in the past few summers, you wouldnâ€™t happen to have had a Hyur pass through, about so high,â€ she raised a hand up, â€œlate forties, salt and pepper hair...â€ She continued to describe a charming sounding gent, painting a vivid picture of him with her words. â€œGoes by the name Nicolae Tregarde.â€<br />
<br />
â€œHe would have been asking about us,â€ the light haired one said.<br />
<br />
The dark haired one glanced around, â€œoh, whereâ€™d Lu go?â€<br />
<br />
â€œWhere else?â€ the light haired one said with a shrug. â€œTo the market to haggle for baubles we can ill afford.â€<br />
<br />
â€œHope she finds something nice,â€ the dark haired one replied without an ounce of sarcasm, then turned back to me. â€œSo, did he happen to come by that you recall?â€<br />
<br />
I told them that I certainly would have recalled such a person, especially after she had described him so well, but that no, I had not seen him.<br />
<br />
â€œWell... damn,â€ the dark haired one said as her ears drooped, disappointment in her voice and on her face.<br />
<br />
â€œThatâ€™s another one off the list,â€ the light haired one sighed and leaned her elbow on the table, head tilted in the palm of her hand. â€œRunning out of places.â€<br />
<br />
Now I was curious. I asked, if they didnâ€™t mind, what this man was to them.<br />
<br />
â€œHeâ€™s our papa,â€ the dark haired one said.<br />
<br />
â€œAdopted,â€ the light haired one added, anticipating my question. Clearly they had been through this before.<br />
<br />
I said Iâ€™d love to hear the story of how they came to be adopted by a Hyur, to which the dark haired one perked up and said in a sing-song, â€œstory time! Story time!â€ This one didnâ€™t seem to stay down for long, and I even noticed a hint of a resigned smile on the other.<br />
<br />
But first I took their orders. I fetched a couple meads, apparently they were going to let this Lu fend for herself when she got here, then introduced myself.<br />
<br />
The dark haired one said cheerfully, â€œIâ€™m Moire, and this is Katarina.â€ She waved a hand to her sister, â€œa cat named Kat.â€<br />
<br />
â€œMo...â€ Katarina scrunched her face at her sister. Like some Miqoâ€™te she found the comparison to domesticated pets annoying. She then looked to me, â€œTrina, please. Anyroad, I was named after our papaâ€™s mother.â€<br />
<br />
â€œAnd I was named after maâ€™s ma,â€ Moire said with a little pride. â€œUh, adopted maâ€™s ma, not our mamaâ€™s ma. Obviously.â€<br />
<br />
Katarina made a motion to a chair, she could tell this might take a while. I glanced around to make sure the other customers were fine. Just two others, locals, they would get my attention if they needed anything. I could tell that they were as curious to hear the story of these travelers, but were discrete enough to not barge in. I sat and asked the two, please, to continue.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[It was a slow week at the inn in our little hamlet, maybe thatâ€™s why those ladies left such an impression. Itâ€™s not like we donâ€™t get travelers passing through on a regular basis, though they never stay long - we are only a rest stop for merchants going to where the real money is, and adventurers need something more exciting than this languid town.<br />
<br />
The day was sunny and pleasant, and the door was open to air the place out. I was wiping down the counter when a pair of shadows stepped through the door. Once they were in enough for me to get a good look I saw they were both young Miqoâ€™te ladies.<br />
<br />
One was of average height and lithe of figure. She sported somewhat short hair, black with dull orange streaks, braids on the sides. Her eyes were a shade between yellow and green. On her back was a short bow. Her clothes were mostly of rich blues, and those of someone who favored freedom of movement.<br />
<br />
The other one was, in many ways, the opposite. Tall and a little more stocky of build than a typical Miqoâ€™te - but it was clear that she just had a larger frame, and a lot of lean muscle to go with it. The light armor provided decent protection, with a sword on her hip and small shield on her back. Her hair was cropped along her jawline, a pale off-white with dull orange streaks. Her eyes shown a bright blue. Her attire favored rich reds and dark golds.<br />
<br />
Both were tanned, as people who spend much time in the sun. The two went to a table, the dark haired one smiled and waved at me, while the tall one gave a friendly nod. I stepped around the counter as they took their packs off their backs. They saw me approach then sat down with a look of relief, Iâ€™m sure in part because neither had to approach me to make an order.<br />
<br />
Iâ€™ve always been good with faces, and what struck me about the two as I got closer was the similarities rather than the differences. That shade of orange that streaked the hair on both was the same. The shape of their ears, the eyes, nose, curve of their lips... not perfect matches, but very close. There was no doubt these two were related, probably sisters.<br />
<br />
I greeted them and asked what I could do for them. The dark haired one chimed, â€œHi! Hey, how long have you worked here?â€ I told her, with a little pride, that the place had been with our family for five generations. â€œOh good. Say, in the past few summers, you wouldnâ€™t happen to have had a Hyur pass through, about so high,â€ she raised a hand up, â€œlate forties, salt and pepper hair...â€ She continued to describe a charming sounding gent, painting a vivid picture of him with her words. â€œGoes by the name Nicolae Tregarde.â€<br />
<br />
â€œHe would have been asking about us,â€ the light haired one said.<br />
<br />
The dark haired one glanced around, â€œoh, whereâ€™d Lu go?â€<br />
<br />
â€œWhere else?â€ the light haired one said with a shrug. â€œTo the market to haggle for baubles we can ill afford.â€<br />
<br />
â€œHope she finds something nice,â€ the dark haired one replied without an ounce of sarcasm, then turned back to me. â€œSo, did he happen to come by that you recall?â€<br />
<br />
I told them that I certainly would have recalled such a person, especially after she had described him so well, but that no, I had not seen him.<br />
<br />
â€œWell... damn,â€ the dark haired one said as her ears drooped, disappointment in her voice and on her face.<br />
<br />
â€œThatâ€™s another one off the list,â€ the light haired one sighed and leaned her elbow on the table, head tilted in the palm of her hand. â€œRunning out of places.â€<br />
<br />
Now I was curious. I asked, if they didnâ€™t mind, what this man was to them.<br />
<br />
â€œHeâ€™s our papa,â€ the dark haired one said.<br />
<br />
â€œAdopted,â€ the light haired one added, anticipating my question. Clearly they had been through this before.<br />
<br />
I said Iâ€™d love to hear the story of how they came to be adopted by a Hyur, to which the dark haired one perked up and said in a sing-song, â€œstory time! Story time!â€ This one didnâ€™t seem to stay down for long, and I even noticed a hint of a resigned smile on the other.<br />
<br />
But first I took their orders. I fetched a couple meads, apparently they were going to let this Lu fend for herself when she got here, then introduced myself.<br />
<br />
The dark haired one said cheerfully, â€œIâ€™m Moire, and this is Katarina.â€ She waved a hand to her sister, â€œa cat named Kat.â€<br />
<br />
â€œMo...â€ Katarina scrunched her face at her sister. Like some Miqoâ€™te she found the comparison to domesticated pets annoying. She then looked to me, â€œTrina, please. Anyroad, I was named after our papaâ€™s mother.â€<br />
<br />
â€œAnd I was named after maâ€™s ma,â€ Moire said with a little pride. â€œUh, adopted maâ€™s ma, not our mamaâ€™s ma. Obviously.â€<br />
<br />
Katarina made a motion to a chair, she could tell this might take a while. I glanced around to make sure the other customers were fine. Just two others, locals, they would get my attention if they needed anything. I could tell that they were as curious to hear the story of these travelers, but were discrete enough to not barge in. I sat and asked the two, please, to continue.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Can Time Heal All Wounds? (Closed/Back Story)]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21278</link>
			<pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2018 02:31:31 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=13381">Gansukh Himaa</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">Gansukh</span>Â of theÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">Himaa</span>Â tribe.Â </span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">NamedÂ byÂ and after his father, thisÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Auri</span>Â warrior wields anÂ axeÂ primarily but is adept at using the bow and arrow as well due to being one of the prime hunters of his clan.Â </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Gansukh has a twin brother, which is fairly common amongstÂ </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Himaans</span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">.Â </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Baghatur</span></span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">, the younger of the two is also a skilled fighter, preferring to take up sword and shield.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">In their adulthood, their mother was stricken with an illness unseen in the Steppe at the time. Gansukh set off to find a remedy, leaving Baghatur to tend to her.Â </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">He reached asÂ far as the Ruby Seaâ€™s bustling port town of Kugane on his own two feet. There he hoped to find any foreign potion or magick to save his mother.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">None had heard of this strange disease and therefore could provide little help. However, it was after meeting anÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">optimistic white mage</span>Â he found a renewed purpose -- to take on the path of conjury himself.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">It wasnâ€™t long until he realized he wasÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">terrible</span>Â at white magic, to the point of exhausting his instructor. The conjuring teacher suggested that Gansukh return home and be with his mother in her remaining days instead of pursuing the impossible.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Feeling all but defeated, Gansukh made the solemn trek home, and he was welcomed withÂ upsetting news. The disease had ravaged his motherâ€™s body to the point that she was unrecognizable. HerÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">lustrous black scales</span>Â now stood as aÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">pale afterthought</span>. Her skin wasÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">sallow</span>Â and her eyesÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">sunken</span>.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Stuck to his motherâ€™s side was Baghatur; the younger Auri looked as if he hadnâ€™t moved since Gansukh made his trek to find help. Baghatur lifted his gaze from his mother and directed aÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">piercing stare</span>Â towards Gansukh. Timeâ€™s passage had soured Baghaturâ€™s outlook on his older brother, and heÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">resented him</span>Â for leaving him alone with their ailing mother.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">When interrogated Gansukh had naught to show for his time away, although it wasnâ€™t without any effort. This furtherÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">angered</span>Â Baghatur, who all but threatened to end his life where he stood if he did not leave the tribes land immediately.Â He left hesitantly,Â <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">refusing</span>Â to raise a hand to his kin.Â </span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">It is here where his nomadic journey begins.Â </span></span></span></div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">Gansukh</span>Â of theÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">Himaa</span>Â tribe.Â </span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">NamedÂ byÂ and after his father, thisÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Auri</span>Â warrior wields anÂ axeÂ primarily but is adept at using the bow and arrow as well due to being one of the prime hunters of his clan.Â </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Gansukh has a twin brother, which is fairly common amongstÂ </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Himaans</span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">.Â </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Baghatur</span></span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">, the younger of the two is also a skilled fighter, preferring to take up sword and shield.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">In their adulthood, their mother was stricken with an illness unseen in the Steppe at the time. Gansukh set off to find a remedy, leaving Baghatur to tend to her.Â </span></span><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">He reached asÂ far as the Ruby Seaâ€™s bustling port town of Kugane on his own two feet. There he hoped to find any foreign potion or magick to save his mother.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">None had heard of this strange disease and therefore could provide little help. However, it was after meeting anÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">optimistic white mage</span>Â he found a renewed purpose -- to take on the path of conjury himself.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">It wasnâ€™t long until he realized he wasÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">terrible</span>Â at white magic, to the point of exhausting his instructor. The conjuring teacher suggested that Gansukh return home and be with his mother in her remaining days instead of pursuing the impossible.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Feeling all but defeated, Gansukh made the solemn trek home, and he was welcomed withÂ upsetting news. The disease had ravaged his motherâ€™s body to the point that she was unrecognizable. HerÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">lustrous black scales</span>Â now stood as aÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">pale afterthought</span>. Her skin wasÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">sallow</span>Â and her eyesÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">sunken</span>.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">Stuck to his motherâ€™s side was Baghatur; the younger Auri looked as if he hadnâ€™t moved since Gansukh made his trek to find help. Baghatur lifted his gaze from his mother and directed aÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">piercing stare</span>Â towards Gansukh. Timeâ€™s passage had soured Baghaturâ€™s outlook on his older brother, and heÂ <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">resented him</span>Â for leaving him alone with their ailing mother.</span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">When interrogated Gansukh had naught to show for his time away, although it wasnâ€™t without any effort. This furtherÂ <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">angered</span>Â Baghatur, who all but threatened to end his life where he stood if he did not leave the tribes land immediately.Â He left hesitantly,Â <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">refusing</span>Â to raise a hand to his kin.Â </span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="color: #444444;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">It is here where his nomadic journey begins.Â </span></span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[The Songstress Diaries]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21240</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2018 13:13:34 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=6124">SapphireSkylines</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size">((Welcome to my journal thread! These are the journal entries of Y'zhara Zekial from Balmung. Um... meta gaming is bad mmk? This thread is for reading only. Thanks!))</span><br />
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			<title><![CDATA[Faith In Her Fury]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[The ballroom was an unpleasant amalgam of heat and noise, blaring with the light of the roaring fire and the harsh glow of far too many candles. The gentle melodies of harp, lute, and cello seemed to harmonize with the chaotic din of revelry. Glasses of spiced wine clinked with flagons of rich mead. At least for tonight, there existed no barriers of class.<br />
<br />
While the inauguration ceremony of the new Temple Knights had been a predictably somber affair, the nobility were quick to latch onto any excuse with which to flaunt their affluence. This wasnâ€™t an event that Ashur could have ever expected to attend, yet luck and circumstance seemed to be on his side. A friend of a friend of a friend happened to be a noblemanâ€™s son, one thing lead to another and eventually the entire company was invited to attend the banquet, though only a few of them were actually newly-ordained.<br />
<br />
Though normally a feast of this magnitude would be a more formal affair, the food had been hastily rearranged to a buffet, either out of consideration or condescension for those knights like Ashur who were common-born. Gilded and silvered antelope heads, fresh fruits, and a whole roast sheep presented extravagant contrast to the usually meagre knightâ€™s bread that they had subsisted on for years.<br />
<br />
Many had taken it upon themselves to ask ladies to dance, and the jovial melody swiftly changed to an elegant waltz. Ashur quickly excused himself to join the other wallflowers at the edge of the ballroom, scooping up another glass of spiced wine in the process.<br />
<br />
â€œYou appear to be out of your element, lad.â€ A Wildwood Elezen, aged and grizzled, startled Ashur by slapping the Hyurâ€™s back roughly, nearly sending the spiced wine on an unfortunate journey to some poor nobleâ€™s doublet.<br />
<br />
â€œA-ah, well, perhaps a little bit, Ser Praihaux,â€ Ashur coughed. Instinctively, Ashur began to raise his fist to his chest in a salute before Praihauxâ€™s hands stopped the salute in its tracks.<br />
<br />
â€œWe are technically equals now, you know, Ser Vaye.â€ The Elezen paused before his eyes lit up. â€œYou best hope you are never asked to perform reconnaissance, or else the jests about having to Ser Vaye the landscape will never stop.â€ Praihaux let out a hearty chuckle at his own pun, while Ashur merely raised an eyebrow in disapproval, which caused Praihauxâ€™s laughter to increase considerably.<br />
<br />
â€œI appreciate your patronage in every way, my lord, but I will be happy to be rid of your particular brand of humour,â€ Ashur grumbled in a tone of lighthearted disdain. Praihaux tapped the Hyurâ€™s back again affectionately.<br />
<br />
â€œYou were a fine squire, Ashur. One could hardly ask for a better one. Iâ€™m certain you will be a fine knight, as well.â€ A kind, genuine smile split the aged Elezenâ€™s face. Ashur was uncomfortable with such praise, and so he merely offered an awkward nod and a mumbled word of thanks. <br />
The dancers were elegant, pirouetting across the dance floor. It was both wondrous and rather intimidating how coordinated everyone was. â€œHave you received official assignment yet?â€ Praihaux inquired idly, to which Ashur shook his head.<br />
<br />
â€œThe Second Commander will coordinate assignments first thing in the morn, so I am told,â€ Ashur said thoughtfully. His assignment had been something heâ€™d been curious about ever since he became a squire. Something away from combat would be preferable, but never unavoidable given how the course of the war seemed to be coming closer and closer to Coerthas. The Knights Hospitalier, perhaps, or the Order of the Friars Templar.<br />
<br />
Praihaux again clapped Ashur on the shoulder, sending the Hyurâ€™s glass of wine precariously close to slipping to the ground. â€œWell, you enjoy yourself, lad. This knight is yours to celebrate, after all.â€ The Elezenâ€™s wink induced a tired groan from Ashur, who raised his hand to shoo the Elezen away.<br />
<br />
â€œYes, yes, get on with it, my lord,â€ the Hyur said with mildly amused exasperation. â€œThereâ€™s a dance I should be pretending to watch.â€ Praihaux merely laughed again as he walked away.<br />
<br />
Though he did feel painfully out-of-place and underdressed, Ashur would be lying if he said he never wanted to attend such an event again. The world of nobles was several spheres above his own, and this party was a rare glimpse that a commoner like him would rarely ever witness. Perhaps it would be fun to learn to dance like they did.<br />
<br />
A snort, and Ashur shook his head. Not like such a skill would come in useful anyway.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
What Ashur remembered most about the party was the aroma. The cloying scent of fragrant incense had mingled with the light of too many lanterns. The ballroom had been a frenzy of saccharine perfumes and stuffy colognes, battling with the more tender fragrances of the impeccably-prepared feast. It had been his first banquet, much less his first noble banquet. Would he be able to experience something like that again?<br />
<br />
â€œBiasts!â€<br />
<br />
The draconian screech shook him out of his reverie. Ashurâ€™s helmet felt stifling and claustrophobic; the memories of the perfumes and colognes were swiftly overpowered by the stench of steel and sweat, and yet the roars of the basilisk-like biasts and the flailing of claws stymied any urge the Hyur felt to liberate himself of a valuable piece of protection. The bloodthirsty howls of Dravanians mixed with the battle cries of those who were fighting, and the wails of those who were dying. The deep, thunderous bellows of cannonfire split the air in earth-shattering booms. <br />
<br />
The Steps of Faith was littered with the bodies of dragons and knights alike, with the Dravaniansâ€™ massive siege dragon lumbering forward towards the wards, each colossal step causing the Steps to tremble. Temple Knights mixed with adventurers in the melee beneath the siege dragonâ€™s bulk. Escaping from the brawl were four large biasts, rushing a straight line towards the cannons.<br />
<br />
â€œLoad! Load, damn it!â€ Ashur couldnâ€™t recognise the voice over the din of battle, only that it was an authority his very soul felt compelled to follow.<br />
<br />
Fuelled almost entirely by adrenaline, his hands fumbled with the cannonball, shakily pushing the round shot into one of the barrels of the Bertha cannon. The knight on the opposite side of the cannon gave the barrel a hard slap to indicate that the other barrels were loaded. The biasts rushed forward, eager for flesh.<br />
<br />
â€œFire!â€ The commanding voice roared.<br />
<br />
All four barrels of the Bertha convulsed with titanic force, the trail of the cannon screeched against stone from the recoil. The upper half of one of the biasts had all but evaporated under the barrage, the rest of its body slumping over like a slab of meat as its lifeblood spilled on the Steps. <br />
<br />
â€œReload!â€ The knight-captain called.<br />
<br />
â€œWeâ€™re out of shot!â€ Another knight cried. The captain grimaced underneath the full visor of his helmet.<br />
<br />
â€œClose combat! Weâ€™ll engage them directly. We only need to keep them delayed until the dragon killer is ready!â€ The other knights gave a somewhat shaky nod, reading their shields and weapons. Ashur, unable to locate where he had dropped his lance, drew his sword and joined the front line of the shield wall as the knights assembled into a tight rectangle to meet the biasts Flickers of flame occasionally erupted from the maws of the biasts as they rushed forward, attempting to overwhelm the firing line of cannons. His hands were shaking, an ominous chkchkchkchk sound indicating that Ashurâ€™s shield was violently rattling against those of his fellows.<br />
<br />
Would he die here? There were so many corpses littering the field. Out of the corner of his visor, he could see one of the dragoons futile reaching out for help, before the massive claws of the siege dragon caused the fallen knight to shatter beneath an explosion of gore. <br />
<br />
Ashurâ€™s breathing was heavy and laboured. His vision was beginning to blur, and all he could smell was blood and his own terrified sweat. The biasts roared again, full of fire and fury.<br />
<br />
Dragonflies swarmed another knight, tearing limbs off with wild abandon as the man screamed. An entire squad was incinerated, armor and all, by the igneous fireball of a diresaur, their cries of pain as brief as their lives.<br />
<br />
No. No. No no no no no no no no no no no no no<br />
<br />
His mind retreated, to better places.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
â€œTired of the nobles already, baby brother?â€ A heavy hand clapped on Ashurâ€™s shoulder again, a gesture the Hyur was getting tired of. The Forgotten Knight was even busier than the banquet of the nobles. Ashur peered at a face that was much like his own, but ten cycles older and wearing a smile. <br />
<br />
â€œJust making sure you donâ€™t hurt yourself, Al. Iâ€™m the one who has to drag you back to the barracks at the end of the night.â€ Being the responsible sibling was always a chore, so Ashur thought.<br />
<br />
Alric clasped a hand over his chest in mock horror. â€œAre you possibly suggesting that I lack restraint? I will have you know I am a knight!â€ With little warning, he leapt on top of the table. His hands were each armed with two tankards, and he struck a pose of an overdramatic noble. â€œThy common rabbelries know not of whom they speak! For it is I, the mighty Ser Alric Vaye, the great swooner of fair maidens and slayer of all things winged and scaley! I do not allow such insults!â€ Alric began to thrust his tankards into the air, fighting off an invisible dragon as his mockery brought forth uproarious laughter from the boisterous and clearly-inebriated patronage. <br />
<br />
Ashur squinted. He was fairly certain that â€œrabbelriesâ€ and â€œswoonerâ€ were not words, but wasnâ€™t certain enough to protest. <br />
<br />
Alric set his tankards down, ruffling Ashurâ€™s hair as a...<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
...firm, gauntleted hand clapped him on the shoulder. The knight-captain tore his helmet off as it clattered on the stonework. Ser Praihaux was not wearing his usual smile or cracking his terrible puns. His grimace was one of pure, unyielding discipline.<br />
<br />
â€œThe Fury is our protector and our shield!â€ Praihaux was famed for a proud and booming voice, and yet Ashur could barely hear the voice of the captain over the roars and ring of steel, though he recognized the prayer. Unconsciously, his lips moved in sync with the words in his heart. A biast tackled into the shield wall, and Ashur felt his knee digging into the stonework. The knights behind the shields swiftly impaled the biast with thrusts from several lances, and the knights in the front tossed the body to the side.<br />
<br />
A stream of dragonfire from another biast enveloped the front line of the shield wall, a terrifying inferno that even Ishgardian steel was hard-pressed to stand against. Ashur glanced away, coughing as the heated air seemed to sear his lungs, his hands trembling to keep a hold of the superheated shield as if Ashur were holding onto the sun itself. Another biast tackled the shield wall, collapsing its considerable bulk against the front line, and Ashur could see himself crushed underneath it like the fallen knight had been crushed by the siege dragon.  <br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Halone watches over us!â€<br />
<br />
As soon as the flame ended, he felt his body moving on his own. In unison, the front line of the wall forced the biast off as the lances thrust forward into its scaly hide, straight and true. <br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for the faithful shall forever triumph over the faithless!â€<br />
<br />
A diresaur broke through, a beast too large and too savage to hold with a shield wall. Though Ashur was missing his lance, the unit scattered to draw the diresaur into a semicircle of spears and swords. Though his mind was in tatters, Ashur felt his body move smoothly, as if possessed by the Fury herself.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Her voice delivers us from the whispers of heretics!â€<br />
<br />
The diresaur made a wide swing of its claws. An ambitious knight made a leap with his lance before being backhanded over the edge of the Steps.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Her devotion delivers us from the claws of the dragon!â€<br />
<br />
Ashur made a wide slash on the diresaurâ€™s flank, provoking the flanged tail to smash into his shield, sending the Hyur across the Steps.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for--â€<br />
<br />
The Hyur coughed, struggling for breath. Something in his chest was clearly broken, as his vision began to cloud. A wyvern was flying away from the steps, with Praihauxâ€™s head in its talons. A massive claw smashed down onto the steps next to him, the siege dragon advancing ever forwardâ€¦<br />
<br />
Though he could not force his lips to move or his lungs to expel air, the last words of the prayer fell upon his lips.<br />
<br />
Blessed are we, for our faith in Her fury.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">((To be continued, probably.</span>))]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[The ballroom was an unpleasant amalgam of heat and noise, blaring with the light of the roaring fire and the harsh glow of far too many candles. The gentle melodies of harp, lute, and cello seemed to harmonize with the chaotic din of revelry. Glasses of spiced wine clinked with flagons of rich mead. At least for tonight, there existed no barriers of class.<br />
<br />
While the inauguration ceremony of the new Temple Knights had been a predictably somber affair, the nobility were quick to latch onto any excuse with which to flaunt their affluence. This wasnâ€™t an event that Ashur could have ever expected to attend, yet luck and circumstance seemed to be on his side. A friend of a friend of a friend happened to be a noblemanâ€™s son, one thing lead to another and eventually the entire company was invited to attend the banquet, though only a few of them were actually newly-ordained.<br />
<br />
Though normally a feast of this magnitude would be a more formal affair, the food had been hastily rearranged to a buffet, either out of consideration or condescension for those knights like Ashur who were common-born. Gilded and silvered antelope heads, fresh fruits, and a whole roast sheep presented extravagant contrast to the usually meagre knightâ€™s bread that they had subsisted on for years.<br />
<br />
Many had taken it upon themselves to ask ladies to dance, and the jovial melody swiftly changed to an elegant waltz. Ashur quickly excused himself to join the other wallflowers at the edge of the ballroom, scooping up another glass of spiced wine in the process.<br />
<br />
â€œYou appear to be out of your element, lad.â€ A Wildwood Elezen, aged and grizzled, startled Ashur by slapping the Hyurâ€™s back roughly, nearly sending the spiced wine on an unfortunate journey to some poor nobleâ€™s doublet.<br />
<br />
â€œA-ah, well, perhaps a little bit, Ser Praihaux,â€ Ashur coughed. Instinctively, Ashur began to raise his fist to his chest in a salute before Praihauxâ€™s hands stopped the salute in its tracks.<br />
<br />
â€œWe are technically equals now, you know, Ser Vaye.â€ The Elezen paused before his eyes lit up. â€œYou best hope you are never asked to perform reconnaissance, or else the jests about having to Ser Vaye the landscape will never stop.â€ Praihaux let out a hearty chuckle at his own pun, while Ashur merely raised an eyebrow in disapproval, which caused Praihauxâ€™s laughter to increase considerably.<br />
<br />
â€œI appreciate your patronage in every way, my lord, but I will be happy to be rid of your particular brand of humour,â€ Ashur grumbled in a tone of lighthearted disdain. Praihaux tapped the Hyurâ€™s back again affectionately.<br />
<br />
â€œYou were a fine squire, Ashur. One could hardly ask for a better one. Iâ€™m certain you will be a fine knight, as well.â€ A kind, genuine smile split the aged Elezenâ€™s face. Ashur was uncomfortable with such praise, and so he merely offered an awkward nod and a mumbled word of thanks. <br />
The dancers were elegant, pirouetting across the dance floor. It was both wondrous and rather intimidating how coordinated everyone was. â€œHave you received official assignment yet?â€ Praihaux inquired idly, to which Ashur shook his head.<br />
<br />
â€œThe Second Commander will coordinate assignments first thing in the morn, so I am told,â€ Ashur said thoughtfully. His assignment had been something heâ€™d been curious about ever since he became a squire. Something away from combat would be preferable, but never unavoidable given how the course of the war seemed to be coming closer and closer to Coerthas. The Knights Hospitalier, perhaps, or the Order of the Friars Templar.<br />
<br />
Praihaux again clapped Ashur on the shoulder, sending the Hyurâ€™s glass of wine precariously close to slipping to the ground. â€œWell, you enjoy yourself, lad. This knight is yours to celebrate, after all.â€ The Elezenâ€™s wink induced a tired groan from Ashur, who raised his hand to shoo the Elezen away.<br />
<br />
â€œYes, yes, get on with it, my lord,â€ the Hyur said with mildly amused exasperation. â€œThereâ€™s a dance I should be pretending to watch.â€ Praihaux merely laughed again as he walked away.<br />
<br />
Though he did feel painfully out-of-place and underdressed, Ashur would be lying if he said he never wanted to attend such an event again. The world of nobles was several spheres above his own, and this party was a rare glimpse that a commoner like him would rarely ever witness. Perhaps it would be fun to learn to dance like they did.<br />
<br />
A snort, and Ashur shook his head. Not like such a skill would come in useful anyway.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
What Ashur remembered most about the party was the aroma. The cloying scent of fragrant incense had mingled with the light of too many lanterns. The ballroom had been a frenzy of saccharine perfumes and stuffy colognes, battling with the more tender fragrances of the impeccably-prepared feast. It had been his first banquet, much less his first noble banquet. Would he be able to experience something like that again?<br />
<br />
â€œBiasts!â€<br />
<br />
The draconian screech shook him out of his reverie. Ashurâ€™s helmet felt stifling and claustrophobic; the memories of the perfumes and colognes were swiftly overpowered by the stench of steel and sweat, and yet the roars of the basilisk-like biasts and the flailing of claws stymied any urge the Hyur felt to liberate himself of a valuable piece of protection. The bloodthirsty howls of Dravanians mixed with the battle cries of those who were fighting, and the wails of those who were dying. The deep, thunderous bellows of cannonfire split the air in earth-shattering booms. <br />
<br />
The Steps of Faith was littered with the bodies of dragons and knights alike, with the Dravaniansâ€™ massive siege dragon lumbering forward towards the wards, each colossal step causing the Steps to tremble. Temple Knights mixed with adventurers in the melee beneath the siege dragonâ€™s bulk. Escaping from the brawl were four large biasts, rushing a straight line towards the cannons.<br />
<br />
â€œLoad! Load, damn it!â€ Ashur couldnâ€™t recognise the voice over the din of battle, only that it was an authority his very soul felt compelled to follow.<br />
<br />
Fuelled almost entirely by adrenaline, his hands fumbled with the cannonball, shakily pushing the round shot into one of the barrels of the Bertha cannon. The knight on the opposite side of the cannon gave the barrel a hard slap to indicate that the other barrels were loaded. The biasts rushed forward, eager for flesh.<br />
<br />
â€œFire!â€ The commanding voice roared.<br />
<br />
All four barrels of the Bertha convulsed with titanic force, the trail of the cannon screeched against stone from the recoil. The upper half of one of the biasts had all but evaporated under the barrage, the rest of its body slumping over like a slab of meat as its lifeblood spilled on the Steps. <br />
<br />
â€œReload!â€ The knight-captain called.<br />
<br />
â€œWeâ€™re out of shot!â€ Another knight cried. The captain grimaced underneath the full visor of his helmet.<br />
<br />
â€œClose combat! Weâ€™ll engage them directly. We only need to keep them delayed until the dragon killer is ready!â€ The other knights gave a somewhat shaky nod, reading their shields and weapons. Ashur, unable to locate where he had dropped his lance, drew his sword and joined the front line of the shield wall as the knights assembled into a tight rectangle to meet the biasts Flickers of flame occasionally erupted from the maws of the biasts as they rushed forward, attempting to overwhelm the firing line of cannons. His hands were shaking, an ominous chkchkchkchk sound indicating that Ashurâ€™s shield was violently rattling against those of his fellows.<br />
<br />
Would he die here? There were so many corpses littering the field. Out of the corner of his visor, he could see one of the dragoons futile reaching out for help, before the massive claws of the siege dragon caused the fallen knight to shatter beneath an explosion of gore. <br />
<br />
Ashurâ€™s breathing was heavy and laboured. His vision was beginning to blur, and all he could smell was blood and his own terrified sweat. The biasts roared again, full of fire and fury.<br />
<br />
Dragonflies swarmed another knight, tearing limbs off with wild abandon as the man screamed. An entire squad was incinerated, armor and all, by the igneous fireball of a diresaur, their cries of pain as brief as their lives.<br />
<br />
No. No. No no no no no no no no no no no no no<br />
<br />
His mind retreated, to better places.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
â€œTired of the nobles already, baby brother?â€ A heavy hand clapped on Ashurâ€™s shoulder again, a gesture the Hyur was getting tired of. The Forgotten Knight was even busier than the banquet of the nobles. Ashur peered at a face that was much like his own, but ten cycles older and wearing a smile. <br />
<br />
â€œJust making sure you donâ€™t hurt yourself, Al. Iâ€™m the one who has to drag you back to the barracks at the end of the night.â€ Being the responsible sibling was always a chore, so Ashur thought.<br />
<br />
Alric clasped a hand over his chest in mock horror. â€œAre you possibly suggesting that I lack restraint? I will have you know I am a knight!â€ With little warning, he leapt on top of the table. His hands were each armed with two tankards, and he struck a pose of an overdramatic noble. â€œThy common rabbelries know not of whom they speak! For it is I, the mighty Ser Alric Vaye, the great swooner of fair maidens and slayer of all things winged and scaley! I do not allow such insults!â€ Alric began to thrust his tankards into the air, fighting off an invisible dragon as his mockery brought forth uproarious laughter from the boisterous and clearly-inebriated patronage. <br />
<br />
Ashur squinted. He was fairly certain that â€œrabbelriesâ€ and â€œswoonerâ€ were not words, but wasnâ€™t certain enough to protest. <br />
<br />
Alric set his tankards down, ruffling Ashurâ€™s hair as a...<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
...firm, gauntleted hand clapped him on the shoulder. The knight-captain tore his helmet off as it clattered on the stonework. Ser Praihaux was not wearing his usual smile or cracking his terrible puns. His grimace was one of pure, unyielding discipline.<br />
<br />
â€œThe Fury is our protector and our shield!â€ Praihaux was famed for a proud and booming voice, and yet Ashur could barely hear the voice of the captain over the roars and ring of steel, though he recognized the prayer. Unconsciously, his lips moved in sync with the words in his heart. A biast tackled into the shield wall, and Ashur felt his knee digging into the stonework. The knights behind the shields swiftly impaled the biast with thrusts from several lances, and the knights in the front tossed the body to the side.<br />
<br />
A stream of dragonfire from another biast enveloped the front line of the shield wall, a terrifying inferno that even Ishgardian steel was hard-pressed to stand against. Ashur glanced away, coughing as the heated air seemed to sear his lungs, his hands trembling to keep a hold of the superheated shield as if Ashur were holding onto the sun itself. Another biast tackled the shield wall, collapsing its considerable bulk against the front line, and Ashur could see himself crushed underneath it like the fallen knight had been crushed by the siege dragon.  <br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Halone watches over us!â€<br />
<br />
As soon as the flame ended, he felt his body moving on his own. In unison, the front line of the wall forced the biast off as the lances thrust forward into its scaly hide, straight and true. <br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for the faithful shall forever triumph over the faithless!â€<br />
<br />
A diresaur broke through, a beast too large and too savage to hold with a shield wall. Though Ashur was missing his lance, the unit scattered to draw the diresaur into a semicircle of spears and swords. Though his mind was in tatters, Ashur felt his body move smoothly, as if possessed by the Fury herself.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Her voice delivers us from the whispers of heretics!â€<br />
<br />
The diresaur made a wide swing of its claws. An ambitious knight made a leap with his lance before being backhanded over the edge of the Steps.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for Her devotion delivers us from the claws of the dragon!â€<br />
<br />
Ashur made a wide slash on the diresaurâ€™s flank, provoking the flanged tail to smash into his shield, sending the Hyur across the Steps.<br />
<br />
â€œBlessed are we, for--â€<br />
<br />
The Hyur coughed, struggling for breath. Something in his chest was clearly broken, as his vision began to cloud. A wyvern was flying away from the steps, with Praihauxâ€™s head in its talons. A massive claw smashed down onto the steps next to him, the siege dragon advancing ever forwardâ€¦<br />
<br />
Though he could not force his lips to move or his lungs to expel air, the last words of the prayer fell upon his lips.<br />
<br />
Blessed are we, for our faith in Her fury.<br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
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			<title><![CDATA[The Winged Boar [Open Tavern RP]]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21100</link>
			<pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2017 14:15:57 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=4903">Gegenji</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Stout Barrel was a Hellsguard with a dream.<br />
<br />
Fathered by one of his tribe's greatest warriors, this broad-chested man was expected to take up a similar mantle. However, Nymeia spins bizarre threads of fate indeed, and Stout's was wrapped around a bar stool rather than the shaft of an axe. From a young age, it was quickly made clear that he didn't revel in the battle so much as the retelling of it afterward - oft done over a frosty mug of some alcoholic beverage. He desired to run and maintain such a boisterous and friendly space, letting the war-torn unwind and regale over food and drink.<br />
<br />
And so, when he left his tribe to find a place for himself - as Hellguard often did - his wanderings took him from one tavern to the next. First as a mere bus boy or muscle, then as a server, and finally earning his position behind the bar crafting the delectables that would nourish his clientele. But even that wasn't enough for Stout, for his aspirations lay still higher than that - he sought to own a place of his own. Not just that, but one that anyone could visit at anytime to partake in stories and spirits.<br />
<br />
And therein lied the problem: location. Where could Stout set his tavern that would ensure that the most people could come enjoy the atmosphere he sought to create, where the most stories could be spun amongst friend and food? The busy and bustling Ul'dah? The raucous and rowdy Limsa Lominsa? Perhaps somewhere out on the frontier where storied men and women oft traveled?<br />
<br />
Each had their draws, yet each also had their drawbacks. And not a one seemed to wholly encapsulate the dream that burned deep within him. And so he continued his travels, visiting each tavern and bar across Eorzea. Gaining more skill and knowledge as he searched for that one spark that would inspire him and set his burning desire ablaze.<br />
<br />
And then he found it, while part-timing at the Airship Lounge in Ul'dah. He overheard a pair of merchants talking about retiring their old airship and picking up a newer model, now that airship travel was becoming far more prevalent and - with it - a decrease in ship prices. And the final piece fell into place for old Stout, bringing the image of his vision into sharp clarity. His tavern - his magnum opus - was to be Hydaelyn's first airborne tavern.<br />
<br />
He had to scrape and save and work many different shifts at different dives to save up the gil, oftentimes running on a couple bells of sleep between them. All the while, he spoke wistfully of his dream to all who would ask why he worked himself so hard. Some were sympathetic, some intrigued, and a few others were dismissive and abrasive. One such patron even went so far as to state that he'd believe such a thing would work "when pigs fly."<br />
<br />
But at the end of it all - after all the long days and sleepless nights - Stout finally acquired his ship. An old cargo vessel that had been set for decommissioning - slow, clunky, but with space enough for his tavern and all that would go with it. Its outdated ceruleum tanks and engine meant it couldn't travel vast distances very efficiently either, but Stout planned to make stops enough that it was a non-issue. In his eyes, this old bird was perfect - ready to be born again into its new form. Like a phoenix rising from the ashes.<br />
<br />
And, as word spread that the Hellsguard was to finally launch his flying establishment, a few eager folk stepped forward to help man it. Some were those he had worked with before, others merely those who had heard of his dream as he poured them a drink. Yet others were those who had only now heard of the Hellsguard and his outlandish dream, but came nonetheless. Stout's ambitions - and his passion - had touched their souls, igniting a similar spark deep within them as well. <br />
<br />
And so, in front of an intrigued crowd at the very airship lounge where his dream finally came into focus, the Winged Boar Tavern launched for the very first time. Its maiden voyage marked by the breaking of a fine bottle of wine that Stout had held onto ever since that fateful day he overheard those two merchants, with a second uncorked to celebrate with all who would join them aboard. And as the swine-shaped figurehead pierced through the clouds and heralded their coming, the Hellsguard could only smile.<br />
<br />
When pigs fly indeed.<br />
<br />
~*~<br />
<br />
<span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">OOC Stuff:</span><br />
<br />
It's been a long while since we've had a good ol' tavern RP thread here on the RPC... and the idea of a flying tavern has been stuck in my mind ever since I had the goofy idea to try and "flesh out" the sadly underutilized IC Tavern RPC chat room. So here it is, a place where anyone - regardless of where they are in Eorzea (and what server their characters might actually be on) can interact!<br />
<br />
The only staff member I really figured out was Stout himself, so the rest of the crew is basically free for you guys to shape and play with as you will. Maybe if this catches on and gets enough use, some staff my coalesce into consistent NPCs that can get added into the crew "roster." We'll just have to see how it goes.<br />
<br />
To start, I'll give a rough summary of Stout himself - a sort of NPC blurb like you'd find in a PnP campaign book:<br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">The owner of the Winged Boar, the Hellsguard is an imposing bear of a man - nearly as wide as he is tall, of which he is quite tall indeed. However, the crinkles on the edges of his eyes and the near-permanent upward curl of his lips paints a different picture of the ruddy-skinned Roegadyn: a man quick to smile, quick to laugh, and even quicker to pour you a drink of choice should you have a tale to spin. The only time that cheerful glimmer leaves his eyes is when fussing turns to feuds turns to fisticuffs - for his tavern is to be a friendly and overall <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">safe</span> place to those who board his vessel.<br />
<br />
And it would be wise to heed the man, for it's probably quite <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">un</span>wise to be thrown from a bar when it's hundreds of fulms in the air.*</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;" class="mycode_size">* It should be noted that he doesn't toss them out to fall to their deaths. The ship's brig is still intact and rowdy patrons can usually find themselves shoved in their to cool their heads. And even should one be so problematic as having to be removed, they are still summarily strapped to a parachute and have the ripcord pulled for them as they are tossed off. This, of course, leaves them to gently float down and then get to figure out how they're going to get home from wherever they landed... but they honestly should've thought about that before getting themselves in that position in the first place.</span><br />
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Stout Barrel was a Hellsguard with a dream.<br />
<br />
Fathered by one of his tribe's greatest warriors, this broad-chested man was expected to take up a similar mantle. However, Nymeia spins bizarre threads of fate indeed, and Stout's was wrapped around a bar stool rather than the shaft of an axe. From a young age, it was quickly made clear that he didn't revel in the battle so much as the retelling of it afterward - oft done over a frosty mug of some alcoholic beverage. He desired to run and maintain such a boisterous and friendly space, letting the war-torn unwind and regale over food and drink.<br />
<br />
And so, when he left his tribe to find a place for himself - as Hellguard often did - his wanderings took him from one tavern to the next. First as a mere bus boy or muscle, then as a server, and finally earning his position behind the bar crafting the delectables that would nourish his clientele. But even that wasn't enough for Stout, for his aspirations lay still higher than that - he sought to own a place of his own. Not just that, but one that anyone could visit at anytime to partake in stories and spirits.<br />
<br />
And therein lied the problem: location. Where could Stout set his tavern that would ensure that the most people could come enjoy the atmosphere he sought to create, where the most stories could be spun amongst friend and food? The busy and bustling Ul'dah? The raucous and rowdy Limsa Lominsa? Perhaps somewhere out on the frontier where storied men and women oft traveled?<br />
<br />
Each had their draws, yet each also had their drawbacks. And not a one seemed to wholly encapsulate the dream that burned deep within him. And so he continued his travels, visiting each tavern and bar across Eorzea. Gaining more skill and knowledge as he searched for that one spark that would inspire him and set his burning desire ablaze.<br />
<br />
And then he found it, while part-timing at the Airship Lounge in Ul'dah. He overheard a pair of merchants talking about retiring their old airship and picking up a newer model, now that airship travel was becoming far more prevalent and - with it - a decrease in ship prices. And the final piece fell into place for old Stout, bringing the image of his vision into sharp clarity. His tavern - his magnum opus - was to be Hydaelyn's first airborne tavern.<br />
<br />
He had to scrape and save and work many different shifts at different dives to save up the gil, oftentimes running on a couple bells of sleep between them. All the while, he spoke wistfully of his dream to all who would ask why he worked himself so hard. Some were sympathetic, some intrigued, and a few others were dismissive and abrasive. One such patron even went so far as to state that he'd believe such a thing would work "when pigs fly."<br />
<br />
But at the end of it all - after all the long days and sleepless nights - Stout finally acquired his ship. An old cargo vessel that had been set for decommissioning - slow, clunky, but with space enough for his tavern and all that would go with it. Its outdated ceruleum tanks and engine meant it couldn't travel vast distances very efficiently either, but Stout planned to make stops enough that it was a non-issue. In his eyes, this old bird was perfect - ready to be born again into its new form. Like a phoenix rising from the ashes.<br />
<br />
And, as word spread that the Hellsguard was to finally launch his flying establishment, a few eager folk stepped forward to help man it. Some were those he had worked with before, others merely those who had heard of his dream as he poured them a drink. Yet others were those who had only now heard of the Hellsguard and his outlandish dream, but came nonetheless. Stout's ambitions - and his passion - had touched their souls, igniting a similar spark deep within them as well. <br />
<br />
And so, in front of an intrigued crowd at the very airship lounge where his dream finally came into focus, the Winged Boar Tavern launched for the very first time. Its maiden voyage marked by the breaking of a fine bottle of wine that Stout had held onto ever since that fateful day he overheard those two merchants, with a second uncorked to celebrate with all who would join them aboard. And as the swine-shaped figurehead pierced through the clouds and heralded their coming, the Hellsguard could only smile.<br />
<br />
When pigs fly indeed.<br />
<br />
~*~<br />
<br />
<span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">OOC Stuff:</span><br />
<br />
It's been a long while since we've had a good ol' tavern RP thread here on the RPC... and the idea of a flying tavern has been stuck in my mind ever since I had the goofy idea to try and "flesh out" the sadly underutilized IC Tavern RPC chat room. So here it is, a place where anyone - regardless of where they are in Eorzea (and what server their characters might actually be on) can interact!<br />
<br />
The only staff member I really figured out was Stout himself, so the rest of the crew is basically free for you guys to shape and play with as you will. Maybe if this catches on and gets enough use, some staff my coalesce into consistent NPCs that can get added into the crew "roster." We'll just have to see how it goes.<br />
<br />
To start, I'll give a rough summary of Stout himself - a sort of NPC blurb like you'd find in a PnP campaign book:<br />
<br />
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			<div class="spoiler_content" style="display: none;"><span class="spoiler_content_title">Stout Barrel</span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">The owner of the Winged Boar, the Hellsguard is an imposing bear of a man - nearly as wide as he is tall, of which he is quite tall indeed. However, the crinkles on the edges of his eyes and the near-permanent upward curl of his lips paints a different picture of the ruddy-skinned Roegadyn: a man quick to smile, quick to laugh, and even quicker to pour you a drink of choice should you have a tale to spin. The only time that cheerful glimmer leaves his eyes is when fussing turns to feuds turns to fisticuffs - for his tavern is to be a friendly and overall <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">safe</span> place to those who board his vessel.<br />
<br />
And it would be wise to heed the man, for it's probably quite <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b">un</span>wise to be thrown from a bar when it's hundreds of fulms in the air.*</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;" class="mycode_size">* It should be noted that he doesn't toss them out to fall to their deaths. The ship's brig is still intact and rowdy patrons can usually find themselves shoved in their to cool their heads. And even should one be so problematic as having to be removed, they are still summarily strapped to a parachute and have the ripcord pulled for them as they are tossed off. This, of course, leaves them to gently float down and then get to figure out how they're going to get home from wherever they landed... but they honestly should've thought about that before getting themselves in that position in the first place.</span><br />
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			<title><![CDATA[Clash at Dragonshead - Dragonsong War Story.]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21071</link>
			<pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2017 16:14:32 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=7947">rinlai</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[((Hello, unsure if this is the right place for this; but I decided to write up a little thing of my character's first conflict in the Dragonsong war, her involvement in a raid on Dragonshead camp. Enjoy! I'd love any feedback also if anyone has anything!))<br />
<br />
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<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Ash, brimestone, fire; these scents overwelmed her--consuming her lungs, causing her to reel over and caugh. No, no time, no time to wait--explosion, fire; a small Lalafellen woman cloaked in thick layers of armor is hurled through the air, crashing into the rapidly melting snowy ground outside of Camp Dragonhead. She hears a crack of bone, her rib? Leg? She couldn't tell, the pain was numbed long before, at this point...as the hoards of wyvern crash down upon the stone walls of which she was just outside of, Ser Maria Gwyn had no time to waste over pain or broken self. Her eyes of blue rise to meet the fallen body of a fellow Temple Knight, crippled over a rocky ledge near to a pond--long since soaked red.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> She looks up, the current waves of scaled beasts flooded the skies, mixed with the purple of Dragoon's armor, and explosive steel bolts of dragonkillers piercing the air to crash into their marks. Maria had now or never, now before the cavalry of Aevis charge in to break the already meager lines of their Knights, of which now prepared for such an onslaught--shields interlocked standing just before the stone gates. The small lass got up, charged forward; her legs were heavy but something...pushed her, screamed in her mind--stay still, and you'll never move again. This drove her towards the body, placing her hand upon the shoulder she would turn it over, they were limp.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Black. That was all that was left of any semblance of a face, burnt ash with a slightly concave cavity where features were once displayed of a man, or woman--it was hard to tell at this point. Maria's stomach curled, and with a yelp she threw up what stale rations she'd been permitted that morning, a sorry last meal...she thought. Bent over, upon her knees with ash upon her pale cheeks--the necklace of Halone hung about her neck, three conjoined spears linked together at the middle by a blue crystal. Where was she? Her patron deity who'd guided her thus far, if Maria was not dead yet...why the one aside her?Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "GET BACK TO THE LINE!" A piercing voice tore through the cacophony of screaming and clashing of steel, through the whine of wyvern above. It was her captain, she sucked in a deep breath--and weather by drill of training instinct or stupid bravery, she ran to take her place in line.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Standing aside her was a much taller elezen, as most were--she was the only lalafell, small and easily underestimated, most had thought her a welcome treat to any dragon who'd threaten her, but Maria stood still after the initial onslaught. At nearly three feet tall she came to the other's shins, but held her broad shield before her with just the same amount of perseverance and stalwart. A sudden absence of sound fell over the field, the wyverns....did they retreat?</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "Reloa.....Drag.....--oons....regrou--....push..." These words, she could hear some semblance of them--but her ears rang with a piercing screech, dulled by the blasts of inferno and breath. She did not, however; miss:Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "LOCK. AT THE READY." That was her que, after all; lock shield closely with the one aside her, doing her best despite the short stature she was forced to work with since birth.Â </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">It had always been an issue, even in the Brume--the slums of Ishgard, her height had her often pushed out of charity lines, bullied from the small amounts of food that was offered by the few charitable members of society. The image of her Halonic necklace comes to mind once more, though to her--she see's it about the neck of a much taller man, a saint who without...she'd have starved. His name was...</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "CHARGE!" The voice spurred her feet on, she had no will--only the instinct she'd been trained with, forced forward; indeed she did charge...straight into the hoard of equally pressing ranks of Aevis.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> They were large, ebon scaled and hide thick as layers of steel--gnashing teeth that left in its wake both saliva and carnage; small and useless wings that acted as large shields for their already impenetrable bodies. This was their adversary, this was who they were destined to die by. She accepted this, Maria never thought she'd survive until the end--all she could ask for...dream for, was at least a glorious death for an otherwise pitiful life of twenty-one years.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">Â </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> What was there left to say? They met the ranks of the Dravanians head on, time would seem to slow as they neared, and every detail would be etched within the mind of that small lalafellen Temple Knight, the teeth...the steel...the blood, she couldn't see--so all she had was to swing, and swing she did. Raising her shield to block the piercing talons of the Aevis she was fated to clash against, flying the tip of her short-sword to slip between the throat of its much more exposed skin. A gout of dragon's icor would spew from the wound she tore across its artery, soaking her once golden hair a deep crimson; interrupted only by the stark contrast of bright blue eyes through her mask of ash and lifeblood.Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Another, another, another; swing, and swing--her arm felt numb, but it did not serve to deter her when tearing the steel edge of her blade along their throats, her short height helped her--but was of no aid when a thick tail swung about and hurled her through the air, sliding across the snow to meet stopping with the firm embrace of a large boulder.Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "--GGHH!" A yelp was forced from her, but unheard beneath the roaring screeching of the scaled demons. She always had a gentle voice, not used often as there were not many to speak to. Even the recruiters for the Temple Knights had trouble hearing her that day she approached them, young and malnourished--but how could they turn her down? Hundreds of years of war left little room to be picky when it meant the front-line be better stocked with shields of meat, and just so; they'd slap iron upon her and send her out to the camp of Dragonhead--with a week of training and a stale biscuit.Â </div>
 <br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> That was a week ago, and now...now it seemed so distant--was this a mistake? She couldn't move, her legs had given up and...the commander was long since gone, her eyes did catch his head flying from the shoulders that once supported it, his commands could not rise over the curtain of mutual screaming. Maria watched on, as the body of an Aevis would fall upon her lower half--causing her to join her voice into the song of pain. It was cover enough, perhaps life saving cover that might just buy her appearance enough to seem dead and wait the conflict through. A front-row seat to the opera of death, whilst the nobles enjoyed their theaters--the play of bellum would unfold before the lesser fortunate. All offering a part in its singing, that song...the song of blades clashing and fire spewing, of front-lines meetings and lives cut short; the song none could forget:</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> The Dragonsong, and on that horrid evening--Maria contributed a verse, one that would not soon be her last.Â </div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[((Hello, unsure if this is the right place for this; but I decided to write up a little thing of my character's first conflict in the Dragonsong war, her involvement in a raid on Dragonshead camp. Enjoy! I'd love any feedback also if anyone has anything!))<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Ash, brimestone, fire; these scents overwelmed her--consuming her lungs, causing her to reel over and caugh. No, no time, no time to wait--explosion, fire; a small Lalafellen woman cloaked in thick layers of armor is hurled through the air, crashing into the rapidly melting snowy ground outside of Camp Dragonhead. She hears a crack of bone, her rib? Leg? She couldn't tell, the pain was numbed long before, at this point...as the hoards of wyvern crash down upon the stone walls of which she was just outside of, Ser Maria Gwyn had no time to waste over pain or broken self. Her eyes of blue rise to meet the fallen body of a fellow Temple Knight, crippled over a rocky ledge near to a pond--long since soaked red.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> She looks up, the current waves of scaled beasts flooded the skies, mixed with the purple of Dragoon's armor, and explosive steel bolts of dragonkillers piercing the air to crash into their marks. Maria had now or never, now before the cavalry of Aevis charge in to break the already meager lines of their Knights, of which now prepared for such an onslaught--shields interlocked standing just before the stone gates. The small lass got up, charged forward; her legs were heavy but something...pushed her, screamed in her mind--stay still, and you'll never move again. This drove her towards the body, placing her hand upon the shoulder she would turn it over, they were limp.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Black. That was all that was left of any semblance of a face, burnt ash with a slightly concave cavity where features were once displayed of a man, or woman--it was hard to tell at this point. Maria's stomach curled, and with a yelp she threw up what stale rations she'd been permitted that morning, a sorry last meal...she thought. Bent over, upon her knees with ash upon her pale cheeks--the necklace of Halone hung about her neck, three conjoined spears linked together at the middle by a blue crystal. Where was she? Her patron deity who'd guided her thus far, if Maria was not dead yet...why the one aside her?Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "GET BACK TO THE LINE!" A piercing voice tore through the cacophony of screaming and clashing of steel, through the whine of wyvern above. It was her captain, she sucked in a deep breath--and weather by drill of training instinct or stupid bravery, she ran to take her place in line.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Standing aside her was a much taller elezen, as most were--she was the only lalafell, small and easily underestimated, most had thought her a welcome treat to any dragon who'd threaten her, but Maria stood still after the initial onslaught. At nearly three feet tall she came to the other's shins, but held her broad shield before her with just the same amount of perseverance and stalwart. A sudden absence of sound fell over the field, the wyverns....did they retreat?</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "Reloa.....Drag.....--oons....regrou--....push..." These words, she could hear some semblance of them--but her ears rang with a piercing screech, dulled by the blasts of inferno and breath. She did not, however; miss:Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "LOCK. AT THE READY." That was her que, after all; lock shield closely with the one aside her, doing her best despite the short stature she was forced to work with since birth.Â </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">It had always been an issue, even in the Brume--the slums of Ishgard, her height had her often pushed out of charity lines, bullied from the small amounts of food that was offered by the few charitable members of society. The image of her Halonic necklace comes to mind once more, though to her--she see's it about the neck of a much taller man, a saint who without...she'd have starved. His name was...</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "CHARGE!" The voice spurred her feet on, she had no will--only the instinct she'd been trained with, forced forward; indeed she did charge...straight into the hoard of equally pressing ranks of Aevis.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> They were large, ebon scaled and hide thick as layers of steel--gnashing teeth that left in its wake both saliva and carnage; small and useless wings that acted as large shields for their already impenetrable bodies. This was their adversary, this was who they were destined to die by. She accepted this, Maria never thought she'd survive until the end--all she could ask for...dream for, was at least a glorious death for an otherwise pitiful life of twenty-one years.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">Â </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> What was there left to say? They met the ranks of the Dravanians head on, time would seem to slow as they neared, and every detail would be etched within the mind of that small lalafellen Temple Knight, the teeth...the steel...the blood, she couldn't see--so all she had was to swing, and swing she did. Raising her shield to block the piercing talons of the Aevis she was fated to clash against, flying the tip of her short-sword to slip between the throat of its much more exposed skin. A gout of dragon's icor would spew from the wound she tore across its artery, soaking her once golden hair a deep crimson; interrupted only by the stark contrast of bright blue eyes through her mask of ash and lifeblood.Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> Another, another, another; swing, and swing--her arm felt numb, but it did not serve to deter her when tearing the steel edge of her blade along their throats, her short height helped her--but was of no aid when a thick tail swung about and hurled her through the air, sliding across the snow to meet stopping with the firm embrace of a large boulder.Â </div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> "--GGHH!" A yelp was forced from her, but unheard beneath the roaring screeching of the scaled demons. She always had a gentle voice, not used often as there were not many to speak to. Even the recruiters for the Temple Knights had trouble hearing her that day she approached them, young and malnourished--but how could they turn her down? Hundreds of years of war left little room to be picky when it meant the front-line be better stocked with shields of meat, and just so; they'd slap iron upon her and send her out to the camp of Dragonhead--with a week of training and a stale biscuit.Â </div>
 <br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> That was a week ago, and now...now it seemed so distant--was this a mistake? She couldn't move, her legs had given up and...the commander was long since gone, her eyes did catch his head flying from the shoulders that once supported it, his commands could not rise over the curtain of mutual screaming. Maria watched on, as the body of an Aevis would fall upon her lower half--causing her to join her voice into the song of pain. It was cover enough, perhaps life saving cover that might just buy her appearance enough to seem dead and wait the conflict through. A front-row seat to the opera of death, whilst the nobles enjoyed their theaters--the play of bellum would unfold before the lesser fortunate. All offering a part in its singing, that song...the song of blades clashing and fire spewing, of front-lines meetings and lives cut short; the song none could forget:</div>
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<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"> The Dragonsong, and on that horrid evening--Maria contributed a verse, one that would not soon be her last.Â </div>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Chocobo 'Prentice]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=21051</link>
			<pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2017 23:01:10 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=9664">Ciry</a>]]></dc:creator>
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<br />
Titaynia held the Gysahl Greens out to the chocobo, who snorted and squawked, clawing the ground and clean hay in its pen. She sighed and set the greens in the chocobo trough, arranging them in what she thought would be a tasty fashion. Before she could remove her hands, the chocobo's head darted forward, its bill narrowly missing her. She yanked her hands back and watched the bird eat hungrily. Sighing she turned away.<br />
<br />
She'd been apprenticing at the Observatorium for several months now, after her time in Treespeak Stables. So far it'd been almost too busy to handle, but she loved it all the same. The scent of chocobo had even grown on her. While other's complained of the musky smell, it seemed comforting and homey to her.<br />
<br />
"Maucolyn!" she called out to the Chocobo Keeper, and the man she was apprenticing to. "This one's still being testy. I don't know why he's so cranky." She walked over to where Maucolyn, a blonde hyur, had just finished cleaning the pens of the newest few hatchlings, and perched on the railing. It was important to keep the chicks warm in Coerthas. Raising chicks at all out there was a bit unusual, and Tita had spent a few nights in the stables to make sure they stayed warm.<br />
<br />
Maucolyn straightened and ran a hand through his hair, leaving a couple bits of straw in it as he did. "It may take him a while to get used to the gentle life, to be honest. He was a war bird most of his life." Seeing Tita's curious look, he smiled and continued. "He was crippled defending his rider. He can stay here, he's old enough that we can give him a comfortable life for his service, but the rider has to continue in the field. I can't say he was happy to leave the old bird but," and the hyur shrugged. "That's duty."<br />
<br />
Tita looked back over at the still chowing chocobo. "He must miss his friend a lot...especially if he spent so much time fighting with him. I bet his rider is very important to him. Does he have a name?"<br />
<br />
Maucolyn nodded and patted Tita's arm to shoo her off the rail. "Chomper," he said. "And it looks like he's almost out of food. A warbird is used to eating more than normal."<br />
<br />
Tita nodded and hopped down to gather another armload of greens. Nodding in determination, she walked over to Chomper's pen and tossed the greens in, being more careful of her hands this time. The chocobo raised its head and peered at her briefly. Tita smiled. "I know you're lonely," she said keeping her distance. "But I'll make sure we become friends...Chomper."<br />
<br />
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<br />
Titaynia held the Gysahl Greens out to the chocobo, who snorted and squawked, clawing the ground and clean hay in its pen. She sighed and set the greens in the chocobo trough, arranging them in what she thought would be a tasty fashion. Before she could remove her hands, the chocobo's head darted forward, its bill narrowly missing her. She yanked her hands back and watched the bird eat hungrily. Sighing she turned away.<br />
<br />
She'd been apprenticing at the Observatorium for several months now, after her time in Treespeak Stables. So far it'd been almost too busy to handle, but she loved it all the same. The scent of chocobo had even grown on her. While other's complained of the musky smell, it seemed comforting and homey to her.<br />
<br />
"Maucolyn!" she called out to the Chocobo Keeper, and the man she was apprenticing to. "This one's still being testy. I don't know why he's so cranky." She walked over to where Maucolyn, a blonde hyur, had just finished cleaning the pens of the newest few hatchlings, and perched on the railing. It was important to keep the chicks warm in Coerthas. Raising chicks at all out there was a bit unusual, and Tita had spent a few nights in the stables to make sure they stayed warm.<br />
<br />
Maucolyn straightened and ran a hand through his hair, leaving a couple bits of straw in it as he did. "It may take him a while to get used to the gentle life, to be honest. He was a war bird most of his life." Seeing Tita's curious look, he smiled and continued. "He was crippled defending his rider. He can stay here, he's old enough that we can give him a comfortable life for his service, but the rider has to continue in the field. I can't say he was happy to leave the old bird but," and the hyur shrugged. "That's duty."<br />
<br />
Tita looked back over at the still chowing chocobo. "He must miss his friend a lot...especially if he spent so much time fighting with him. I bet his rider is very important to him. Does he have a name?"<br />
<br />
Maucolyn nodded and patted Tita's arm to shoo her off the rail. "Chomper," he said. "And it looks like he's almost out of food. A warbird is used to eating more than normal."<br />
<br />
Tita nodded and hopped down to gather another armload of greens. Nodding in determination, she walked over to Chomper's pen and tossed the greens in, being more careful of her hands this time. The chocobo raised its head and peered at her briefly. Tita smiled. "I know you're lonely," she said keeping her distance. "But I'll make sure we become friends...Chomper."<br />
<br />
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			<title><![CDATA[You can be an adventurer too (Mateus)]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=20966</link>
			<pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2017 01:27:45 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=13051">Xe'roseh Yuush</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[The idea wouldnâ€™t get out of her head. Like the perpetual sand in her boots, or grease in her hair, it wasnâ€™t something she could simply shake out. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
The tales she hears from others kind enough to stop and share words have been sips of water during her long dry life. Tales of dragons that breathed ice, making gladiators into ice cubes, or of trees that eat chicken noodle soup and make people their fertilizer. Tales that were so exciting, about colors and adventures and everything not in Ulâ€™dah. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
What was keeping her here? The market place that barely allowed her to sell things for coin? The coin that barely made enough to scrap her by, providing she didnâ€™t run into a brass that would claim the same coin for his own? Why was she even in Ulâ€™dah? How did she get here?<br />
<br />
She tried to think back to her earliest memory. This was a memory of happiness, a warm memory. Smiling faces, and people that loved her. A man with her golden eyes glinting at her. Women with her dark skin rubbing their cheeks against hers. There was laughter and singing. A woman called out a name: <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Roseh.</span> Sometimes another name was called out in anger and authority: <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Xeâ€™roseh Yuush!</span> Yet none of this explained why she was in Ulâ€™dah. <br />
<br />
With the exception of her earliest memory, all other memories have been here. She was in Ulâ€™dah because she has always been in Ulâ€™dah. Her home was the refugee camp outside the city. Her place was among the poor and scavenge. She hunted. She crafted. She tried to sell wares. She did everything she could to survive, because that's what she has always done. If there was one thing she knew she excelled at, it was surviving.<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">But what is it that you want to live for?</span><br />
<br />
Surviving and livingâ€¦ they were not one in the same. She thought they were, but they arenâ€™t. Surviving was getting up every morning despite how miserable and hungry you are and going through the motions with the only windows of happiness when you have that feeling of a full belly from someoneâ€™s kindness, and was completely distracted by music or someoneâ€™s tale of adventure.  <br />
<br />
If she was good at surviving, would she be good at living too?<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
Bright Keeper, she was going to do it! She was brave! She was practically an adult now! Her bow was something she found in the trash. Her knives were picked up from long being discarded by over sharpening. Her clothes were threadbare and had no source of protection. It didnâ€™t matter, she can be one too. She had a good aim, and she had a good knack. <br />
<br />
At least that's what she repeated to herself over and over as she stood in front of the looming double doors of the Quicksand. She had never liked this place. It was always crowded with people. She had learn not to drink anything unless you get it from the bar itself. She learned that all meals will be paid for, so if you donâ€™t have coin it will come from something else. Most of all, she learned that when there are people, then it's a place you should never trust. Yet here she was, ready to go into this establishment of her own violation. <br />
<br />
Her entrance did not cause a stir. After all she was a scrappy adolescent with dirty rumpled clothing, a poor quality bow, and the look and hygiene  of one of the many homeless refugees of the city. If she was not immediately dismissed to the glances, she was so after an eyeroll. She was not a threat, nor was she an interest. She was just a common beggar, one of way too many as of late. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You can be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
She approached the front desk, where the proprietess worked on a book. She was Momodi of the Quicksand, everyone knew her even if she didnâ€™t know everyone. A lalafell that was known to be kind, despite that she couldnâ€™t help but feel nervous; even when Momodi looked up and greeted her with a smile. <br />
<br />
â€œCan I help you little one?â€ the proprietress asked sweetly. <br />
<br />
â€œ..join..â€<br />
<br />
Momodi blinked a few times and eyed the refugee adolescent bluntly. After a long moment she asked, â€œYou want to be an adventurer?â€ <br />
<br />
â€œ..yes..â€<br />
<br />
Momodi squints her eyes. â€œHow old are you?â€<br />
<br />
â€œ...adult..â€ She glanced away at the squinting eye. She wasnâ€™t lying, she was practically an adult now!<br />
<br />
â€œOkayâ€¦ what's your name?â€<br />
<br />
This was always a hard question, one that was difficult for her to answer. Simply because she wasnâ€™t entirely sure. However this time she had an answer ready. â€œBaggie.â€<br />
<br />
â€œBaggie.. Your name is â€¦ Baggie.â€<br />
<br />
â€œYes.â€<br />
<br />
Momodi stares at the adolescent for a bit longer. â€œOkay.. Baggie.. If we are to get you started as an adventurer you will need to sign your name here.â€ She puts a book in front of the adolescent, and hands her a quill.<br />
<br />
She took the offered quill, and then started at the book. Sudden dismay washed over her. She was supposed to do something.. But all she see was a rectangle filled with scribbles. She stared, unmoving, at the book for a few minutes.<br />
<br />
Momodi waited for those minutes as patiently as she could. She considered herself a woman of astound patience, but eventually that comes to an end. â€œOkay.â€ She shuts the book and yanks the quill out of the adolescents hands. â€œLook, you got the right idea to have ambition and improve yourself, but I cannot, and will not in good conscious, send someone like you out. Youâ€™ll just end up dead on your first job.  Come back to me in a few years.â€<br />
<br />
She turned her dismal stare from the book to the proprietess, giving her a very sad kitten look. <br />
<br />
â€œNo, that doesnâ€™t work on me, now shoo before I get angry!â€<br />
<br />
She left then, because if there was one thing she knew it was that lalafells while very small can be very scary when angry. <br />
<br />
Once outside she leaned against the stone walls of the establishment. This wasnâ€™t a big deal. She didnâ€™t need any adventure. She can hunt, she can make things, and then she can sell things. She was the best at surviving, and you should keep at what your best at. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You can be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
She refused to acknowledge the tightness in her throat. She ignored the sting in her eye, the leak of wetness that flooded down her cheeks. She breathed through her mouth since her nose was suddenly clogged up. Everything was fine.<br />
<br />
She sank to her knees. <br />
<br />
She didnâ€™t need to be an adventurer. Who cares about dragons or walking trees?<br />
<br />
She sobbed softly into her knees, unable to move until the sun left the sky.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[The idea wouldnâ€™t get out of her head. Like the perpetual sand in her boots, or grease in her hair, it wasnâ€™t something she could simply shake out. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
The tales she hears from others kind enough to stop and share words have been sips of water during her long dry life. Tales of dragons that breathed ice, making gladiators into ice cubes, or of trees that eat chicken noodle soup and make people their fertilizer. Tales that were so exciting, about colors and adventures and everything not in Ulâ€™dah. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
What was keeping her here? The market place that barely allowed her to sell things for coin? The coin that barely made enough to scrap her by, providing she didnâ€™t run into a brass that would claim the same coin for his own? Why was she even in Ulâ€™dah? How did she get here?<br />
<br />
She tried to think back to her earliest memory. This was a memory of happiness, a warm memory. Smiling faces, and people that loved her. A man with her golden eyes glinting at her. Women with her dark skin rubbing their cheeks against hers. There was laughter and singing. A woman called out a name: <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Roseh.</span> Sometimes another name was called out in anger and authority: <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Xeâ€™roseh Yuush!</span> Yet none of this explained why she was in Ulâ€™dah. <br />
<br />
With the exception of her earliest memory, all other memories have been here. She was in Ulâ€™dah because she has always been in Ulâ€™dah. Her home was the refugee camp outside the city. Her place was among the poor and scavenge. She hunted. She crafted. She tried to sell wares. She did everything she could to survive, because that's what she has always done. If there was one thing she knew she excelled at, it was surviving.<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">But what is it that you want to live for?</span><br />
<br />
Surviving and livingâ€¦ they were not one in the same. She thought they were, but they arenâ€™t. Surviving was getting up every morning despite how miserable and hungry you are and going through the motions with the only windows of happiness when you have that feeling of a full belly from someoneâ€™s kindness, and was completely distracted by music or someoneâ€™s tale of adventure.  <br />
<br />
If she was good at surviving, would she be good at living too?<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You could be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
Bright Keeper, she was going to do it! She was brave! She was practically an adult now! Her bow was something she found in the trash. Her knives were picked up from long being discarded by over sharpening. Her clothes were threadbare and had no source of protection. It didnâ€™t matter, she can be one too. She had a good aim, and she had a good knack. <br />
<br />
At least that's what she repeated to herself over and over as she stood in front of the looming double doors of the Quicksand. She had never liked this place. It was always crowded with people. She had learn not to drink anything unless you get it from the bar itself. She learned that all meals will be paid for, so if you donâ€™t have coin it will come from something else. Most of all, she learned that when there are people, then it's a place you should never trust. Yet here she was, ready to go into this establishment of her own violation. <br />
<br />
Her entrance did not cause a stir. After all she was a scrappy adolescent with dirty rumpled clothing, a poor quality bow, and the look and hygiene  of one of the many homeless refugees of the city. If she was not immediately dismissed to the glances, she was so after an eyeroll. She was not a threat, nor was she an interest. She was just a common beggar, one of way too many as of late. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You can be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
She approached the front desk, where the proprietess worked on a book. She was Momodi of the Quicksand, everyone knew her even if she didnâ€™t know everyone. A lalafell that was known to be kind, despite that she couldnâ€™t help but feel nervous; even when Momodi looked up and greeted her with a smile. <br />
<br />
â€œCan I help you little one?â€ the proprietress asked sweetly. <br />
<br />
â€œ..join..â€<br />
<br />
Momodi blinked a few times and eyed the refugee adolescent bluntly. After a long moment she asked, â€œYou want to be an adventurer?â€ <br />
<br />
â€œ..yes..â€<br />
<br />
Momodi squints her eyes. â€œHow old are you?â€<br />
<br />
â€œ...adult..â€ She glanced away at the squinting eye. She wasnâ€™t lying, she was practically an adult now!<br />
<br />
â€œOkayâ€¦ what's your name?â€<br />
<br />
This was always a hard question, one that was difficult for her to answer. Simply because she wasnâ€™t entirely sure. However this time she had an answer ready. â€œBaggie.â€<br />
<br />
â€œBaggie.. Your name is â€¦ Baggie.â€<br />
<br />
â€œYes.â€<br />
<br />
Momodi stares at the adolescent for a bit longer. â€œOkay.. Baggie.. If we are to get you started as an adventurer you will need to sign your name here.â€ She puts a book in front of the adolescent, and hands her a quill.<br />
<br />
She took the offered quill, and then started at the book. Sudden dismay washed over her. She was supposed to do something.. But all she see was a rectangle filled with scribbles. She stared, unmoving, at the book for a few minutes.<br />
<br />
Momodi waited for those minutes as patiently as she could. She considered herself a woman of astound patience, but eventually that comes to an end. â€œOkay.â€ She shuts the book and yanks the quill out of the adolescents hands. â€œLook, you got the right idea to have ambition and improve yourself, but I cannot, and will not in good conscious, send someone like you out. Youâ€™ll just end up dead on your first job.  Come back to me in a few years.â€<br />
<br />
She turned her dismal stare from the book to the proprietess, giving her a very sad kitten look. <br />
<br />
â€œNo, that doesnâ€™t work on me, now shoo before I get angry!â€<br />
<br />
She left then, because if there was one thing she knew it was that lalafells while very small can be very scary when angry. <br />
<br />
Once outside she leaned against the stone walls of the establishment. This wasnâ€™t a big deal. She didnâ€™t need any adventure. She can hunt, she can make things, and then she can sell things. She was the best at surviving, and you should keep at what your best at. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">You can be an adventurer too.</span><br />
<br />
She refused to acknowledge the tightness in her throat. She ignored the sting in her eye, the leak of wetness that flooded down her cheeks. She breathed through her mouth since her nose was suddenly clogged up. Everything was fine.<br />
<br />
She sank to her knees. <br />
<br />
She didnâ€™t need to be an adventurer. Who cares about dragons or walking trees?<br />
<br />
She sobbed softly into her knees, unable to move until the sun left the sky.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[A Stone for Protection (Malachi's backstory - Mateus)]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=20942</link>
			<pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2017 05:44:22 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=12720">binkanarios</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was late afternoon by the time the merchantâ€™s wagon pulled onto the edge of the Sapphire Exchange in Ulâ€™dah. Â The couple at the front were elderly Midlanders and each took their time getting down from their seats. Â The woman, in particular. Â Her bones even squeaked as she moved. Â The man walked around to the back and unlatched the wooden door of the wagon. Â He was chuckling as the glow of pale eyes were staring brightly at him from the cracks of the wooden planks. Â He opened the door to the piles of crates and the one ginger haired Miqoâ€™te kneeling at the entrance way. Â â€œ Well, son. Â Your master there asked me to get you to Ulâ€™dah, and we are here. Â I hope you know where youâ€™re going. Â Itâ€™s easy to get lost around here.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te looked to the man and blinked. Â His expression was filled with curiosity and an innocence that was almost painful to the man. Â He sighed and pat the younger man on his head, â€œ Listen, son. Â A word of advice? Â Keep your head down, mind your own business, and youâ€™ll be fine.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te nodded slowly as he peered around the man, â€œ ...there areâ€¦. So many people here! Â And colorsâ€¦ and SMELLS! Â Do you smell that, Sir? Â Itâ€™s like dung and cinnamon and grease and thyme all together. Â Itâ€™s so horrible and wonderful!! Â What is it!?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The elder man shooed the miqoâ€™te off the wagon and shook his head. Â â€œ Donâ€™t know and donâ€™t care, son. Â Now scoot. Â Your master didnâ€™t pay me to help you. Â He paid me to get you here.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œ Ohâ€¦ ok, but, sir? Â Whatâ€™s a master?â€ Â The miqoâ€™te asked as he dusted himself off. Â When he didnâ€™t get a response, he looked up to ask again, but he couldnâ€™t find the man in the crowds. Â Sure, he saw the wagon, or at least he was sure that he could see it, but there was so much movement all over that the exact details failed him. Â The world failed him in that moment as sounds rolled over sounds and scents over scents. Â It made his head spin. Â He wasâ€¦ spinning with the world and the two spun around again and again and again. Â He couldnâ€™t remember spinning so much, except in summer when the chocobo molted. Â The sky was so blue then and the yellow down floating into the air above him were like stars. Â Stars in the daytime. Â He loved the stars in the daytime and the spinning, but he didnâ€™t love this. Â He spun and spun and the world got louder and louder and more and more confusing and when he didnâ€™t think it could get more confusing, it did.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Until he finally couldnâ€™t stay standing anymore. Â He fell to his hands and knees and threw up upon the floor. Â His stomach knotted and rolled as he felt the last of the food he had, meager bread and soup splatter upon stone. Â And even as he coughed and sputtered the last of his insides out, the very scent and sound of it was drowned in the voices and scents of the world around him. Â He felt cold and sore and empty within. Â He closed his eyes and focused on the only thing he could think to remember, the memory of yellow down floating in the air.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It took him a good while to gather his bearings and stand. Â He was pushed or stepped over a few times in the process. Â Once he did get up, he spent the rest of that day walking the city, getting himself lost in the process. Â Heâ€™d talk to people, but most he spoke to would give him little to no reply. Â As the sun began to set, this lack of response grew more and more. Â It made for a lonely night huddled up against the corner of a shaded building. Â At some point in the night, it even rained, giving him a bit of respite for the lingering scent of vomit upon him. Â Now, at least he smelled of rain and mud. Â Rain and mud were good smells. Â They meant that life was returning to the earth. Â Life was always a good thing.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The next day was much of the same, wandering and being ignored. Â Some people did scoff him or speak words very loud or very fast at him as he got in their way. Â He largely didnâ€™t worry. Â He wanted to see it all, experience it all. Â Every new sight he got up close to, poke and petting it. Â This got him a few dozen pushes and slaps when he got too close to what he shouldnâ€™t, but it never stopped him. Â How would he experience the new if he wasnâ€™t there to touch it?</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">As the sun began to set again, he found himself in a less travelled part of town. Â Though darker and filled with dust, people still remained huddled in the shadows, grunting and whispering harshly to each other. Â They were hiding as he did when he stole fresh rolls from the sill of the main house. Â His stomach growled. Â He missed those fresh rolls. Â He missed the chocobos, but most of all, he missed home.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">In those nearby shadows someone cried out in pain and another grunted and hissed something to the cries as they fell into whimpers. Â He moved to the sounds, his brow furrowing with worry. Â Three tall figures huddled around a smaller form, smaller than he had ever seen. Â People got that small?! Â He cleared his throat, craning his neck as he tried to see over or around the three to the huddled fourth. Â â€œ ...umâ€¦. I think sheâ€™s sickâ€¦.â€ Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The three highlanders turned to glare down at the Miqoâ€™te sneering and growling at him, â€œBeat it, child. Â She owes us.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œB-butâ€¦ sheâ€™s sick. Â You should let her get better first and then she can help you. Â Thatâ€™s the right thing to do, you know.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">One of the three laughed. Â He couldnâ€™t tell which. Â Another shortly followed. Â The laughter was low, yet the emotion in it stung at him. Â The sounds of scorn and ridicule. Â He didnâ€™t know the words yet he understood the intent. Â His ears lowered as did his chin. Â The laughter only rose, â€œ...look, you hurt the catboyâ€™s feelings! Â Ainâ€™t that sometâ€™ing?â€ The one that spoke stepped up, his grizzled features and stench of rot floating about them. Â A large hand reached out to shove at the Miqoâ€™teâ€™s shoulder. Â â€œYou going to stand there and cry, kid, or you going to cry?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He looked up and huffed softly, â€œ You donâ€™t have to be mean about it. Â Itâ€™s ok if you couldnâ€™t see she was sick. Â I helped you!â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The three broke up into laughter. Â It roared and bounced off the narrowed space between them all. Â The laughter rang in his ears and yanked at his already empty stomach. Â It was almost as bad as the spinning the night before, or would have been, had they not stepped back. Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">One of them called out, â€œ HEY! Â GIT BACK HERE!â€ Â Footsteps echoed as the one on the ground became a fleeting shadow in the distance. Â The one shouting took off after her, but the other two turned to close in on the Miqoâ€™te. Â â€œ You dirty whore of a fleabag!â€ Â One of the two said. Â â€œ You cost us our money and we donâ€™t like being out of money.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWhatâ€™s money?â€ Â The Miqoâ€™te asked. Â The two around him didnâ€™t seem like they were up for education. Â The looked too angry for it. Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">There were no words after that or if there were, he didnâ€™t hear it. Â It was mostly feeling. Â He could feel the heaviness of fists pounding against his throbbing flesh. Â He could feel the pangs of pain as the body spasmed to the shock of it all. Â He could feel the heat of his own sweat and blood as it dripped down his exposed flesh. Â He could feel the cool gusts of air against the sting of open wounds and torn pieces of fabric and he felt the hard grit of the ground as his body collapsed to the ground. Â In the barrage of pain and feeling, he had struck back, well enough to make them angrier and in that anger, they too hit harder. Â He lay there panting and shivering from the pain as he heard the first things he could hear after the ring of alarm. Â The sound of wet air passing lips as spit fell on his stinging cheek, and the sound of heavy footsteps trudging away into the darkness. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He listened to those footsteps until all he was left with was the sound of his own breathing and the rush of his own heart beating. Â He waited in the heated beats for an indication of more sound. Â His eyes were sore that they couldnâ€™t open, and he didnâ€™t want to open them anyway. Â Somewhere in that silence came sobs, but the pain was too great that he couldnâ€™t even feel his tears. Â He couldnâ€™t even feel the moment he lost consciousness.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was the sound of a scream that woke him up. Â His muscles were screaming with the pleas of â€˜noâ€™ and stop. Â He grunted, struggling to get himself to his feet. Â The sounds he heard, he knew. Â Sounds of the chocobo in heat only, more vicious than they. Â The female voice was also saying no. Â No meant no. Â That was bad to not obey the no. Â He found himself staggering over towards the sound until he could mostly walk on his own. Â He squinted as he walked and neared the huddled Â muffled cries and pile of flesh and grunts. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œShe said no.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The sounds didnâ€™t stop, nor did her pleads. Â He felt the despair in that moment, a feeling that was becoming normal for this place. Â He groaned as he reached down, pushing at the top of the huddle form, speaking as loud as he could, â€œ SHE SAID NO.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He couldnâ€™t make out the details of the figure that looked up to him, but he could see the glow of rage in itâ€™s eyes. Â â€œGet the fuck out of my way.â€ Â The voice rasped lowly. Â He felt the weight of something warm and solid force him back to a wall. Â And arm or a leg, if he had to guess. Â The wall hurt. Â He was still hurt from before, but the woman was still crying and begging for help. Â You didnâ€™t ignore those that needed help. Â That wasnâ€™t the good thing to do. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He sucked in a breath, holding onto his pain as he pushed off the wall and turned to the huddled mass. Â He wasnâ€™t sure what he was hitting, his his hand was in a fist and that fist was meeting something just as warm and hard as what pushed him back. Â And it was wet. Â Wet from his own blood of the others, he couldnâ€™t tell. Â He didnâ€™t care. Â He was going to make the other move. Â And when it did, it looked at him, seething with anger as the mass that was presumably the woman crawled and whimpered back into the shadows.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œShe saidâ€¦ no.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The glowering figure didnâ€™t waste time to move, it looked fast. Â It probably was. Â He braced himself for the pain that he knew would come, but he also readied himself to fight back. Â Fight with all he had. Â His body tightened as did his eyes. Â He was ready for the blow.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">But it never came.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">In that moment, all he felt was a rush of wind and the sudden flash of heat. Â He could FEEL it and the light of the heat. Â There was a new scream before him, that of the glowering figure. Â As he opened his eyes, he watched the smoke and ash dancing in the air around him as the figure ran down further into the darkness. Â He panted, staring at it all in disbelief. Â He couldnâ€™t have done that. Â He couldnâ€™t have.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWell that is troublesome.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The voice behind the Miqoâ€™te caused him to jump. Â The jump reminded him just how weak he was and he teetered into the nearest wall.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWoah! Â Careful there.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He felt a heavy hand gently hold his shoulder, to keep him upright. Â It was the first gentle touch he had felt in weeks. Â It was followed by a second to his other shoulder.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œYou look like you need a healer.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He blinked, looking up to the figure that spoke to him. Â He had to look up. Â He was much taller than he was and large! Â The flesh looked hardened and even in the darkness, there was a tint of violet like the buds of lavender in the spring. Â Or a plum. Â He was an overly large and hardened plum. Â â€œWhatâ€™s a healer?â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The plum man sighed and steadied his wobbliness. Â â€œNevermind. Â Letâ€™s get you someplace safe. Â Do you live around here?â€ Â the miqoâ€™te nodded and pointed off into the darkness. Â â€œ I slept there since i got here. Â I used to live on a farmâ€¦ outside of Gridaniaâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The plum man nodded and carefully gathered the Miqoâ€™te in his hand. Â â€œ I have a room at the Quicksand. Â Iâ€™ll take you there tonight and call for a healerâ€¦.umâ€¦ name. Â Twelves forgive me! Â I forgot to say my name. Â Iâ€™m Amused Mookaite.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te whimpered as he was held, but soon relaxed. Â The hold was warm and comforting. Â Still, his mind swam with questions. Â It always did. Â â€œ...why are you amused, Mookie?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œNo, thatâ€™s my name. Â Amused Mookaite.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œMookieâ€¦?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œ No, Mookaiteâ€¦ ohâ€¦ nevermind. Â What is your name?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">There was a momentâ€™s pause. Â A name. Â He hadnâ€™t really thought on his name since getting here. Â He needed a name. Â Nameâ€™s were good. Â Nameâ€™s meant a person was someone. Â â€œ â€¦ on the farm they called me boy or miqoâ€™teâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWell, that is what you are. Â Youâ€™re a Miqoâ€™te. Â Do you not have a name?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He sighed, his chest shuddering as he did so. Â â€œIâ€¦ wellâ€¦ â€œ His mind went back to the last image of the farm. Â It was in ruins. Â It had been for years, since the sky exploded. Â It had never really recovered. â€œ... Papaw told me that I was called Malachi when I was given to them. Â So, I guess that is my name.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œAh.â€ Â Mookie said. Â They were moving. Â Malachi could feel the wind on his form as they moved, not fast, but even. Â â€œThat is an interesting name. Â You know malachite is a type of stone. Â Not that expensive in terms of market value, but its said its properties are for transformations and purification. Â People collect malachite when they need the strength to go on. Â Considering anyone else in your condition would be close to death, that name is a very good one for you.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Malachi smiled and nuzzled his bruised cheek into Mookieâ€™s shoulder. â€œ that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Â It sounds so smart too. Â I have never been told smart things. Thank you!â€ Â His eyes filled with tears. Â Happier tears.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Mookie looked a bit bewildered, but he didnâ€™t seem to let that stop him. â€œWhere I come from strength and hardness is everything. Â Iâ€™m not as big as my siblings and not a strong, yet I came here to train in the magical arts. I have to study twice as long as everyone else to keep up. Â Smartâ€¦. Isnâ€™t something one would assign to me.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWellâ€¦ it suits you, Mookie. Â Youâ€™re very smart and kind to me.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Mookie blushed, â€œ Now thatâ€¦ is the nicest thing said to me. Â I guess we are even then.â€</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was weak, but Malachi giggled. Â Mookie turned a corner and stepped into the lighted part of the streets. Â In the distance as Malachi would come to learn was the building of the Quicksand. Â But in that moment, all he could see was the dust particles in the light. Â They sparkled a faint yellow and for just a moment reminded him of chocobo down floating in the air. </span></span></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was late afternoon by the time the merchantâ€™s wagon pulled onto the edge of the Sapphire Exchange in Ulâ€™dah. Â The couple at the front were elderly Midlanders and each took their time getting down from their seats. Â The woman, in particular. Â Her bones even squeaked as she moved. Â The man walked around to the back and unlatched the wooden door of the wagon. Â He was chuckling as the glow of pale eyes were staring brightly at him from the cracks of the wooden planks. Â He opened the door to the piles of crates and the one ginger haired Miqoâ€™te kneeling at the entrance way. Â â€œ Well, son. Â Your master there asked me to get you to Ulâ€™dah, and we are here. Â I hope you know where youâ€™re going. Â Itâ€™s easy to get lost around here.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te looked to the man and blinked. Â His expression was filled with curiosity and an innocence that was almost painful to the man. Â He sighed and pat the younger man on his head, â€œ Listen, son. Â A word of advice? Â Keep your head down, mind your own business, and youâ€™ll be fine.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te nodded slowly as he peered around the man, â€œ ...there areâ€¦. So many people here! Â And colorsâ€¦ and SMELLS! Â Do you smell that, Sir? Â Itâ€™s like dung and cinnamon and grease and thyme all together. Â Itâ€™s so horrible and wonderful!! Â What is it!?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The elder man shooed the miqoâ€™te off the wagon and shook his head. Â â€œ Donâ€™t know and donâ€™t care, son. Â Now scoot. Â Your master didnâ€™t pay me to help you. Â He paid me to get you here.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œ Ohâ€¦ ok, but, sir? Â Whatâ€™s a master?â€ Â The miqoâ€™te asked as he dusted himself off. Â When he didnâ€™t get a response, he looked up to ask again, but he couldnâ€™t find the man in the crowds. Â Sure, he saw the wagon, or at least he was sure that he could see it, but there was so much movement all over that the exact details failed him. Â The world failed him in that moment as sounds rolled over sounds and scents over scents. Â It made his head spin. Â He wasâ€¦ spinning with the world and the two spun around again and again and again. Â He couldnâ€™t remember spinning so much, except in summer when the chocobo molted. Â The sky was so blue then and the yellow down floating into the air above him were like stars. Â Stars in the daytime. Â He loved the stars in the daytime and the spinning, but he didnâ€™t love this. Â He spun and spun and the world got louder and louder and more and more confusing and when he didnâ€™t think it could get more confusing, it did.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Until he finally couldnâ€™t stay standing anymore. Â He fell to his hands and knees and threw up upon the floor. Â His stomach knotted and rolled as he felt the last of the food he had, meager bread and soup splatter upon stone. Â And even as he coughed and sputtered the last of his insides out, the very scent and sound of it was drowned in the voices and scents of the world around him. Â He felt cold and sore and empty within. Â He closed his eyes and focused on the only thing he could think to remember, the memory of yellow down floating in the air.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It took him a good while to gather his bearings and stand. Â He was pushed or stepped over a few times in the process. Â Once he did get up, he spent the rest of that day walking the city, getting himself lost in the process. Â Heâ€™d talk to people, but most he spoke to would give him little to no reply. Â As the sun began to set, this lack of response grew more and more. Â It made for a lonely night huddled up against the corner of a shaded building. Â At some point in the night, it even rained, giving him a bit of respite for the lingering scent of vomit upon him. Â Now, at least he smelled of rain and mud. Â Rain and mud were good smells. Â They meant that life was returning to the earth. Â Life was always a good thing.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The next day was much of the same, wandering and being ignored. Â Some people did scoff him or speak words very loud or very fast at him as he got in their way. Â He largely didnâ€™t worry. Â He wanted to see it all, experience it all. Â Every new sight he got up close to, poke and petting it. Â This got him a few dozen pushes and slaps when he got too close to what he shouldnâ€™t, but it never stopped him. Â How would he experience the new if he wasnâ€™t there to touch it?</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">As the sun began to set again, he found himself in a less travelled part of town. Â Though darker and filled with dust, people still remained huddled in the shadows, grunting and whispering harshly to each other. Â They were hiding as he did when he stole fresh rolls from the sill of the main house. Â His stomach growled. Â He missed those fresh rolls. Â He missed the chocobos, but most of all, he missed home.</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">In those nearby shadows someone cried out in pain and another grunted and hissed something to the cries as they fell into whimpers. Â He moved to the sounds, his brow furrowing with worry. Â Three tall figures huddled around a smaller form, smaller than he had ever seen. Â People got that small?! Â He cleared his throat, craning his neck as he tried to see over or around the three to the huddled fourth. Â â€œ ...umâ€¦. I think sheâ€™s sickâ€¦.â€ Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The three highlanders turned to glare down at the Miqoâ€™te sneering and growling at him, â€œBeat it, child. Â She owes us.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œB-butâ€¦ sheâ€™s sick. Â You should let her get better first and then she can help you. Â Thatâ€™s the right thing to do, you know.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">One of the three laughed. Â He couldnâ€™t tell which. Â Another shortly followed. Â The laughter was low, yet the emotion in it stung at him. Â The sounds of scorn and ridicule. Â He didnâ€™t know the words yet he understood the intent. Â His ears lowered as did his chin. Â The laughter only rose, â€œ...look, you hurt the catboyâ€™s feelings! Â Ainâ€™t that sometâ€™ing?â€ The one that spoke stepped up, his grizzled features and stench of rot floating about them. Â A large hand reached out to shove at the Miqoâ€™teâ€™s shoulder. Â â€œYou going to stand there and cry, kid, or you going to cry?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He looked up and huffed softly, â€œ You donâ€™t have to be mean about it. Â Itâ€™s ok if you couldnâ€™t see she was sick. Â I helped you!â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The three broke up into laughter. Â It roared and bounced off the narrowed space between them all. Â The laughter rang in his ears and yanked at his already empty stomach. Â It was almost as bad as the spinning the night before, or would have been, had they not stepped back. Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">One of them called out, â€œ HEY! Â GIT BACK HERE!â€ Â Footsteps echoed as the one on the ground became a fleeting shadow in the distance. Â The one shouting took off after her, but the other two turned to close in on the Miqoâ€™te. Â â€œ You dirty whore of a fleabag!â€ Â One of the two said. Â â€œ You cost us our money and we donâ€™t like being out of money.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWhatâ€™s money?â€ Â The Miqoâ€™te asked. Â The two around him didnâ€™t seem like they were up for education. Â The looked too angry for it. Â </span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">There were no words after that or if there were, he didnâ€™t hear it. Â It was mostly feeling. Â He could feel the heaviness of fists pounding against his throbbing flesh. Â He could feel the pangs of pain as the body spasmed to the shock of it all. Â He could feel the heat of his own sweat and blood as it dripped down his exposed flesh. Â He could feel the cool gusts of air against the sting of open wounds and torn pieces of fabric and he felt the hard grit of the ground as his body collapsed to the ground. Â In the barrage of pain and feeling, he had struck back, well enough to make them angrier and in that anger, they too hit harder. Â He lay there panting and shivering from the pain as he heard the first things he could hear after the ring of alarm. Â The sound of wet air passing lips as spit fell on his stinging cheek, and the sound of heavy footsteps trudging away into the darkness. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He listened to those footsteps until all he was left with was the sound of his own breathing and the rush of his own heart beating. Â He waited in the heated beats for an indication of more sound. Â His eyes were sore that they couldnâ€™t open, and he didnâ€™t want to open them anyway. Â Somewhere in that silence came sobs, but the pain was too great that he couldnâ€™t even feel his tears. Â He couldnâ€™t even feel the moment he lost consciousness.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was the sound of a scream that woke him up. Â His muscles were screaming with the pleas of â€˜noâ€™ and stop. Â He grunted, struggling to get himself to his feet. Â The sounds he heard, he knew. Â Sounds of the chocobo in heat only, more vicious than they. Â The female voice was also saying no. Â No meant no. Â That was bad to not obey the no. Â He found himself staggering over towards the sound until he could mostly walk on his own. Â He squinted as he walked and neared the huddled Â muffled cries and pile of flesh and grunts. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œShe said no.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The sounds didnâ€™t stop, nor did her pleads. Â He felt the despair in that moment, a feeling that was becoming normal for this place. Â He groaned as he reached down, pushing at the top of the huddle form, speaking as loud as he could, â€œ SHE SAID NO.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He couldnâ€™t make out the details of the figure that looked up to him, but he could see the glow of rage in itâ€™s eyes. Â â€œGet the fuck out of my way.â€ Â The voice rasped lowly. Â He felt the weight of something warm and solid force him back to a wall. Â And arm or a leg, if he had to guess. Â The wall hurt. Â He was still hurt from before, but the woman was still crying and begging for help. Â You didnâ€™t ignore those that needed help. Â That wasnâ€™t the good thing to do. Â </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He sucked in a breath, holding onto his pain as he pushed off the wall and turned to the huddled mass. Â He wasnâ€™t sure what he was hitting, his his hand was in a fist and that fist was meeting something just as warm and hard as what pushed him back. Â And it was wet. Â Wet from his own blood of the others, he couldnâ€™t tell. Â He didnâ€™t care. Â He was going to make the other move. Â And when it did, it looked at him, seething with anger as the mass that was presumably the woman crawled and whimpered back into the shadows.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œShe saidâ€¦ no.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The glowering figure didnâ€™t waste time to move, it looked fast. Â It probably was. Â He braced himself for the pain that he knew would come, but he also readied himself to fight back. Â Fight with all he had. Â His body tightened as did his eyes. Â He was ready for the blow.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">But it never came.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">In that moment, all he felt was a rush of wind and the sudden flash of heat. Â He could FEEL it and the light of the heat. Â There was a new scream before him, that of the glowering figure. Â As he opened his eyes, he watched the smoke and ash dancing in the air around him as the figure ran down further into the darkness. Â He panted, staring at it all in disbelief. Â He couldnâ€™t have done that. Â He couldnâ€™t have.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWell that is troublesome.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The voice behind the Miqoâ€™te caused him to jump. Â The jump reminded him just how weak he was and he teetered into the nearest wall.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWoah! Â Careful there.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He felt a heavy hand gently hold his shoulder, to keep him upright. Â It was the first gentle touch he had felt in weeks. Â It was followed by a second to his other shoulder.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œYou look like you need a healer.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He blinked, looking up to the figure that spoke to him. Â He had to look up. Â He was much taller than he was and large! Â The flesh looked hardened and even in the darkness, there was a tint of violet like the buds of lavender in the spring. Â Or a plum. Â He was an overly large and hardened plum. Â â€œWhatâ€™s a healer?â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The plum man sighed and steadied his wobbliness. Â â€œNevermind. Â Letâ€™s get you someplace safe. Â Do you live around here?â€ Â the miqoâ€™te nodded and pointed off into the darkness. Â â€œ I slept there since i got here. Â I used to live on a farmâ€¦ outside of Gridaniaâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The plum man nodded and carefully gathered the Miqoâ€™te in his hand. Â â€œ I have a room at the Quicksand. Â Iâ€™ll take you there tonight and call for a healerâ€¦.umâ€¦ name. Â Twelves forgive me! Â I forgot to say my name. Â Iâ€™m Amused Mookaite.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">The Miqoâ€™te whimpered as he was held, but soon relaxed. Â The hold was warm and comforting. Â Still, his mind swam with questions. Â It always did. Â â€œ...why are you amused, Mookie?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œNo, thatâ€™s my name. Â Amused Mookaite.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œMookieâ€¦?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œ No, Mookaiteâ€¦ ohâ€¦ nevermind. Â What is your name?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">There was a momentâ€™s pause. Â A name. Â He hadnâ€™t really thought on his name since getting here. Â He needed a name. Â Nameâ€™s were good. Â Nameâ€™s meant a person was someone. Â â€œ â€¦ on the farm they called me boy or miqoâ€™teâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWell, that is what you are. Â Youâ€™re a Miqoâ€™te. Â Do you not have a name?â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">He sighed, his chest shuddering as he did so. Â â€œIâ€¦ wellâ€¦ â€œ His mind went back to the last image of the farm. Â It was in ruins. Â It had been for years, since the sky exploded. Â It had never really recovered. â€œ... Papaw told me that I was called Malachi when I was given to them. Â So, I guess that is my name.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œAh.â€ Â Mookie said. Â They were moving. Â Malachi could feel the wind on his form as they moved, not fast, but even. Â â€œThat is an interesting name. Â You know malachite is a type of stone. Â Not that expensive in terms of market value, but its said its properties are for transformations and purification. Â People collect malachite when they need the strength to go on. Â Considering anyone else in your condition would be close to death, that name is a very good one for you.â€</span></span></span><br />
 <span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Malachi smiled and nuzzled his bruised cheek into Mookieâ€™s shoulder. â€œ that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Â It sounds so smart too. Â I have never been told smart things. Thank you!â€ Â His eyes filled with tears. Â Happier tears.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Mookie looked a bit bewildered, but he didnâ€™t seem to let that stop him. â€œWhere I come from strength and hardness is everything. Â Iâ€™m not as big as my siblings and not a strong, yet I came here to train in the magical arts. I have to study twice as long as everyone else to keep up. Â Smartâ€¦. Isnâ€™t something one would assign to me.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">â€œWellâ€¦ it suits you, Mookie. Â Youâ€™re very smart and kind to me.â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">Mookie blushed, â€œ Now thatâ€¦ is the nicest thing said to me. Â I guess we are even then.â€</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Arial;" class="mycode_font">It was weak, but Malachi giggled. Â Mookie turned a corner and stepped into the lighted part of the streets. Â In the distance as Malachi would come to learn was the building of the Quicksand. Â But in that moment, all he could see was the dust particles in the light. Â They sparkled a faint yellow and for just a moment reminded him of chocobo down floating in the air. </span></span></span>]]></content:encoded>
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			<description><![CDATA[As you make your way through the city among throngs of nobles and their retainers on errands and in merriment, your otherwise average day is interrupted by the piercing, heartstopping sound of a woman's scream in the forum just outside of the Weaver's guild.<br />
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You rush toward the sound and push your way through the crowd of onlookers whose attention has also been captured by the haunting exclamation to find a Hyuran lady in formal gown collapsed on the ground seemingly reaching for the heavens. You kneel next to her; taking her hand in your own and implore what ails her so- she grips your hand tightly as if her very soul depends on it and whispers:<br />
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"He's returned."<br />
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She loses consciousness, and as you turn your head to the wall before her, you see it. A simple yet elegantly inscribed poster on ornate parchment glimmering in the light of the sconces.<br />
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It was not long before the events unfolding in front of you repeated themselves elsewhere in the city. One by one, persons of notable persona and applicable affluence began to faint clean away at the inkling of a chance that they might one day be dressed by none other than Dadarupo Boborupo; one of the finest designers of fashion in Ul'Dah and quite possibly the whole of Eorzea. Who ever could forget -the- wedding dress inlaid with over 16,000 sapphire beads that bankrupted the family that purchased it? Who could forget the exotic furs, the gossamer evening gowns, and the patterns woven so beautifully with golden filaments to craft protective sigils right into the lining of one's suit? It was all too much for any of them to handle.<br />
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It had been two long years since he had graced Ul'Dah with his presence. He and his materials supplier; the dashing Lord Whyte, had been abroad in lands unknown. Ordinarily one could be on the waiting list for far longer as often the only time a slot opened up was when there was a death or a calamity. Ten whole slots.... it was inconceivable. Impossible! Yet oh so very real, and the competition for the Master Couturier's favor would be bloody indeed.<br />
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If you are a man or woman of upstanding status without reproach, you may find it advantageous to seek Dadarupo Boborupo's tailoring as no other will compare. We warned; however, that with luxury comes a very heavy bill. Should you not be equipped to pay for your commissions it would be most unfortunate for you and your loved ones.<br />
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Let it be known that Dadarupo Boborupo will begin meeting with eligible applicants beginning this Friday.<br />
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((You can contact me ICly either in-game or by letter through this website! Just know that Dadarupo is -very- picky about who he dresses, and you must be absolutely confident that you have what it takes to wear his artwork and do it justice. May the odds be ever in your favor.))]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[As you make your way through the city among throngs of nobles and their retainers on errands and in merriment, your otherwise average day is interrupted by the piercing, heartstopping sound of a woman's scream in the forum just outside of the Weaver's guild.<br />
<br />
You rush toward the sound and push your way through the crowd of onlookers whose attention has also been captured by the haunting exclamation to find a Hyuran lady in formal gown collapsed on the ground seemingly reaching for the heavens. You kneel next to her; taking her hand in your own and implore what ails her so- she grips your hand tightly as if her very soul depends on it and whispers:<br />
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"He's returned."<br />
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She loses consciousness, and as you turn your head to the wall before her, you see it. A simple yet elegantly inscribed poster on ornate parchment glimmering in the light of the sconces.<br />
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It was not long before the events unfolding in front of you repeated themselves elsewhere in the city. One by one, persons of notable persona and applicable affluence began to faint clean away at the inkling of a chance that they might one day be dressed by none other than Dadarupo Boborupo; one of the finest designers of fashion in Ul'Dah and quite possibly the whole of Eorzea. Who ever could forget -the- wedding dress inlaid with over 16,000 sapphire beads that bankrupted the family that purchased it? Who could forget the exotic furs, the gossamer evening gowns, and the patterns woven so beautifully with golden filaments to craft protective sigils right into the lining of one's suit? It was all too much for any of them to handle.<br />
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It had been two long years since he had graced Ul'Dah with his presence. He and his materials supplier; the dashing Lord Whyte, had been abroad in lands unknown. Ordinarily one could be on the waiting list for far longer as often the only time a slot opened up was when there was a death or a calamity. Ten whole slots.... it was inconceivable. Impossible! Yet oh so very real, and the competition for the Master Couturier's favor would be bloody indeed.<br />
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If you are a man or woman of upstanding status without reproach, you may find it advantageous to seek Dadarupo Boborupo's tailoring as no other will compare. We warned; however, that with luxury comes a very heavy bill. Should you not be equipped to pay for your commissions it would be most unfortunate for you and your loved ones.<br />
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Let it be known that Dadarupo Boborupo will begin meeting with eligible applicants beginning this Friday.<br />
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((You can contact me ICly either in-game or by letter through this website! Just know that Dadarupo is -very- picky about who he dresses, and you must be absolutely confident that you have what it takes to wear his artwork and do it justice. May the odds be ever in your favor.))]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[[ Journal ] Snippets of a Baker's Diary]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2017 03:36:18 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=12016">Casanova Sandwich</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="text-decoration: underline;" class="mycode_u">Entry I</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">8th Sun of the 3rd Umbral Moon</span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â Dear Diary,</span></div>
<br />
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<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â The desert is...colder than I thought it would be. After traversing the swamp of Rootslake, I've finally made it out of the Black Shroud. Though, by the time I got to Wallow-wick Wood(?) (I think that's the name?), it was pouring down rain. I could hardly see 4 fulms in front of me. It was all grey!</span></div>
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<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â I hope such a situation wouldn't worry Ma and Pa too much. They said they don't doubt me, but...</span><br />
<br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â It still feels as though they expect a lot from me, especially when Satoto and Eytoto looked up to me so much back on the farm. I hope even more that everyone is doing well without me. I was the former resource manager, after all. It wasn't a task suited for me, I think, but it made me feel like I had a purpose. It also taught me skills without which I don't think I'd be able to survive on my own. I thank the Matron every day for having such a wonderful family and a flourishing business.</span><br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â Still wishing to start my own, if She wills it, I will make for Ul'dah by daybreak. 'Til then, I seek refuge at Highbridge. If the storm still rages on, so be it. I'm not stubborn (I don't think so, anyway...), but since the last Calamity, a majority of passengers on board the ferry to Limsa Lominsa have been adventurers. Not that that's a problem (though seeing an influx of soldiers can be a bit really intimidating); it just means I have to act fast if I want a ticket soon, lest I get stuck in Ul'dah for a moon or two. Eykeke says they had begun making reservations favoring those working directly with the Eorzean Alliance. If she is correct, I pray I will be fast enough so I won't have to spend my days scrambling for a seat on the next ferry.</span><br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â For now, I pray Nophica bestows upon me Her earthly guidance.</span><br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â - Eylili</span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="text-decoration: underline;" class="mycode_u">Entry I</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">8th Sun of the 3rd Umbral Moon</span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â Dear Diary,</span></div>
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â The desert is...colder than I thought it would be. After traversing the swamp of Rootslake, I've finally made it out of the Black Shroud. Though, by the time I got to Wallow-wick Wood(?) (I think that's the name?), it was pouring down rain. I could hardly see 4 fulms in front of me. It was all grey!</span></div>
<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â I hope such a situation wouldn't worry Ma and Pa too much. They said they don't doubt me, but...</span><br />
<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â It still feels as though they expect a lot from me, especially when Satoto and Eytoto looked up to me so much back on the farm. I hope even more that everyone is doing well without me. I was the former resource manager, after all. It wasn't a task suited for me, I think, but it made me feel like I had a purpose. It also taught me skills without which I don't think I'd be able to survive on my own. I thank the Matron every day for having such a wonderful family and a flourishing business.</span><br />
<br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â Still wishing to start my own, if She wills it, I will make for Ul'dah by daybreak. 'Til then, I seek refuge at Highbridge. If the storm still rages on, so be it. I'm not stubborn (I don't think so, anyway...), but since the last Calamity, a majority of passengers on board the ferry to Limsa Lominsa have been adventurers. Not that that's a problem (though seeing an influx of soldiers can be a bit really intimidating); it just means I have to act fast if I want a ticket soon, lest I get stuck in Ul'dah for a moon or two. Eykeke says they had begun making reservations favoring those working directly with the Eorzean Alliance. If she is correct, I pray I will be fast enough so I won't have to spend my days scrambling for a seat on the next ferry.</span><br />
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<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â For now, I pray Nophica bestows upon me Her earthly guidance.</span><br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Â - Eylili</span>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Ever Forward]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Fri, 27 Oct 2017 06:49:11 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=10686">Kisa Treani</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[She sat at her desk, tapping a pen against the steel surfaceas she looked over the file she was reviewing, Her focus completely on the data as she read, losing track of time as she often did in the short hours of the nightâ€¦ or the morningâ€¦ often she didnâ€™t really make the distinction.<br />
Â <br />
It had been a week since that night on the beachâ€¦ threesince Dani had disappeared. As time went on she was feeling more herself again. She had made a few changes to herself and it made her feel whole once more. So much she had done for her starlight but as the days passed she knew that she had to prepare herself forâ€¦ <br />
Â <br />
She stopped and just set the file down on the desk givingoff a sigh as she leaned back in her chair. Closing her eyes a moment she just sat quietly in her office. This late at night it was rare to have a patient enter but still she remained open. Eorzea needed a place it could turn to even in the dead of night when sickness or injury struck. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œA place to turn toâ€¦â€</span> She said quietly to herself as shejust set the pen down and spun around in her chair like a child would. The thought of it gave her pause. She had put so much of herself out there for so many. Every patient that walked through her door was her greatest concern butâ€¦ who did she have to turn to?<br />
Â <br />
In truthâ€¦ her friends had remained by her side and she knewin the end they would never leave herâ€¦ though as that thought entered her head that dark voice began to speak to her once more. She had not heard it since that night she made a decision before her two closest friendsâ€¦ to reclaim who and what she was, but here it was once more. <br />
Â <br />
She shook her head bidding it to quiet. Too much time had passed;she had fought too hard to allow those dark whispers to creep back into her life. She had decided that no matter what, the time had come to turn away from the darkness. She opened her eyes and looked at the set of wine glasses that sat on the cabinet nearby.<br />
Â <br />
It was not that she herself was a drinkerâ€¦ far from it.Theseâ€¦ these were a gift for her sister. To replace the one she had destroyed when for the briefest moment she had allowed the darkness to win. She had allowed the darkness to take hold of her and in doing soâ€¦ darkness flowed from her. <br />
Â <br />
She looked at her hand now and sighed shaking her head. Sheremembered that day vividlyâ€¦ Chloe had asked her back to her place to relax and try to calm herself. Chloe wasnâ€™t like Elyeriaâ€¦ not like Dani wasâ€¦ but still, she thought her real sister would have liked the tall blonde that she had accepted as her new sister. This thought brought another pause to the pink haired Midlander as she thought back on her family.<br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œEleryiaâ€¦ what I wouldnâ€™t give to have you here by my sideâ€¦helping me make sense of all of thisâ€¦â€</span> She asked to the empty room, speaking tothe sister that had long since been one with the Twelve. She shook her head and stood, walking over to the cabinet and pulling out the resources to make herself a cup of tea as her eyes caught the wine glasses once more and her thoughts returned to that day. <br />
Â <br />
Chloe was trying to help herâ€¦ trying to bring calm to herbreaking heart but all she saw was the fire. She watched the flames leap and dance as she just let all sorts of thoughts stew in her mind. She thought about all the mistakes she had made, all the times she had failedâ€¦ but then as it is wanton to doâ€¦ sorrow turned to anger. <br />
Â <br />
Chloe walked over and held out a glass of wine to her, butstill the fire danced in her eyes. She went from considering the mistakes to questioning whyâ€¦ so many questions remained upon her heart and in that moment the voices screamedâ€¦ and she listened. <br />
Â <br />
She punched the fireplace and turned to glare at Chloe andthen the wine glass. She was not angry at her sisterâ€¦ far from it. But anger had taken hold of her heart and as she looked at that glass and soon that anger manifested. The wine burst into flames and then the glass shattered, pieces falling to the ground. Chloeâ€™s gloves had prevented her from receiving any serious injury and the power was too weak to do much more then burn away the wine but stillâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
She looked at her hands once more and sighed, shaking herhead. Conjury was not supposed to touch the aspect of fireâ€¦ that was better left to practitioners of darker arts but here she wasâ€¦ calling upon her own anger to set the wine alight. As those pink eyes settled upon the shards of glass upon the floor she realized that something had to changeâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
Being so lost in memories, she was almost on autopilotbarely having noticed that she had completed the ritual of tea making. The whistle of the teapot broke her from her thoughts and she looked at it tilting her head. How much time had passedâ€¦ what felt like seconds to her had apparently been minutes. <br />
Â <br />
She shook her head, pulling a teacup from the cabinet andpouring some the tea she had apparently made into it before returning to her desk. She sat there holding the teacup in her hands ponderingâ€¦ everything. It was a lot to think about but that is what her mind didâ€¦ thought. She was a thinker and a lot of times it got her in trouble as she allowed thoughts in her head that took her down dark paths. <br />
Â <br />
But not this time however. As she sat in her overstuffedchair, just turning the teacup softly in her hands, her thoughts turnedâ€¦ forward. Images of her friends came into her mind and as they always did, brought a smile to her lips as she finally sipped from that tea. After a moment she took a breath and closed her eyes once more. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œAnother weekâ€¦ another monthâ€¦ time passesâ€¦â€</span> She said softlyto herself. She knew no one would hear nor was she looking for a response. More she was giving herself assurance that despite all that had happened time did in fact move forward. Opening her eyes she looked at the teacup.<br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œYou always liked your tea with honey in itâ€¦â€</span> A smile restedupon her lips as she spoke of her heart and soul. Dani was many things but a true tea drinker was not one of them. Dani always enjoyed the sweetness that life had to offerâ€¦ it was her spark, her spirit. The pink haired woman leaned back in her chair once more and sighed. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œThe clock ticksâ€¦ ever forwardâ€¦â€ </span>She says to herself beforesetting the tea cup down upon her desk and standing. She walked to her window and looked out over the stars. The stars were always wonderful to herâ€¦ beacons of the Twelve shining brightly upon Hydaelyn. She took a breathâ€¦ the stars always brought energy to her and often that energy was expressed in wordsâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my eyes look upon the starlit sky</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In them I wish, I dream that I could fly</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my hand reaches out to the heavens above</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In my soul, in my heart forever beating with love</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The light shines brightly with the beauty on high</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I sing these words hoping that you can hear my cry</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Moments passing into the stream of stars</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">My notes hearkeningÂ back to a time that was ours</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Hand in hand, heart to heart we moved towards the day</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Whereas one we would stand and in love fly away</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">But as the clock continues its path towards the night</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I look into the heavens, hoping, praying that I might seeyour light</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Moment after moment my heart reaches out</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Lyric after lyric my song given into a shout</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">My hope shall forever spring anew</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">That one day, one moment it will reach you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Time ever flowing does not wait</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Each moment brings another question of fate</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Because of you my heart stands with unfurled wing</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Each day I smile at what the sun shall bring</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Though for you my heart will always beat</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The promise of a new day is what I shall rise to meet</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">A piece of you shall always fly with me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In the stars above shall our love always be</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Time moves forward and so doth my sight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As the sun raises so does my heart set to flight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">A place you shall always have my dearest starlight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall always see your beautiful smile in my dreams atnight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my eyes onto a new world turn</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Within my heart doth a new energy burn</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">For forward is where I must go</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The woman you helped create to all I will show</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Forever shall you stand by my side</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Forever shall you be my joy and pride</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">But now the time has come for me to fly on my own</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">To show this worldâ€¦ to show myself how much I have grown</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">It is because of you that I can see</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall never forget the gifts you have given me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As I move forever forward into this place</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall allow my heart to shine with grace</span></span><br />
Â <br />
As she finished the poem she placed her hand upon the glassas the stars twinkled brightly in the distance sky. She took a breath and smiled; just looking upon their light she gave a nod. Pulling her hand away, she turned from the window and returned to her desk looking at the open file upon it. She gave a small chuckle and shook her head. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œOdd that as I give a patient a new beginning, I decide thatperhaps the time has come for me to consider giving myself the sameâ€¦â€</span> Shecaught a glimpse of the twinkle upon her finger and looked at that tiny band of platinum that had been given to her months before. She held her hand out before her, looking upon it, for but a fleeting moment her resolved wavered but quickly she regained herself. <br />
Â <br />
<br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œYouâ€¦ would have wanted me to not lose hopeâ€¦ to not losemyselfâ€¦â€</span> She said closing her hand. For now the ring would remain but new pathsopened for her each day with the rising sun and no longer would she avoid the chances the light of day brought herâ€¦ Â once again her wings were unfurledâ€¦ the timehad come to see how high she could flyâ€¦]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[She sat at her desk, tapping a pen against the steel surfaceas she looked over the file she was reviewing, Her focus completely on the data as she read, losing track of time as she often did in the short hours of the nightâ€¦ or the morningâ€¦ often she didnâ€™t really make the distinction.<br />
Â <br />
It had been a week since that night on the beachâ€¦ threesince Dani had disappeared. As time went on she was feeling more herself again. She had made a few changes to herself and it made her feel whole once more. So much she had done for her starlight but as the days passed she knew that she had to prepare herself forâ€¦ <br />
Â <br />
She stopped and just set the file down on the desk givingoff a sigh as she leaned back in her chair. Closing her eyes a moment she just sat quietly in her office. This late at night it was rare to have a patient enter but still she remained open. Eorzea needed a place it could turn to even in the dead of night when sickness or injury struck. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œA place to turn toâ€¦â€</span> She said quietly to herself as shejust set the pen down and spun around in her chair like a child would. The thought of it gave her pause. She had put so much of herself out there for so many. Every patient that walked through her door was her greatest concern butâ€¦ who did she have to turn to?<br />
Â <br />
In truthâ€¦ her friends had remained by her side and she knewin the end they would never leave herâ€¦ though as that thought entered her head that dark voice began to speak to her once more. She had not heard it since that night she made a decision before her two closest friendsâ€¦ to reclaim who and what she was, but here it was once more. <br />
Â <br />
She shook her head bidding it to quiet. Too much time had passed;she had fought too hard to allow those dark whispers to creep back into her life. She had decided that no matter what, the time had come to turn away from the darkness. She opened her eyes and looked at the set of wine glasses that sat on the cabinet nearby.<br />
Â <br />
It was not that she herself was a drinkerâ€¦ far from it.Theseâ€¦ these were a gift for her sister. To replace the one she had destroyed when for the briefest moment she had allowed the darkness to win. She had allowed the darkness to take hold of her and in doing soâ€¦ darkness flowed from her. <br />
Â <br />
She looked at her hand now and sighed shaking her head. Sheremembered that day vividlyâ€¦ Chloe had asked her back to her place to relax and try to calm herself. Chloe wasnâ€™t like Elyeriaâ€¦ not like Dani wasâ€¦ but still, she thought her real sister would have liked the tall blonde that she had accepted as her new sister. This thought brought another pause to the pink haired Midlander as she thought back on her family.<br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œEleryiaâ€¦ what I wouldnâ€™t give to have you here by my sideâ€¦helping me make sense of all of thisâ€¦â€</span> She asked to the empty room, speaking tothe sister that had long since been one with the Twelve. She shook her head and stood, walking over to the cabinet and pulling out the resources to make herself a cup of tea as her eyes caught the wine glasses once more and her thoughts returned to that day. <br />
Â <br />
Chloe was trying to help herâ€¦ trying to bring calm to herbreaking heart but all she saw was the fire. She watched the flames leap and dance as she just let all sorts of thoughts stew in her mind. She thought about all the mistakes she had made, all the times she had failedâ€¦ but then as it is wanton to doâ€¦ sorrow turned to anger. <br />
Â <br />
Chloe walked over and held out a glass of wine to her, butstill the fire danced in her eyes. She went from considering the mistakes to questioning whyâ€¦ so many questions remained upon her heart and in that moment the voices screamedâ€¦ and she listened. <br />
Â <br />
She punched the fireplace and turned to glare at Chloe andthen the wine glass. She was not angry at her sisterâ€¦ far from it. But anger had taken hold of her heart and as she looked at that glass and soon that anger manifested. The wine burst into flames and then the glass shattered, pieces falling to the ground. Chloeâ€™s gloves had prevented her from receiving any serious injury and the power was too weak to do much more then burn away the wine but stillâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
She looked at her hands once more and sighed, shaking herhead. Conjury was not supposed to touch the aspect of fireâ€¦ that was better left to practitioners of darker arts but here she wasâ€¦ calling upon her own anger to set the wine alight. As those pink eyes settled upon the shards of glass upon the floor she realized that something had to changeâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
Being so lost in memories, she was almost on autopilotbarely having noticed that she had completed the ritual of tea making. The whistle of the teapot broke her from her thoughts and she looked at it tilting her head. How much time had passedâ€¦ what felt like seconds to her had apparently been minutes. <br />
Â <br />
She shook her head, pulling a teacup from the cabinet andpouring some the tea she had apparently made into it before returning to her desk. She sat there holding the teacup in her hands ponderingâ€¦ everything. It was a lot to think about but that is what her mind didâ€¦ thought. She was a thinker and a lot of times it got her in trouble as she allowed thoughts in her head that took her down dark paths. <br />
Â <br />
But not this time however. As she sat in her overstuffedchair, just turning the teacup softly in her hands, her thoughts turnedâ€¦ forward. Images of her friends came into her mind and as they always did, brought a smile to her lips as she finally sipped from that tea. After a moment she took a breath and closed her eyes once more. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œAnother weekâ€¦ another monthâ€¦ time passesâ€¦â€</span> She said softlyto herself. She knew no one would hear nor was she looking for a response. More she was giving herself assurance that despite all that had happened time did in fact move forward. Opening her eyes she looked at the teacup.<br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œYou always liked your tea with honey in itâ€¦â€</span> A smile restedupon her lips as she spoke of her heart and soul. Dani was many things but a true tea drinker was not one of them. Dani always enjoyed the sweetness that life had to offerâ€¦ it was her spark, her spirit. The pink haired woman leaned back in her chair once more and sighed. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œThe clock ticksâ€¦ ever forwardâ€¦â€ </span>She says to herself beforesetting the tea cup down upon her desk and standing. She walked to her window and looked out over the stars. The stars were always wonderful to herâ€¦ beacons of the Twelve shining brightly upon Hydaelyn. She took a breathâ€¦ the stars always brought energy to her and often that energy was expressed in wordsâ€¦<br />
Â <br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my eyes look upon the starlit sky</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In them I wish, I dream that I could fly</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my hand reaches out to the heavens above</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In my soul, in my heart forever beating with love</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The light shines brightly with the beauty on high</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I sing these words hoping that you can hear my cry</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Moments passing into the stream of stars</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">My notes hearkeningÂ back to a time that was ours</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Hand in hand, heart to heart we moved towards the day</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Whereas one we would stand and in love fly away</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">But as the clock continues its path towards the night</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I look into the heavens, hoping, praying that I might seeyour light</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Moment after moment my heart reaches out</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Lyric after lyric my song given into a shout</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">My hope shall forever spring anew</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">That one day, one moment it will reach you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Time ever flowing does not wait</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Each moment brings another question of fate</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Because of you my heart stands with unfurled wing</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Each day I smile at what the sun shall bring</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Though for you my heart will always beat</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The promise of a new day is what I shall rise to meet</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">A piece of you shall always fly with me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">In the stars above shall our love always be</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Time moves forward and so doth my sight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As the sun raises so does my heart set to flight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">A place you shall always have my dearest starlight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall always see your beautiful smile in my dreams atnight</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As my eyes onto a new world turn</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Within my heart doth a new energy burn</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">For forward is where I must go</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">The woman you helped create to all I will show</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Forever shall you stand by my side</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Forever shall you be my joy and pride</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">But now the time has come for me to fly on my own</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">To show this worldâ€¦ to show myself how much I have grown</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">It is because of you that I can see</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall never forget the gifts you have given me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">As I move forever forward into this place</span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">I shall allow my heart to shine with grace</span></span><br />
Â <br />
As she finished the poem she placed her hand upon the glassas the stars twinkled brightly in the distance sky. She took a breath and smiled; just looking upon their light she gave a nod. Pulling her hand away, she turned from the window and returned to her desk looking at the open file upon it. She gave a small chuckle and shook her head. <br />
Â <br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œOdd that as I give a patient a new beginning, I decide thatperhaps the time has come for me to consider giving myself the sameâ€¦â€</span> Shecaught a glimpse of the twinkle upon her finger and looked at that tiny band of platinum that had been given to her months before. She held her hand out before her, looking upon it, for but a fleeting moment her resolved wavered but quickly she regained herself. <br />
Â <br />
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<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color">â€œYouâ€¦ would have wanted me to not lose hopeâ€¦ to not losemyselfâ€¦â€</span> She said closing her hand. For now the ring would remain but new pathsopened for her each day with the rising sun and no longer would she avoid the chances the light of day brought herâ€¦ Â once again her wings were unfurledâ€¦ the timehad come to see how high she could flyâ€¦]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[~Marisa opens a street stall~ [open rp]]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=20789</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 20 Oct 2017 20:49:30 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=4376">Marisa</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Amidst the frenzy of trade and labor typical of Limsan docks just after sunrise, a young girl drags what appears to be an old wooden door onto the pier. The effort is tremendous for her, though few seem to pay any mind to her struggle. Having found a satisfactory spot, she lays the oversized board on the ground and briefly disappears. Within moments, she returns with one barrel, then another. It becomes clear that she is constructing a makeshift table.Â  <br />
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Upon her fourth trip to the pier, she is carrying an quilt of impressive size, held as though it were a sack and thrown across her shoulder. She hefts the quilt upon the table and unfurls the corners to reveal what most would think a pile of garbage.Â  <br />
<br />
Having spread the quilt as though it were a table cloth, the girl rearranges her pile of trinkets so as to take up the entire surface. The assortment is truly random, with the only unifying trait being that each item is something that glints, gleams, or glows in the sunlight. Scraps of metal, bits of crystal, junk materia, loose coins, the like. There is, however, the occasional item of potential worth, things you might expect to find hidden in some ancient tomb, not meant for the eyes of the living. How this girl, barely older than a child, acquired any of it is rather unclear.Â  <br />
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Placed on each piece, artifact or junk, is a sticker denoting a price in gil. To anyone who didn't understand her thought process, these prices would seem entirely arbitrary, though most are insignificant sums of gil.Â  <br />
<br />
With a look of mostly undeserved pride, she takes her place behind the table and sets a small wooden plank before her. On the scrap of wood are crudely carved letters filled in with a deep red paint,Â  <br />
<br />
"Marisa's Shop"<br />
<br />
[note to potential participants! What you find at the stall is almost entirely up to you, but it has to be something shiny and small enough to fit in a shoe box. Marisa also has rather questionable methods for obtaining her wares, so anything you've had go missing recently could very well be on this table.]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Amidst the frenzy of trade and labor typical of Limsan docks just after sunrise, a young girl drags what appears to be an old wooden door onto the pier. The effort is tremendous for her, though few seem to pay any mind to her struggle. Having found a satisfactory spot, she lays the oversized board on the ground and briefly disappears. Within moments, she returns with one barrel, then another. It becomes clear that she is constructing a makeshift table.Â  <br />
<br />
Upon her fourth trip to the pier, she is carrying an quilt of impressive size, held as though it were a sack and thrown across her shoulder. She hefts the quilt upon the table and unfurls the corners to reveal what most would think a pile of garbage.Â  <br />
<br />
Having spread the quilt as though it were a table cloth, the girl rearranges her pile of trinkets so as to take up the entire surface. The assortment is truly random, with the only unifying trait being that each item is something that glints, gleams, or glows in the sunlight. Scraps of metal, bits of crystal, junk materia, loose coins, the like. There is, however, the occasional item of potential worth, things you might expect to find hidden in some ancient tomb, not meant for the eyes of the living. How this girl, barely older than a child, acquired any of it is rather unclear.Â  <br />
<br />
Placed on each piece, artifact or junk, is a sticker denoting a price in gil. To anyone who didn't understand her thought process, these prices would seem entirely arbitrary, though most are insignificant sums of gil.Â  <br />
<br />
With a look of mostly undeserved pride, she takes her place behind the table and sets a small wooden plank before her. On the scrap of wood are crudely carved letters filled in with a deep red paint,Â  <br />
<br />
"Marisa's Shop"<br />
<br />
[note to potential participants! What you find at the stall is almost entirely up to you, but it has to be something shiny and small enough to fit in a shoe box. Marisa also has rather questionable methods for obtaining her wares, so anything you've had go missing recently could very well be on this table.]]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[[Balmung] Tears upon starlit sands...]]></title>
			<link>https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/showthread.php?tid=20778</link>
			<pubDate>Wed, 18 Oct 2017 23:33:58 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://ffxiv-roleplayers.com/mybb18/member.php?action=profile&uid=10686">Kisa Treani</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">A cool night as she walked the line of the beach. The breeze of the sea blew a strand of pink hair free from her head and she chose to just leave it there. She had far more pressing things on her mind as she walked through the sands of Costa del Sol. Pink eyes filled with sadness looked at the stars above and began to shine as tears filled them. She took a breath to try to push them away but in that moment she couldnâ€™t.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Nearly two weeks had gone by since she had seen her heart and soulâ€¦ her kitten, her cuddlebugâ€¦ her beautiful starlight. She dropped to her knees on the sand and just rested there. A place where they had shared so much love, a place she knew to be her angelâ€™s favorite and here she wasâ€¦ all of those emotions pounding from her chest.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œTheyâ€¦ look so dull without you my loveâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She said to herself quietly as tears began falling from her eyes. She had been strongâ€¦ she had hoped so much and still didâ€¦ but her conversation from the morningâ€¦ it had hit harder then she realized. She had not allowed herself to cryâ€¦ she kept telling herself that she had to be strong for herâ€¦ but in this moment, in this place where their love flourished, she could not hold back.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She pounded the sand not caring it did nothing; she just needed something, anything to try to take the emotions out on. The sand gave nothing and that is what she felt likeâ€¦ nothing. Her friends kept telling her to hopeâ€¦ saying that she would return and everything would be as it was. Trulyâ€¦ that is all she wantedâ€¦ everything back to when they were happy.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She had seen itâ€¦ a change, a shift in her loveâ€¦ she couldnâ€™t place her finger on it but she knew it was there. She didnâ€™t know why she didnâ€™t tell her what was goingâ€¦ why she didnâ€™t open up to the woman who cared more for than anything else that ever was. But she was not one to pryâ€¦ she merely stood by her angelâ€™s side hoping that the light she had given her could be reflected back in a way.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But it couldnâ€™tâ€¦ here she wasâ€¦ tears falling and wetting the sand below as she finally criedâ€¦ after two weeks of feeling lost and lonely she finally let it free and her tears fell like rain. Her friends did what they could for her and in truth without them she would be even more lost then she was but they were not herâ€¦ they were not her goddess, the woman who had shown her that love was possibleâ€¦ no one could be.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She wrapped her arms around her knees and just let herself cryâ€¦therapeutic in a way to be sure to let the emotion she had bottled up inside out. She looked towards the stars again and remembered her smile, her laugh, the way she would tease her and the devotion that she had for her beanâ€¦ all of it gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œIâ€¦ am so lost without you my loveâ€¦ I never deserved you in the first place but to not have you hereâ€¦ I am shatteredâ€¦â€Â </span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She cried out to the stars hoping that there would be an answerâ€¦ a signâ€¦ but nothing came and nothing was to come. She wanted so much to find her love again and to hold her in her arms. But in the end, as the days turned into weeksâ€¦ she feared she never would again.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In truth she didnâ€™t knowâ€¦ she didnâ€™t know what had happened,where her love wentâ€¦ why she did not return home that night. She tried not to think about itâ€¦ she tried to silence the dark voices in her head but as time passed they grew louder, stronger.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œNo!â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She called out chiding herself for even thinking any of those thoughts. The two of them were made for each otherâ€¦ the Twelve themselves created the two to be togetherâ€¦ they had been so happy togetherâ€¦ so lovingâ€¦ she was not going to accept what that dark voice told herâ€¦</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But after that last nightâ€¦ and after not seeing her sinceâ€¦ she just shook her head. She couldnâ€™t believe itâ€¦ she knew what her angel had been beforeâ€¦ the kind of relationships she had been in but she had said to her that she was her one and onlyâ€¦ the one she wanted and loved above all else. In truth her kitten was the only one she ever wanted for the rest of her lifeâ€¦ but now she was gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œI am still hereâ€¦ I will always love youâ€¦ my beautiful shining lightâ€¦ you will always have my heartâ€¦ no matter where you areâ€¦ or where you goâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She managed in between tears. She sat in the sand cradling her knees justâ€¦ crying. Her heart ached to see her love once moreâ€¦ just onceâ€¦ just to know she was alright.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œSo many things I would sayâ€¦ so many things I would apologize forâ€¦ so many things I would try to do betterâ€¦ for youâ€¦ nothing is too muchâ€¦ for youâ€¦ I would give all of existenceâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â Again she cried out into the empty night skyâ€¦ hoping her words would reach her angel in whatever distant place she was in. In truth she didnâ€™t know where her goddess wasâ€¦ there were no words, no signsâ€¦ justâ€¦ gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">That is what hurt the mostâ€¦ not knowingâ€¦ not knowing if her love was hurt or worse, not know if her love was happy, sad, mad, nothingâ€¦Â Â and that is what ground at her so. She was a healerâ€¦ it is her job to help those in needâ€¦ it is her job to hold her love and keep her safeâ€¦ but she had failedâ€¦ in some way shape or form she had failed and because of it she was empty.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œI am sorry my loveâ€¦ for what itâ€™s worthâ€¦ I am sorry. Somehow, someway I failed youâ€¦ if only I could be given the chance to make it right I would a thousand times over. I justâ€¦ I just want to see your smile againâ€¦ to hold you in my arms again and to know you are alrightâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The tears streamed freely down her face as she made her plea to the nightâ€™s skyâ€¦ she would wish on every star just to have her kitten brought back to her. To have her heart given back to her there is nothing she wouldn't doâ€¦ for herâ€¦ she would and had done everything.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Those eyes turned to the sky as her tears shined in the light cast by the moon on that cool crisp night. She looked toward the heavens and opened her mouth to speakâ€¦ so much had she said already but this time words did not come at first. She took a breath as her eyes took in the sky above her and she sighed before finally those words came to herâ€¦</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The eyes of a wanderer sore, lost within the stars</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Upon her heart weigh heavily the pain of scars</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But for the briefest of times she had been given light</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">With her angel, with her goddess she had felt so right</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But now that angel has taken wing</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">As she looks towards the stars doth the wanderer sing</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In hopes that her words of love reach her angelâ€™s ear</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">So that perhaps she can move forward once more without fear</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In the wandererâ€™s heart only love resides</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">To her kitten she hopes it guides</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Her beautiful starlight back to her side</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Upon her angel she will always look with pride</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">As her heart beats into the starlit sky</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She wishes with her love to once more fly</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">To be given back her angelâ€™s beautiful light</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For that gift, for that treasure she will fight</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">No matter where her kitten has flown</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Within her heart, love shall forever remain sown</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For though tears flow freely from her eyes</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The wanderer shall never stop looking towards the sky</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For that is where her goddess belong</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">An angel of beauty and a light so strong</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The wanderer reaches out her hand to the sky above</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Forever giving her angel nothing but loveâ€¦</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The hand fell to the sand again and the tears continued to fall from her eyes. In poetry she spoke words that she could not otherwise. She missed her Dani beyond what words could ever truly say and in truthâ€¦ no matter what the voices in her mind may be telling herâ€¦ she would never lose faith in her goddess. She belonged to herâ€¦ she was her bean and that would never changeâ€¦ she would always love herâ€¦ she was still even after this long her heart and soulâ€¦ her everything.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Even if the voices in her head were rightâ€¦ even if her angel was gone forever she would still hold a large piece of her heart because despite everythingâ€¦ she deserved it and more. She got to her feet and looked upon the stars again.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œIâ€¦ will always be here for you my loveâ€¦ you will always hold my heart and I shall always be waiting for your returnâ€¦ you are my goddessâ€¦ my angelâ€¦ my everythingâ€¦ may you always know you have a place to goâ€¦ and a place to be lovedâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She said taking a deep breath before turning and summoning aether to return her home.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In truth she was in that place to clear her headâ€¦ and in cryingâ€¦in releasing the emotions that had been picking away at her heart, she had gained clarity. Whether or not her Dani chose to return to her was not important. For in reality Dani was always with herâ€¦ the memories, the joy she felt with herâ€¦ those would never leave her no matter where she herself went.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She had to keep going, she had to keep fightingâ€¦ but she had said what she needed to sayâ€¦ she had given her light to her angelâ€¦ hopefully in some distant place, the most beautiful woman in all of existence would hear itâ€¦Â </span></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">A cool night as she walked the line of the beach. The breeze of the sea blew a strand of pink hair free from her head and she chose to just leave it there. She had far more pressing things on her mind as she walked through the sands of Costa del Sol. Pink eyes filled with sadness looked at the stars above and began to shine as tears filled them. She took a breath to try to push them away but in that moment she couldnâ€™t.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Nearly two weeks had gone by since she had seen her heart and soulâ€¦ her kitten, her cuddlebugâ€¦ her beautiful starlight. She dropped to her knees on the sand and just rested there. A place where they had shared so much love, a place she knew to be her angelâ€™s favorite and here she wasâ€¦ all of those emotions pounding from her chest.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œTheyâ€¦ look so dull without you my loveâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She said to herself quietly as tears began falling from her eyes. She had been strongâ€¦ she had hoped so much and still didâ€¦ but her conversation from the morningâ€¦ it had hit harder then she realized. She had not allowed herself to cryâ€¦ she kept telling herself that she had to be strong for herâ€¦ but in this moment, in this place where their love flourished, she could not hold back.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She pounded the sand not caring it did nothing; she just needed something, anything to try to take the emotions out on. The sand gave nothing and that is what she felt likeâ€¦ nothing. Her friends kept telling her to hopeâ€¦ saying that she would return and everything would be as it was. Trulyâ€¦ that is all she wantedâ€¦ everything back to when they were happy.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She had seen itâ€¦ a change, a shift in her loveâ€¦ she couldnâ€™t place her finger on it but she knew it was there. She didnâ€™t know why she didnâ€™t tell her what was goingâ€¦ why she didnâ€™t open up to the woman who cared more for than anything else that ever was. But she was not one to pryâ€¦ she merely stood by her angelâ€™s side hoping that the light she had given her could be reflected back in a way.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But it couldnâ€™tâ€¦ here she wasâ€¦ tears falling and wetting the sand below as she finally criedâ€¦ after two weeks of feeling lost and lonely she finally let it free and her tears fell like rain. Her friends did what they could for her and in truth without them she would be even more lost then she was but they were not herâ€¦ they were not her goddess, the woman who had shown her that love was possibleâ€¦ no one could be.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She wrapped her arms around her knees and just let herself cryâ€¦therapeutic in a way to be sure to let the emotion she had bottled up inside out. She looked towards the stars again and remembered her smile, her laugh, the way she would tease her and the devotion that she had for her beanâ€¦ all of it gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œIâ€¦ am so lost without you my loveâ€¦ I never deserved you in the first place but to not have you hereâ€¦ I am shatteredâ€¦â€Â </span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She cried out to the stars hoping that there would be an answerâ€¦ a signâ€¦ but nothing came and nothing was to come. She wanted so much to find her love again and to hold her in her arms. But in the end, as the days turned into weeksâ€¦ she feared she never would again.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In truth she didnâ€™t knowâ€¦ she didnâ€™t know what had happened,where her love wentâ€¦ why she did not return home that night. She tried not to think about itâ€¦ she tried to silence the dark voices in her head but as time passed they grew louder, stronger.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œNo!â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She called out chiding herself for even thinking any of those thoughts. The two of them were made for each otherâ€¦ the Twelve themselves created the two to be togetherâ€¦ they had been so happy togetherâ€¦ so lovingâ€¦ she was not going to accept what that dark voice told herâ€¦</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But after that last nightâ€¦ and after not seeing her sinceâ€¦ she just shook her head. She couldnâ€™t believe itâ€¦ she knew what her angel had been beforeâ€¦ the kind of relationships she had been in but she had said to her that she was her one and onlyâ€¦ the one she wanted and loved above all else. In truth her kitten was the only one she ever wanted for the rest of her lifeâ€¦ but now she was gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œI am still hereâ€¦ I will always love youâ€¦ my beautiful shining lightâ€¦ you will always have my heartâ€¦ no matter where you areâ€¦ or where you goâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She managed in between tears. She sat in the sand cradling her knees justâ€¦ crying. Her heart ached to see her love once moreâ€¦ just onceâ€¦ just to know she was alright.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œSo many things I would sayâ€¦ so many things I would apologize forâ€¦ so many things I would try to do betterâ€¦ for youâ€¦ nothing is too muchâ€¦ for youâ€¦ I would give all of existenceâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â Again she cried out into the empty night skyâ€¦ hoping her words would reach her angel in whatever distant place she was in. In truth she didnâ€™t know where her goddess wasâ€¦ there were no words, no signsâ€¦ justâ€¦ gone.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">That is what hurt the mostâ€¦ not knowingâ€¦ not knowing if her love was hurt or worse, not know if her love was happy, sad, mad, nothingâ€¦Â Â and that is what ground at her so. She was a healerâ€¦ it is her job to help those in needâ€¦ it is her job to hold her love and keep her safeâ€¦ but she had failedâ€¦ in some way shape or form she had failed and because of it she was empty.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œI am sorry my loveâ€¦ for what itâ€™s worthâ€¦ I am sorry. Somehow, someway I failed youâ€¦ if only I could be given the chance to make it right I would a thousand times over. I justâ€¦ I just want to see your smile againâ€¦ to hold you in my arms again and to know you are alrightâ€¦â€</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The tears streamed freely down her face as she made her plea to the nightâ€™s skyâ€¦ she would wish on every star just to have her kitten brought back to her. To have her heart given back to her there is nothing she wouldn't doâ€¦ for herâ€¦ she would and had done everything.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Those eyes turned to the sky as her tears shined in the light cast by the moon on that cool crisp night. She looked toward the heavens and opened her mouth to speakâ€¦ so much had she said already but this time words did not come at first. She took a breath as her eyes took in the sky above her and she sighed before finally those words came to herâ€¦</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The eyes of a wanderer sore, lost within the stars</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Upon her heart weigh heavily the pain of scars</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But for the briefest of times she had been given light</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">With her angel, with her goddess she had felt so right</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">But now that angel has taken wing</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">As she looks towards the stars doth the wanderer sing</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In hopes that her words of love reach her angelâ€™s ear</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">So that perhaps she can move forward once more without fear</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In the wandererâ€™s heart only love resides</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">To her kitten she hopes it guides</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Her beautiful starlight back to her side</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Upon her angel she will always look with pride</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">As her heart beats into the starlit sky</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She wishes with her love to once more fly</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">To be given back her angelâ€™s beautiful light</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For that gift, for that treasure she will fight</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">No matter where her kitten has flown</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Within her heart, love shall forever remain sown</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For though tears flow freely from her eyes</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The wanderer shall never stop looking towards the sky</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">For that is where her goddess belong</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">An angel of beauty and a light so strong</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The wanderer reaches out her hand to the sky above</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i"><span style="color: #ff33ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Forever giving her angel nothing but loveâ€¦</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">The hand fell to the sand again and the tears continued to fall from her eyes. In poetry she spoke words that she could not otherwise. She missed her Dani beyond what words could ever truly say and in truthâ€¦ no matter what the voices in her mind may be telling herâ€¦ she would never lose faith in her goddess. She belonged to herâ€¦ she was her bean and that would never changeâ€¦ she would always love herâ€¦ she was still even after this long her heart and soulâ€¦ her everything.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Even if the voices in her head were rightâ€¦ even if her angel was gone forever she would still hold a large piece of her heart because despite everythingâ€¦ she deserved it and more. She got to her feet and looked upon the stars again.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #ff66ff;" class="mycode_color"><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">â€œIâ€¦ will always be here for you my loveâ€¦ you will always hold my heart and I shall always be waiting for your returnâ€¦ you are my goddessâ€¦ my angelâ€¦ my everythingâ€¦ may you always know you have a place to goâ€¦ and a place to be lovedâ€¦â€</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â She said taking a deep breath before turning and summoning aether to return her home.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">In truth she was in that place to clear her headâ€¦ and in cryingâ€¦in releasing the emotions that had been picking away at her heart, she had gained clarity. Whether or not her Dani chose to return to her was not important. For in reality Dani was always with herâ€¦ the memories, the joy she felt with herâ€¦ those would never leave her no matter where she herself went.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">Â </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;" class="mycode_size"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;" class="mycode_font">She had to keep going, she had to keep fightingâ€¦ but she had said what she needed to sayâ€¦ she had given her light to her angelâ€¦ hopefully in some distant place, the most beautiful woman in all of existence would hear itâ€¦Â </span></span>]]></content:encoded>
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