Are you me? I'm in the exact same boat, it's funny. I've been playing for about 4 years now, twiddling my thumbs while waiting for Endwalker and made an alt on Mateus that I've grown to love. I also used to RP, but it's been years. I need to work on her background a bit more now that I've learned more about the lore, but I've also been way too nervous to approach anyone, despite making a carrd and everything, haha. I'd love to also ask for advice.