((Follows immediately after Experts on Voidsent and Comfort.))
***
Roughly an hour after leaving Illira alone in her room, D'hein now stood outside of it again, no better rested than when he left. Truthfully, though he'd managed to work his way into Antimony's bed, he hadn't had a second of sleep. Instead of being at his side and keeping him warm (which he had no business hoping she would do but had hoped anyway), Antimony had been awake and active and arguing with another woman right next to the bed the entire time. How could he sleep through that?
At least he had milk now. He took a drink from the bottle and smiled happily at the flavor, forgetting all of his complaints for a blissful trio of seconds. Then he lifted his hand to knock on the door.
Just then, someone walked by behind him so quickly that he barely sensed their passage, except for the rude brush that knocked him up against Illira's door with a heavy thud.
Illira hadn't done anything like lying in bed. Instead she'd spent the time stalking about her room, like a restless coeurl, indecisive about whether or not she should stay put for D'hein to come and hunt her back down or if she should run. She had done enough of the later though, even if under the guise of other actions. That knowledge was enough to keep her contained within her self-inflicted cage for the time being though.Â
When her door knocked in on her thoughts, she could almost see the vibrations pulsing through it with the weighted impact that it felt. It stopped her in the tracks that she had very nearly tred into the floor. Staring at it for a time, she eventually dragged herself to it, staying as far from the entrance as she could while her hand gipped the knob and pulled it open.
D'hein glared at the passer that had knocked him aside. Was that the woman from Antimony's room? Just as well. The woman had been very rude. He put the bottle of milk to his lips and turned forward to find that the door had opened and he was now staring into Illira's face. He choked.
The elezen's thin lips pressed together as she stared harshly down at the bumbling man. The itch hadn't vanished from her fingers. It probably never would.
"You sleep well then? You shouldn't have."
Cleaing his throat, one of D'hein's ears bounced, and he managed after a moment. "Not for an instant."
"Good," she said in a brusque yet sincere manner. "Will Antimony have me on this ill-fated journey of yours then?"
"I... do not think that she won't have you." He blinked. "As I am fully aware of the risk in answering that question incorrectly or with an error of connotation, I think you should ask her yourself." He extended a hand towards the room down the hall.
Her eyes narrow at that. "It’s not for me to do. I don't even want to join you." Sharply nailed fingers curled inward into her palm.
"What? It was your idea." He looked at Illira, then back down the hallway, then to his left where there was no one. He brushed the back of one hand over his face. "Oof. Why does this sound like it's going to get complicated?"
"It was only my suggestion because I do not believe that either of us would like the other path that you left open." She paused to reflect, "As satisfying as its endpoint might have been."
He winced. "Right! Well. The satisfaction you foresaw is up for debate. Listen, let's go and... Are you ready to...?"
Illira turns and grabs hold of a small pack that sat slumped by the bed, "Yes."
"Ah, good! Appreciated!" D'hein nodded and backed up, a bit too far. He thudded against the wall in the hallway. Then he turned left, but left was incorrect. He turned right. "I'm sure Antimony will be overjoyed to begin!" He walked down the hallway.
 Illira merely let out a displeased sigh, staring at the back of D'hein's neck as she followed him.
***
Antimony stood still in the middle of her room, where Loughree had left her. Her ears and tail shivered with weary thoughts. She hadn't yet bothered to shut the door after the Keeper, but then she expected D'hein to return with that awful Carceri woman any moment now regardless. She wondered if she could simply abandon him and strike out to deal with everything on her own.
D'hein cheerfully appeared in Antimony's doorway once more, both hands clasped about his bottle of milk. With a smile of dubious width and one shivering ear, he proclaimed, "Hello again! I have good news. Illira has chosen to join us and is already prepared for the journey!"
Looking up sharply, Antimony's tail curled tight behind her. Her features followed suit. "I don't wish her presence in family matters."
Standing behind the short man, Illira laughed sharply, "Now. If only D'hein understand what that meant. It’s too late for that though. I am not left much choice in this matter, Antimony."
The older miqo'te flinched, not having noticed the elezen until she'd spoken. "Ah," green eyes averted. "I did not mean..." She trailed off, and then huffed.
D'hein lifted his hands between them. "Now, I think a certain definition of intentions is in order. Illira really has no care to intervene in your relationship with your daughters. She's simply coming because she may be helpful in locating them and dealing with whatever threat has been directed at them."
Folding her arms across her body, Antimony let out a faint sigh. "I don't think she--" she hesitated, closed her eyes, brought two fingers up to pinch the bridge of her nose. "... Let us just be on our way," she finally murmured in defeat.
"You don't think that I... what? Care about family? I don't think that you actually know me well enough to judge me, Antimony."
D'hein could only make a nervous half-laugh of desperate helplessness.
"I said nothing of the sort," Antimony snapped, seeming to bunch up in on herself for a moment before hurrying towards the door, intent on brushing past both D'hein and Illira.
"No. You never finished your thought," Illira seemed content to throw barbs from where she stood, as far from D'hein as the narrow hall would let her.
D'hein did not impede Antimony, watching the woman for a moment, and then looking towards Illira. He managed to groan out, "I think an indispensable paradigm for this expedition would encourage us to go out-of-our way and say deliberately uplifting things to one another." He found some energy and gestured with fake excitement. "For example, I'm very impressed with how quickly you were prepared to depart, Illira. And Antimony's endless, graceful acceptance inspires me to be a better person! Now, isn't that starting off on the right foot?"
"I would like to find my daughters now," Antimony muttered stiffly, standing out in the hall. "Which means we need to make our way to Vesper Bay immediately."
"Then we should requisition chocobos. I think you're familiar with the local stable, so you should lead the way," says Illira.
"Yes, Antimony! You're in charge!" D'hein followed as though everyone were having a great time. "We're here to help and support you. Let's go and bring your daughters home."
***
Roughly an hour after leaving Illira alone in her room, D'hein now stood outside of it again, no better rested than when he left. Truthfully, though he'd managed to work his way into Antimony's bed, he hadn't had a second of sleep. Instead of being at his side and keeping him warm (which he had no business hoping she would do but had hoped anyway), Antimony had been awake and active and arguing with another woman right next to the bed the entire time. How could he sleep through that?
At least he had milk now. He took a drink from the bottle and smiled happily at the flavor, forgetting all of his complaints for a blissful trio of seconds. Then he lifted his hand to knock on the door.
Just then, someone walked by behind him so quickly that he barely sensed their passage, except for the rude brush that knocked him up against Illira's door with a heavy thud.
Illira hadn't done anything like lying in bed. Instead she'd spent the time stalking about her room, like a restless coeurl, indecisive about whether or not she should stay put for D'hein to come and hunt her back down or if she should run. She had done enough of the later though, even if under the guise of other actions. That knowledge was enough to keep her contained within her self-inflicted cage for the time being though.Â
When her door knocked in on her thoughts, she could almost see the vibrations pulsing through it with the weighted impact that it felt. It stopped her in the tracks that she had very nearly tred into the floor. Staring at it for a time, she eventually dragged herself to it, staying as far from the entrance as she could while her hand gipped the knob and pulled it open.
D'hein glared at the passer that had knocked him aside. Was that the woman from Antimony's room? Just as well. The woman had been very rude. He put the bottle of milk to his lips and turned forward to find that the door had opened and he was now staring into Illira's face. He choked.
The elezen's thin lips pressed together as she stared harshly down at the bumbling man. The itch hadn't vanished from her fingers. It probably never would.
"You sleep well then? You shouldn't have."
Cleaing his throat, one of D'hein's ears bounced, and he managed after a moment. "Not for an instant."
"Good," she said in a brusque yet sincere manner. "Will Antimony have me on this ill-fated journey of yours then?"
"I... do not think that she won't have you." He blinked. "As I am fully aware of the risk in answering that question incorrectly or with an error of connotation, I think you should ask her yourself." He extended a hand towards the room down the hall.
Her eyes narrow at that. "It’s not for me to do. I don't even want to join you." Sharply nailed fingers curled inward into her palm.
"What? It was your idea." He looked at Illira, then back down the hallway, then to his left where there was no one. He brushed the back of one hand over his face. "Oof. Why does this sound like it's going to get complicated?"
"It was only my suggestion because I do not believe that either of us would like the other path that you left open." She paused to reflect, "As satisfying as its endpoint might have been."
He winced. "Right! Well. The satisfaction you foresaw is up for debate. Listen, let's go and... Are you ready to...?"
Illira turns and grabs hold of a small pack that sat slumped by the bed, "Yes."
"Ah, good! Appreciated!" D'hein nodded and backed up, a bit too far. He thudded against the wall in the hallway. Then he turned left, but left was incorrect. He turned right. "I'm sure Antimony will be overjoyed to begin!" He walked down the hallway.
 Illira merely let out a displeased sigh, staring at the back of D'hein's neck as she followed him.
***
Antimony stood still in the middle of her room, where Loughree had left her. Her ears and tail shivered with weary thoughts. She hadn't yet bothered to shut the door after the Keeper, but then she expected D'hein to return with that awful Carceri woman any moment now regardless. She wondered if she could simply abandon him and strike out to deal with everything on her own.
D'hein cheerfully appeared in Antimony's doorway once more, both hands clasped about his bottle of milk. With a smile of dubious width and one shivering ear, he proclaimed, "Hello again! I have good news. Illira has chosen to join us and is already prepared for the journey!"
Looking up sharply, Antimony's tail curled tight behind her. Her features followed suit. "I don't wish her presence in family matters."
Standing behind the short man, Illira laughed sharply, "Now. If only D'hein understand what that meant. It’s too late for that though. I am not left much choice in this matter, Antimony."
The older miqo'te flinched, not having noticed the elezen until she'd spoken. "Ah," green eyes averted. "I did not mean..." She trailed off, and then huffed.
D'hein lifted his hands between them. "Now, I think a certain definition of intentions is in order. Illira really has no care to intervene in your relationship with your daughters. She's simply coming because she may be helpful in locating them and dealing with whatever threat has been directed at them."
Folding her arms across her body, Antimony let out a faint sigh. "I don't think she--" she hesitated, closed her eyes, brought two fingers up to pinch the bridge of her nose. "... Let us just be on our way," she finally murmured in defeat.
"You don't think that I... what? Care about family? I don't think that you actually know me well enough to judge me, Antimony."
D'hein could only make a nervous half-laugh of desperate helplessness.
"I said nothing of the sort," Antimony snapped, seeming to bunch up in on herself for a moment before hurrying towards the door, intent on brushing past both D'hein and Illira.
"No. You never finished your thought," Illira seemed content to throw barbs from where she stood, as far from D'hein as the narrow hall would let her.
D'hein did not impede Antimony, watching the woman for a moment, and then looking towards Illira. He managed to groan out, "I think an indispensable paradigm for this expedition would encourage us to go out-of-our way and say deliberately uplifting things to one another." He found some energy and gestured with fake excitement. "For example, I'm very impressed with how quickly you were prepared to depart, Illira. And Antimony's endless, graceful acceptance inspires me to be a better person! Now, isn't that starting off on the right foot?"
"I would like to find my daughters now," Antimony muttered stiffly, standing out in the hall. "Which means we need to make our way to Vesper Bay immediately."
"Then we should requisition chocobos. I think you're familiar with the local stable, so you should lead the way," says Illira.
"Yes, Antimony! You're in charge!" D'hein followed as though everyone were having a great time. "We're here to help and support you. Let's go and bring your daughters home."
"Song dogs barking at the break of dawn, lightning pushes the edges of a thunderstorm; and these streets, quiet as a sleeping army, send their battered dreams to heaven."
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