Most about that time was rather exciting~ Â I did not expect [blot] any of it! Â I [spot] I mostly recorded the encounter by note prior, so instead, here are some thoughts less expressed~
The sea is incredible. Â From what I had read, well, it was as I had read, but the experience itself was far greater than what the words written had held to my mind~ Â I wish to experiment with it sometime, to see what I may be able to do, if anything, though [blot] Â I suppose I would need to learn to swim better, wouldn't I? Â It is fairly deep from what I recall, much moreso than what I am used to in regards to bodies of water. Â Perhaps I will explore a beach later, though [blot] She was right, I am not dressed for swimming~
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I am not sure I ever would have been able to do so much before as I can now. Â This.. is all so exquisite, such an amazing chance I've found, and [blot] I wonder how it will end up. Â Certainly, this could have come sooner. Â Will they find out? Â Soli may not know the difference, but if I return [spot]
Did they know, I wonder? Â [blot]
I don't think they would keep that from me. Â What good would it do the Family to keep it from me? Â Why not have another who is able to move about, to help with their escapades, even to just transport things, or relay messages. Â What would it be to their advantage not letting me know? Â Family is most important, is it not? Â They would have told me. Â [spot]
But I don't know if I can tell them. Â Not yet.
But this! Â This 'metamagic' possibility opens up so much potential, so much knowledge to be gained, and a way that I can't see them not approving of~ Â I had always wished to study each and every sort of Aetherical manipulation or creation, as much as I could, but this. Â This makes it possible in a way I'd not much considered. Â Well, wondered about, certainly, but never known to be expressly possible. Â It may give me a number of answers, and of course, lead to more questions~ Â I am so glad that I was able to meet L'yhta, even if I cannot seem to find her again.
Though I do intend to find her again, or at least that house she spoke of. Â [a few small blots, like pen tapping] Â I wonder what she meant by 'Evil' mages. Â It may seem clear to most who are on the surface, perhaps, but the concepts of what is good and evil vary so clearly, even just between Families! Â I cannot help but wonder what consists of evil by their distinction. . . I know some on the surface would be so bold as to claim that all of us are evil, though it seems that is not necessarily the case here at least. Â Though, asking is not always the wisest course of action on these matters [spot]
I suppose I will find out one way or another. Â She certainly seemed to wish to meet me again sometime, so perhaps it will make itself clear.
I ought to pack up what I had left at the ruins, and bring it somewhat closer.
The sea is incredible. Â From what I had read, well, it was as I had read, but the experience itself was far greater than what the words written had held to my mind~ Â I wish to experiment with it sometime, to see what I may be able to do, if anything, though [blot] Â I suppose I would need to learn to swim better, wouldn't I? Â It is fairly deep from what I recall, much moreso than what I am used to in regards to bodies of water. Â Perhaps I will explore a beach later, though [blot] She was right, I am not dressed for swimming~
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I am not sure I ever would have been able to do so much before as I can now. Â This.. is all so exquisite, such an amazing chance I've found, and [blot] I wonder how it will end up. Â Certainly, this could have come sooner. Â Will they find out? Â Soli may not know the difference, but if I return [spot]
Did they know, I wonder? Â [blot]
I don't think they would keep that from me. Â What good would it do the Family to keep it from me? Â Why not have another who is able to move about, to help with their escapades, even to just transport things, or relay messages. Â What would it be to their advantage not letting me know? Â Family is most important, is it not? Â They would have told me. Â [spot]
But I don't know if I can tell them. Â Not yet.
But this! Â This 'metamagic' possibility opens up so much potential, so much knowledge to be gained, and a way that I can't see them not approving of~ Â I had always wished to study each and every sort of Aetherical manipulation or creation, as much as I could, but this. Â This makes it possible in a way I'd not much considered. Â Well, wondered about, certainly, but never known to be expressly possible. Â It may give me a number of answers, and of course, lead to more questions~ Â I am so glad that I was able to meet L'yhta, even if I cannot seem to find her again.
Though I do intend to find her again, or at least that house she spoke of. Â [a few small blots, like pen tapping] Â I wonder what she meant by 'Evil' mages. Â It may seem clear to most who are on the surface, perhaps, but the concepts of what is good and evil vary so clearly, even just between Families! Â I cannot help but wonder what consists of evil by their distinction. . . I know some on the surface would be so bold as to claim that all of us are evil, though it seems that is not necessarily the case here at least. Â Though, asking is not always the wisest course of action on these matters [spot]
I suppose I will find out one way or another. Â She certainly seemed to wish to meet me again sometime, so perhaps it will make itself clear.
I ought to pack up what I had left at the ruins, and bring it somewhat closer.
