(11-20-2014, 12:49 PM)Kage Wrote: For me, the biggest barrier in this game is always going to be me.I know that feeling.
My self-esteem and my awkwards.
It happens to me all the time, especially when I'm in an "important" role like tank or healer (which is all the time as of late on FFXIV, maining SCH on my "main" and PLD here). Doubly so if something bad happens - someone drops or someone is suddenly dangerously low on health.
I should record the crap I say to myself as I'm rushing to get that emergency Lustrate or two out on my main, haha. "Oh no you don't, OH NO YOU DON'T."
Or the triumphant "The box... says no." when successful.