(March 5th, 2015)
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We went on a date yesterday, a very long, and very exciting date! Yes, I'm-- [blot] going to call it that, I mean, we were both rather blatant about it anyway--Â but it still ended... on an awkward note. [blot] This seems to be a trend. I didn't actually get to voice my concerns, maybe another day. [blot]
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The day was nice though, yesterday, and I was feeling better. I made a trip to see Lainse, got all dressed up and stuff, and it turns out he did too! He [blot] had a corsage done for me-- and we decided that we would go enjoy the festival just then. Lainse made it even better-- they celebrate the festivities in the major cities too! It was so beautiful in Gridania!
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The peach blossoms seemed so natural, and Lainse took me toa pretty  waterfall just out of the way to the Aetherite Plaza. I seriously could have probably stayed there the whole night and talked with him-- if he wanted to anyway. I didn't want to leave. [blot] He had so many stories to tell too-- It seems the Harbingers have quite the reputation out here, and held many events and gatherings in the city. There was apparently a dating auction once, and Lainse was bid off pretty high.  It was funny to listen to.
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Oh, I'll need to ask him to show me how to skip rocks someday. I'm so curious. Maybe he can show me and not have to do it himself if he doesn't like it!
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After Gridania, he took me to a restaurant in Limsa Lominsa-- the Bismark, I think? I tried one of his favorite dishes there, and it was delicious. The view was amazing there too, we were sitting right over the harbor, and I couldn't keep my eyes off the ships and everything! Sand blisters, if I had any way to capture all the moments. It was great!
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Last, Lainse took me to a rather strange place.... it seemed like a resort, but with many, many ruins around. I guess the damaged structures are a result of [blot] what happened before. Lainse was a part of that as well, and branded as such. [blot] He told me about his friends, people he used to work with, and I realized a little too late that ... there are likely a lot of them he'll never see again. I know too well. [blot]
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Anyway. It was a nice day for the most part. Again, if I had a way to commit more tomemory than just writing it down. Lainse has a gift to draw-- he even drew me again! I can't wait to see how it turns out. I'll probably see in the next few days or so! We came back to the mansion after our little trip, to see more people and whatnot. I would have preferred just to stay out with Lainse-- but I think I was making him uncomfortable.
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There was a very rude Miqo'te when we arrived, and did I want to give him a piece of my mind! I let it be though. [blot]
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So, not only is Lainse talented in sketching, but he plays music really well too? [blot] Really well--. And sings! [blot]Today [blot] it was a good day! I'm really grateful for Lainse taking me where he did-- it was worth having to -- stay here for Twelve know how long. [blot]
 He sang how much he enjoyed my company-- my features, how-- [blot] pretty I am? I don't [blot] know what to think about that. It's flattering-- of course, and, it makes me happy to be around Lainse, to share these moments with him but--.[blot] Is this some sort of infatuation? He shared so much with me,  trusted me, and-- I haven't said much for myself at all. [blot]  We're going to give this thing a try! I mean, I enjoy his company and want to share more memories with him, but -- I still feel like there's so much to Know. Maybe I've just gotten so used to the monotony I see here at home-- the change is so different.
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I don't doubt I made him feel uncomfortable yet again-.[blot] He worries about lose me so quickly and often-- and it confuses me. I'm not sure what he sees just yet that's worth that sort of worry, but we'll get to know each other better in time, and maybe I'll understand. Â I'm happy that he seems to be happy save for that.
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[The handwriting is loose, messier than the last]
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We went on a date yesterday, a very long, and very exciting date! Yes, I'm-- [blot] going to call it that, I mean, we were both rather blatant about it anyway--Â but it still ended... on an awkward note. [blot] This seems to be a trend. I didn't actually get to voice my concerns, maybe another day. [blot]
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The day was nice though, yesterday, and I was feeling better. I made a trip to see Lainse, got all dressed up and stuff, and it turns out he did too! He [blot] had a corsage done for me-- and we decided that we would go enjoy the festival just then. Lainse made it even better-- they celebrate the festivities in the major cities too! It was so beautiful in Gridania!
Â
The peach blossoms seemed so natural, and Lainse took me toa pretty  waterfall just out of the way to the Aetherite Plaza. I seriously could have probably stayed there the whole night and talked with him-- if he wanted to anyway. I didn't want to leave. [blot] He had so many stories to tell too-- It seems the Harbingers have quite the reputation out here, and held many events and gatherings in the city. There was apparently a dating auction once, and Lainse was bid off pretty high.  It was funny to listen to.
Â
Oh, I'll need to ask him to show me how to skip rocks someday. I'm so curious. Maybe he can show me and not have to do it himself if he doesn't like it!
Â
After Gridania, he took me to a restaurant in Limsa Lominsa-- the Bismark, I think? I tried one of his favorite dishes there, and it was delicious. The view was amazing there too, we were sitting right over the harbor, and I couldn't keep my eyes off the ships and everything! Sand blisters, if I had any way to capture all the moments. It was great!
Â
Last, Lainse took me to a rather strange place.... it seemed like a resort, but with many, many ruins around. I guess the damaged structures are a result of [blot] what happened before. Lainse was a part of that as well, and branded as such. [blot] He told me about his friends, people he used to work with, and I realized a little too late that ... there are likely a lot of them he'll never see again. I know too well. [blot]
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Anyway. It was a nice day for the most part. Again, if I had a way to commit more tomemory than just writing it down. Lainse has a gift to draw-- he even drew me again! I can't wait to see how it turns out. I'll probably see in the next few days or so! We came back to the mansion after our little trip, to see more people and whatnot. I would have preferred just to stay out with Lainse-- but I think I was making him uncomfortable.
Â
There was a very rude Miqo'te when we arrived, and did I want to give him a piece of my mind! I let it be though. [blot]
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So, not only is Lainse talented in sketching, but he plays music really well too? [blot] Really well--. And sings! [blot]Today [blot] it was a good day! I'm really grateful for Lainse taking me where he did-- it was worth having to -- stay here for Twelve know how long. [blot]
 He sang how much he enjoyed my company-- my features, how-- [blot] pretty I am? I don't [blot] know what to think about that. It's flattering-- of course, and, it makes me happy to be around Lainse, to share these moments with him but--.[blot] Is this some sort of infatuation? He shared so much with me,  trusted me, and-- I haven't said much for myself at all. [blot]  We're going to give this thing a try! I mean, I enjoy his company and want to share more memories with him, but -- I still feel like there's so much to Know. Maybe I've just gotten so used to the monotony I see here at home-- the change is so different.
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I don't doubt I made him feel uncomfortable yet again-.[blot] He worries about lose me so quickly and often-- and it confuses me. I'm not sure what he sees just yet that's worth that sort of worry, but we'll get to know each other better in time, and maybe I'll understand. Â I'm happy that he seems to be happy save for that.
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