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I don't really know what to say, why I'm writing. I don't know what to talk about and it's probably evident there's a something if anyone saw me.Â
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After some [blot] alright talk in the Quicksand, I managed a trip back to Gridania for lessons again. They're taking it slow with me for now because of the headaches. They've been really reserved after my first mistake out in the Shroud. I mean, when I told them about it anyway. I guess I probably should have said something when Eiji found me the one time. [blot]
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Anyroad-.. [blot] I got to see Lainse tonight! He's [blot]not doing too well, and I'm sure I'm contributing to that. I said so! He says no. I can't really believe him but what are you going to do about that, right? Push someone enough, it's going to make them mad. Trust, I guess.
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He needed me last night. He took me to the graves of his fallen friends.  It was hard to watch him cope-- [blot] we talked about it and I don't know if anything I said was heard. [blot] I haven't had that sort of loss really [blot] what would my words do? That's-- okay. I'm not upset by it,just hope he can find the words and help he needs if any. I might try to visit or wri-- [blot] Right. Maybe activate that link pearl and see if he wants to talk. I made sure he got somewhere safe for the night -- [blot] and I couldn't stay.Â
If it's been on my mind, and probably will later, I can imagine he's going through much worse.
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Tomorrow.
I don't really know what to say, why I'm writing. I don't know what to talk about and it's probably evident there's a something if anyone saw me.Â
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After some [blot] alright talk in the Quicksand, I managed a trip back to Gridania for lessons again. They're taking it slow with me for now because of the headaches. They've been really reserved after my first mistake out in the Shroud. I mean, when I told them about it anyway. I guess I probably should have said something when Eiji found me the one time. [blot]
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Anyroad-.. [blot] I got to see Lainse tonight! He's [blot]not doing too well, and I'm sure I'm contributing to that. I said so! He says no. I can't really believe him but what are you going to do about that, right? Push someone enough, it's going to make them mad. Trust, I guess.
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He needed me last night. He took me to the graves of his fallen friends.  It was hard to watch him cope-- [blot] we talked about it and I don't know if anything I said was heard. [blot] I haven't had that sort of loss really [blot] what would my words do? That's-- okay. I'm not upset by it,just hope he can find the words and help he needs if any. I might try to visit or wri-- [blot] Right. Maybe activate that link pearl and see if he wants to talk. I made sure he got somewhere safe for the night -- [blot] and I couldn't stay.Â
If it's been on my mind, and probably will later, I can imagine he's going through much worse.
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Tomorrow.
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