
...The worst thing about bullying... For me it's my copycat behavior. I just copy mean people for no reason. Guess I just want to "fit in" or something.Â
So um.
I forgat when I started rping, but there was this guy named "Kai". He's not the bully here, he just was the host in one rp and we became friends. I don't really know him, but it's just like, if I think of someone as "nice" or something like that the one day, then the next day I just decide they're my "friend". So I kinda just liked him cuz he was nice.
There was someone else. I'unno why she was there, but she was. I assumed she was a friend or something of Kai. "Bedhorsegutter", was her name. So, she was pretty much the only host that was online when I was. Yeah... The site I rped on was KINDA dead. Anyways, I always used to rp in her group when I just returned to the site (because I left often, because... Just read along.), rped a bit, and then left. She was always mean to everyone just because they were stupid or something. Yup, I copycatted(is that the right spelling...?) that behavior... And after some time, in the rp she asked stuff like "can your char lose an arm" a few seconds after the rp started. After that it always got worse, and everyone laughed at me n stuff, and I lost the will to rp, got bored, and left the site. Each time I came back, I forgat what happened previously, and joined the group she had made that time. She always had another name then before, too. Ultimately, she got really mad after I "messed up" a rp (and she insulted me in various ways n stuff) and, according to her, "made myself the victim", with which she probably meant I wasn't one. I "apollogized" (the group that time was.. Like, ace attorney :P), but she wanted me to like, "confess" something, I don't really remember what. I decided to just, like, stop rping there. The site was like, gonna be gone for good soon. So yeah. Now I'm here. I'unno. ...
So um.
I forgat when I started rping, but there was this guy named "Kai". He's not the bully here, he just was the host in one rp and we became friends. I don't really know him, but it's just like, if I think of someone as "nice" or something like that the one day, then the next day I just decide they're my "friend". So I kinda just liked him cuz he was nice.
There was someone else. I'unno why she was there, but she was. I assumed she was a friend or something of Kai. "Bedhorsegutter", was her name. So, she was pretty much the only host that was online when I was. Yeah... The site I rped on was KINDA dead. Anyways, I always used to rp in her group when I just returned to the site (because I left often, because... Just read along.), rped a bit, and then left. She was always mean to everyone just because they were stupid or something. Yup, I copycatted(is that the right spelling...?) that behavior... And after some time, in the rp she asked stuff like "can your char lose an arm" a few seconds after the rp started. After that it always got worse, and everyone laughed at me n stuff, and I lost the will to rp, got bored, and left the site. Each time I came back, I forgat what happened previously, and joined the group she had made that time. She always had another name then before, too. Ultimately, she got really mad after I "messed up" a rp (and she insulted me in various ways n stuff) and, according to her, "made myself the victim", with which she probably meant I wasn't one. I "apollogized" (the group that time was.. Like, ace attorney :P), but she wanted me to like, "confess" something, I don't really remember what. I decided to just, like, stop rping there. The site was like, gonna be gone for good soon. So yeah. Now I'm here. I'unno. ...
...My character, it's easier to access it for me this way...
https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Kupmo_Kapp
https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Kupmo_Kapp