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I'm really terribly sorry for doing this pointless thread, but I honestly don't feel like logging on FFXIV for now. I have been fighting against depression for a little while, and I deal with a incredible abusive and violent towards me big brother, that already punched my mother, and unfortunately my father can't do much, and barely know how much of a jerkass he is because he has a heart problem and depression from being overworked so we genuinely don't want to bother him.
I won't go into details so this doesn't become a pity thread, but today he was really really abusive to me, and affected me a lot. I would ask a Mod to lock this thread if it's within his power and authorization, if only to avoid it being a "Pat Quki in the head what a rough life" or "Don't go to RPC Attention Whore" kinda deal. I'm just writing here so people who knows me know I'm taking a small break, and I really can't bring myself to log on FFXIV. I think I'll be back in 3 days or something, I'm sorry.
I won't go into details so this doesn't become a pity thread, but today he was really really abusive to me, and affected me a lot. I would ask a Mod to lock this thread if it's within his power and authorization, if only to avoid it being a "Pat Quki in the head what a rough life" or "Don't go to RPC Attention Whore" kinda deal. I'm just writing here so people who knows me know I'm taking a small break, and I really can't bring myself to log on FFXIV. I think I'll be back in 3 days or something, I'm sorry.