Right now, my routine is :
1) Log in.
2) Get a level or two on a class I haven't 50d yet with Kell.
3) See if anyone I know wants to RP in a place where we can see what we're typing.
4) Log out 'cause number 3 ain't happening anytime soon unless it's planned (aka tomorrow night for me).
5) Play something else for a whole lot longer than I did FFXIV that day.
So yeah my motivation is complete garbage right now - Dunno if it's just the RP scene that bores me what with everyone having their plotlines for Heavensward or just my mood in general that's gone to shit, but yeah.
I dunno how to deal with it, and quite frankly if it's the second one there's not a lot I CAN do to deal with it. Like, I've allegedly recovered from a major depressive episode that I couldn't recognize because I've always been this way. So it might just be that, and if it is I'll need to accept that it's happening and that there's gonna be a lot more times where I'm completely fucked in the head temporarily.
1) Log in.
2) Get a level or two on a class I haven't 50d yet with Kell.
3) See if anyone I know wants to RP in a place where we can see what we're typing.
4) Log out 'cause number 3 ain't happening anytime soon unless it's planned (aka tomorrow night for me).
5) Play something else for a whole lot longer than I did FFXIV that day.
So yeah my motivation is complete garbage right now - Dunno if it's just the RP scene that bores me what with everyone having their plotlines for Heavensward or just my mood in general that's gone to shit, but yeah.
I dunno how to deal with it, and quite frankly if it's the second one there's not a lot I CAN do to deal with it. Like, I've allegedly recovered from a major depressive episode that I couldn't recognize because I've always been this way. So it might just be that, and if it is I'll need to accept that it's happening and that there's gonna be a lot more times where I'm completely fucked in the head temporarily.
