Thanks for all the advice, guys.
I do read up on the dungeons and raids before I do them - I actually check multiple websites before each one. That's one of those "I didn't really deserve to be an AP honor student" side-effects: I have a tendency to over-prepare. But, theory and practice rarely match up.
I know the party is there to help me too, but the thing about anxiety? You never really know what's going to make you anxious. Knowing it's not all on me and feeling like it's not all on me aren't the same thing.
It doesn't help that the classes I want to play are all tanks, with the exception of pugilist. But that's okay, because I'm not even a bad tank. My actual ability to preform my job isn't the problem here.
I do read up on the dungeons and raids before I do them - I actually check multiple websites before each one. That's one of those "I didn't really deserve to be an AP honor student" side-effects: I have a tendency to over-prepare. But, theory and practice rarely match up.
I know the party is there to help me too, but the thing about anxiety? You never really know what's going to make you anxious. Knowing it's not all on me and feeling like it's not all on me aren't the same thing.
It doesn't help that the classes I want to play are all tanks, with the exception of pugilist. But that's okay, because I'm not even a bad tank. My actual ability to preform my job isn't the problem here.
Each man longs to pursue his dream. Each man is tortured by this dream, but the dream gives meaning to his life. Even if the dream ruins his life, man cannot allow himself to leave it behind. In this world, is man ever able to possess anything more solid, than a dream?
-Berserk
