Hello to any who take the time to open this thread and read what I have to say. Â I know most of my posts in the past have been rather....depressing....but I found that taking some time away from the game and reflecting on things was good in the long run.
With that being said I am back on Balmung and I am looking to change some old habits so I no longer feel alone. Â I am a very shy person who doesn't run up to random people and try to make friends with them right away nor am I the type to spark a conversation in order to befriend others. Â Sadly I am the person who sits in the corner wondering what it is I am doing that has people avoiding me like I am contagious. Â I want to change this.
As I type this it is taking every ounce of strength I have to press on in hopes my plea will be heard. Â I wish to find someone I can be social with on a daily basis who says a friendly hello when I log on, actually wants to hang out with me during my time on then says a simple goodnight as we both log. Â I know this is an awful lot to ask of anyone but I really dislike this feeling of loneliness in this game and as each day goes by I play less and less because I can not work up the simple courage to just talk to people. Â No, my shyness and overthinking keeps me from simple interaction with anyone.
I apologize if this comes off at all creepy or disrespectful in any way but I have no idea what else I can do. Â It is very difficult for me to talk to random people in an MMO which in turn leaves me playing solo and I hate it. Â I do not wish to play alone, that is why I ask for companionship. Â I know I could join an FC or Linkshell but anything I do come across is heavily cliquish and people just forget you even joined. No one understands that saying a simple hello to someone who logs on can make a world of difference. Â It's a very painful experience and honestly I don't wish to go through it anymore.
If you have continued to read this far I thank you and apologize for the wall of text. Â I just respectfully wish that someone out there actually take notice of my existence and actually converse with me. Â There is nothing worse than being treated like you are non existent in an MMO, well except if you have a hard time actually talking to anyone like I do.
Again apologies if I come off at all creepy, it isn't my intention. Also I fear to check back on this post as people tend to dislike posts like these and I can't handle negativity very well. Feel free to respond as you like, I am honestly just satisfied with anyone knowing I am out there.
With that being said I am back on Balmung and I am looking to change some old habits so I no longer feel alone. Â I am a very shy person who doesn't run up to random people and try to make friends with them right away nor am I the type to spark a conversation in order to befriend others. Â Sadly I am the person who sits in the corner wondering what it is I am doing that has people avoiding me like I am contagious. Â I want to change this.
As I type this it is taking every ounce of strength I have to press on in hopes my plea will be heard. Â I wish to find someone I can be social with on a daily basis who says a friendly hello when I log on, actually wants to hang out with me during my time on then says a simple goodnight as we both log. Â I know this is an awful lot to ask of anyone but I really dislike this feeling of loneliness in this game and as each day goes by I play less and less because I can not work up the simple courage to just talk to people. Â No, my shyness and overthinking keeps me from simple interaction with anyone.
I apologize if this comes off at all creepy or disrespectful in any way but I have no idea what else I can do. Â It is very difficult for me to talk to random people in an MMO which in turn leaves me playing solo and I hate it. Â I do not wish to play alone, that is why I ask for companionship. Â I know I could join an FC or Linkshell but anything I do come across is heavily cliquish and people just forget you even joined. No one understands that saying a simple hello to someone who logs on can make a world of difference. Â It's a very painful experience and honestly I don't wish to go through it anymore.
If you have continued to read this far I thank you and apologize for the wall of text. Â I just respectfully wish that someone out there actually take notice of my existence and actually converse with me. Â There is nothing worse than being treated like you are non existent in an MMO, well except if you have a hard time actually talking to anyone like I do.
Again apologies if I come off at all creepy, it isn't my intention. Also I fear to check back on this post as people tend to dislike posts like these and I can't handle negativity very well. Feel free to respond as you like, I am honestly just satisfied with anyone knowing I am out there.
Each Warrior wants to leave the mark of his will, his signature, on important acts he touches. This is not the voice of ego but of the human spirit, rising up and declaring that it has something to contribute to the solution of the hardest problems, no matter how vexing!
Pat Riley
Pat Riley
