I looked over a few of your previous posts. You seem to have this feeling a lot, and I really understand--I started here about two months ago and had similar observations about how 'closed' the culture can feel. It can be hard some days. I went through a lot of character concepts and fantasias trying to think of what kind of character would "fit in" with the RP on the server that I wanted to be a part of, and wouldn't attract the kind of RP I wasn't looking for. At the end of the day I realized I just had to stop worrying about "the community" and do what made me happy. When you make yourself happy and stop relying on others, you spread happiness everywhere.
So, the only advice I can give you is that you need to change your perspective. You seem to feel like the community owes you something in terms of interaction. You should instead start considering what you can do to offer something to the community. Are you inspired by your character? What story do you have to tell? What do you want from the game? How can you make Balmung a better place? I guess, just be the change you want to see.
Unless you start embodying the positivity and welcoming attitude you wish to see, you probably won't find yourself happy even if you make a friend or two over the next couple of weeks. You are responsible for your own happiness and outlook in a game like this where there is so much to do and it's something others come to in order to have fun and share.
So, the only advice I can give you is that you need to change your perspective. You seem to feel like the community owes you something in terms of interaction. You should instead start considering what you can do to offer something to the community. Are you inspired by your character? What story do you have to tell? What do you want from the game? How can you make Balmung a better place? I guess, just be the change you want to see.
Unless you start embodying the positivity and welcoming attitude you wish to see, you probably won't find yourself happy even if you make a friend or two over the next couple of weeks. You are responsible for your own happiness and outlook in a game like this where there is so much to do and it's something others come to in order to have fun and share.
