Delial is, frankly, a murderer. She is a means to an end kind of gal and so she's painted much of the conflicts she's lived through (like, y'know, Ala Mhigo) in very black and white terms. It's probably a coping mechanism, really, a way to justify to herself that the things she's done are actually Good and Just. It has also become a compulsion: if she has to be monstrous to preserve the greater good, as thankless a task as that tends to be, then better her than someone else. For the most part, she believes it. Sometimes, others are kind enough to believe it, too, even if only for a little bit. It brings her no joy, though. She hasn't been in a good place in a very long time and some of the more recent deaths, both those she played some part in and those involving friends, have been wearing her down pretty badly.
But she has to keep at it. It's what she is supposed to be.
But she has to keep at it. It's what she is supposed to be.
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