I should start off by saying that Sounsyy is not a morally good character. She has killed for personal reasons before, and would likely do so again if she felt that was the best option. She is Ala Mhigan, raised by a warrior people who revel in bloodbaths. She was a child soldier of the Resistance and later a naval officer to a nation of pirates and brigands. That said, she does suffer from severe PTSD symptoms and her mental illness does often affect her judgement. But its still very up in the air whether she is more damaged by the horrors of war or the taking of lives.
The Garleans were very easy to cope. She demonizes them and strips them of all human qualities. In her mind they are as cold as the mechina they use to claim dominion of the territories. She does not stop to think if a Garlean had a family or had feelings or regrets or aspirations because the Garleans who butchered her people never once thought if her father had a family. In her mind, every Garlean deserves the fate of its subjugated peoples.
Garleans and certain beastmen aside, Sounsyy has also taken the lives of more-or-less innocents. In her mind, they fully deserved to die. Her cold anger guided her blade. But she does feel some remorse for her actions, even if she does not regret her past decisions. Sometimes these kills keep her up at night. Other times she reminds herself that she would not be where she is today had she not disposed of these people.
/shrug
Sounsyy is a repeat offender of "crime of passion." Probably doesn't help that her father was a raging pirate psychopath murderer. Idk, like father like daughter right?
The Garleans were very easy to cope. She demonizes them and strips them of all human qualities. In her mind they are as cold as the mechina they use to claim dominion of the territories. She does not stop to think if a Garlean had a family or had feelings or regrets or aspirations because the Garleans who butchered her people never once thought if her father had a family. In her mind, every Garlean deserves the fate of its subjugated peoples.
Garleans and certain beastmen aside, Sounsyy has also taken the lives of more-or-less innocents. In her mind, they fully deserved to die. Her cold anger guided her blade. But she does feel some remorse for her actions, even if she does not regret her past decisions. Sometimes these kills keep her up at night. Other times she reminds herself that she would not be where she is today had she not disposed of these people.
/shrug
Sounsyy is a repeat offender of "crime of passion." Probably doesn't help that her father was a raging pirate psychopath murderer. Idk, like father like daughter right?