This is an issue I've dealt with and will continue to deal with on Aden the entire time I'm playing the character. He's coming to terms with the act, but he's very much doing so in his own way. There's little I can say about it as a blanket statement because he's still figuring out how to handle it. He doesn't want to become callous to it, but he has to learn how to handle it in a productive way. He'd always prefer to not have to kill anyone, but understands sometimes killing will be the only or best option.
However, he is going to make an exception for a certain someone and take great pleasure in holding them down while someone else gets the killing blow.
However, he is going to make an exception for a certain someone and take great pleasure in holding them down while someone else gets the killing blow.