He arrived in Ul'dah, staring out of the opening of the plaza, eyes dull, and half lidded. John was physical, emotional, and mental drain, yet he could feel tears welling up into his eyes. It hurt, admitting defeat, when you try so hard to make it work, to try and find your place. He started for the stairs, only to freeze as he thought about their reaction to the sight of him. They would be upset and he was sure that they would call Sam. Sam, who would come to make sure he was ok, and give him 'I told you so' look. He couldn't face that, not when he could feel himself near the breaking point.
'Quiet...I...we need somewhere quiet...' he though dully. Howl had said to stop by but it was late and... he reach for the aetherite teleporting to the 4 ward. He didn't even remember making it to plot 17 but the small house look nice, looked inviting, and he was opening the door stepping inside. The room felt warm and alive and 'like home.' he thought, feeling his knees buckle under him. He curl in on himself, fighting back the sobs that were trying to break free, feeling bits of himself starting to shatter under the stress that had been building for far too long.
He struggle to his feet, stumbling over to the stairs that lead to the basement, and lost his pack somewhere on one of the steps. John notice the female and male Auri, who look a little startle at him being there. "Please...don't tell them..." he says though his tears. "I...just need a place...I'll be gone by morning..." The male nods to the couches and John drops onto one.
John curl around Kit's book, protecting her, even as he shatter. He drift asleep even as tears ran down his face.
'Quiet...I...we need somewhere quiet...' he though dully. Howl had said to stop by but it was late and... he reach for the aetherite teleporting to the 4 ward. He didn't even remember making it to plot 17 but the small house look nice, looked inviting, and he was opening the door stepping inside. The room felt warm and alive and 'like home.' he thought, feeling his knees buckle under him. He curl in on himself, fighting back the sobs that were trying to break free, feeling bits of himself starting to shatter under the stress that had been building for far too long.
He struggle to his feet, stumbling over to the stairs that lead to the basement, and lost his pack somewhere on one of the steps. John notice the female and male Auri, who look a little startle at him being there. "Please...don't tell them..." he says though his tears. "I...just need a place...I'll be gone by morning..." The male nods to the couches and John drops onto one.
John curl around Kit's book, protecting her, even as he shatter. He drift asleep even as tears ran down his face.
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