Viper, you may find you don't get much of a response. That's just because everything you've mentioned has been hashed out to death already, not any slight on your person. I don't think anyone would blame you for not reading through everything that's been said, though.
Basically, don't worry. The only real problems here are those caused by pessimism. Patience and acceptance will be rewarded.
Basically, don't worry. The only real problems here are those caused by pessimism. Patience and acceptance will be rewarded.