Poe's Journal Entry
The writing is a little sloppy but seems to show an energy.Rose! Rose…thank Menphina for her, truly! I didn’t know what I expected…but she made me feel so much better. I had sorta hit my breaking point; there was so much going on with everyone. And I need to be there for them…but I couldn’t think clearly any more.
She came right out to meet me at Costa. Found me sulking at the bar, though she was nice enough to not comment on it. And then, with a simple question, I started spilling. I told her everything that had happened and then the distance…the silence. And Rose, man, a true best friend, was outraged. And even though I tried to calm her, part of me was happy that someone else was hurt for me as well. She seemed surprised, stating she knew Daevien had been gone a while but had assumed he had been in contact with me.
And then she hugged me and I started crying. Just because I am confused. Rose had a way of making me smile again though, and she helped me see that no matter how the pieces fall, I am going to get through it. And she will be right by my side.
Two glasses of wine later, we headed for the ship. I saw Ace slipping out, not sure if Rose noticed him or not. We ran into S’anhu, we spoke of how we may be able to help Ace. Ace and his ideas! We spoke of going to his guild and speaking with them there…well, I offered to go with S’anhu, but suddenly Rose and him were starting to tense up with how to handle this. I wasn’t used to seeing S’anhu like this…maybe it scared me a little. I know I can negotiate with others well enough, but I decided to leave it to S’anhu. Everyone seems to have a plan on how to handle this…I simply wanted to gather all the information and we all sit down…be logical and thoughtful and figure out a plan. Rose insists this is her fate…to destroy Shura. No! She is my best friend, she doesn’t even know what would happen to her after. I don’t want anything to happen to her either.
My exhaustion has started to set in, I will try to find S’anhu tomorrow, find out what he learned. If it’s not enough…I will return to the guild and see if I can find out more. Not that I don’t doubt S’anhu’s abilities, but…he seemed…fired up about it. I don’t know how well that work. A simple minded female Miqo’te asking questions…maybe I can find out more.
We will get through this, I swear.
