Poe's Journal Entry
The writing is a bit wobbly and hesitantMy head…I should have known better. The sun coming in the windows in Rose’s rented room. Oh Gods. I immediately reached for my journal, it was splayed out, open on the floor where I apparently dropped it when I got into her room. I have re-read the entry several times.
I…I am worried. Was I rude to anyone? Did I tell Ryillin he was stubborn to his face? Did I yell at Ruhan? Did I really think through the advice to Ace? Did Rose really like her gift?
Did…did I say or do anything foolish around S’anhu? Much of the night feels hazy, like a dream. Oddly I could have sworn I could still smell S’anhu…maybe the hug? I apparently just curled up still dressed in the clothes I was wearing…I suppose it’s better than waking up naked on the beach or something.
Which brings me to my next thought. I remember jabbering about going fishing when Ace was trying to ask Rose to go away with him for a bit. Ami said I should do it. I guess a trip fishing would be a good thing, time to clear my head. Figure out what the hell I am doing! I am a bit nervous to face the others, I hope I kept my wits about me. I hope I didn’t make anyone feel uncomfortable…
I will pack shortly and go to Costa. An overnight or two at the beach would be good. I can stay out of trouble there…
