Poe's Journal Entry
Sloppy writing fills the page, rather large print…Well…I uttered it out loud to someone other than Rose. Ryillin asked. I feel like I was straight forward enough. Like Relan said, I am starting to feel alive… Maybe I am just starting to feel. Some nice compliments…some foolish behavior on my part…
Was still nice to see everyone…to see their smiles…
I apparently wanted to leave a quick thought last evening. I have woken now, the sun is high in the sky but I placed my hammock in the shade. Just laying here, swinging with the breeze. Trying to remember everything last evening. The smiles, it seemed a general lighter mood. Was nice to see us all be able to. Cy is a pleasant one to be around. And Sae…his choice of swimwear, a confident one indeed. Ryillin even loosened up! And I was glad to see Cao come join us for some fun. And everyone liked the drinks, Sour Cheriade! I must have eaten a ton of cherries…
S’anhu arrived…he seemed busy talking to others. I only got to talk to him a moment but my stupid drunk choices, yup, made him, well I made him feel horrified I am pretty sure. Should have seen his face. I will remember to not make small talk when drunk like last night.
Ami showed up, she didn’t look too good. Then her, Cao and Rose went off to talk. Glad to see everyone was enjoying themselves and talking. Ry decided he would go try out his new spell. I asked Cy if she wanted to go watch. S’anhu got up as if he was going to come with us. Cy declined…so S’anhu decided he didn’t want to come either. I realize now he doesn’t even want to be around me alone. Why was I so stupid earlier?
Wandered down to see Ry. He managed to cut his chest all open. I informed him ‘reckless’ was another trait. He kindly laughed it off I think. I patched him up, invited him to the hot springs too! He made me blush…I didn’t expect his comment…well, compliment? I think it was a compliment…I took it that way.
