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Poe’s Journal Entry
I met up with Rose…told her what has happened. She…she is a true friend. She said how sorry she was. I know she is. And…well, that’s about it, I guess. She seemed to be doing ok, I am sure it’s a lot to get used to. In time, I am sure things will all work out for them. I couldn’t be more happy, my best friend…and, well Ace is the closest thing I have to a brother. But then Ace started to speak of a mage that approached him, Risa potentially not safe. Thankfully we were able to find her and she was ok. And I suppose it was a romantic moment….except I was there. I mean, well, Ace said he loved us both and wanted to make sure we were safe. Rose….yeah, I could tell she was hung up on that word he used, but I wasn’t. He means like a sister, well, to me and Rose…well, he’s in love her. We know that.
Davin contacted me on the pearl, Relan had fallen and taken a nasty hit to the head. I rushed over, sad to leave Ace and Rose but I needed to make sure he was ok. I patched Relan up and Davin pulled me aside. He was concerned about how tired Relan had looked lately. I…I hadn’t noticed. I have been so wrapped up in my own stuff, I hadn’t really been paying close attention. I promised Davin I would keep an eye on him…maybe talk to the old man if need be. After seeing what happened with E and Lina…I just don’t want regrets. I want everyone to know how much I care for them, be it in words or actions. Though, I may never be able to say such things to some, how much I care.
I got back to the point to find Carter there…along with just about everyone else. After tense talks, Lina accepted Carter, well, for the time. I know everyone doesn’t trust him…I just hope Carter can demonstrate he is a decent guy. I will have to pull him aside sometime and talk with him, let him know he has my support as long as he is honest and well-intentioned.
Found out Ry had taken a Fear negating potion. He started talking and I got worried he was off to get himself into trouble. A potion to make him even more stubborn and reckless? I was going to go speak with him, but he left while I was speaking to Ace…I told Ace what had happened between S’anhu and I. I just wanted to clarify, Ace looked worried when he asked how I was holding up. So I told him… Ace was livid. I tried to calm him…it was a reason I was tempted to not say anything. I just…I didn’t want any issues, I just want S’anhu left alone. I mean, about this. He doesn’t need to be reminded of an impulsive moment and false words said. Rose decided she would speak to S’anhu soon. Not about me and him, thank Menphina. Just about the general concern of how he was. It’s true, Ace pointed it out, for the past two weeks something has been off. First Rose and Ace questioned if he was possessed. I have to say, part of that hurt, contemplating the idea that it wasn’t him who said those things to me. But, they dismissed the idea, sorta. Either way, clearly S’anhu just spouted things out and didn’t mean them, he is under a lot of stress and he must have sorta broke like Kora. It’s more proof they should be together, at least they seem to even each other out.
I didn’t want to hear or think of it anymore. And Ry had gone off with a potion that made him even more reckless than before. I wasn’t going to go make sure he was ok, but I needed to focus on ways I could help this crew rather than hurt them. Lina pointed me in the right direction and I was able to track him to the small hill outside the Forgotten Spring. He was sitting, watching the water of the springs. And we talked. He feels bad for thrusting the tension between S’anhu and I out into the spotlight. Again, I said it was ok, recited it all, S’anhu and Kora are together.
I asked him what it was like, the potion. I know I was nosy…but…I need to learn to keep my mouth shut. Thankfully he was not too upset with me, if anything, he seemed upset with himself. He said he always ended up upsetting others, making them feel bad…and he doesn’t want that. He did say he was socially awkward before. I think he just needs to spend some time speaking and interacting with others so he gets used to it. I am not sure I am much help, my track record isn’t great, but I still want to try…if he will accept it.
