((A distant relative of this thread and this one, and takes place directly after this.))
Annunu's treatment changed drastically once she was in the hands of Rosewater's security men, as she knew it would. In the custody of the Brass Blades to whom she'd surrendered herself, she had been treated quite courteously, even deferentially - after all, she was an Ul'dahn elite, one that might be paying them down the road, and the rules for the rich were patently different from those of commoners. She'd been kept under guard in a comfortable room alone - a far cry from Ul'dah's usual jail cells - and fed regularly and amply, given free access to pen and ink for letters, and even been given a consultation with a barrister. All in all, it had gone exactly as she had hoped and planned - up until the moment she was about to be led out to the magistrate's bench for sentencing, and a Sultansworn attached the heavy chains around her wrists and ankles.
From the first touch of the cold metal on her skin, An knew the situation had changed - her trial had not managed to escape Rosewater's notice, as she had hoped it would. Chaining a Lalafell maiden of high society who had turned herself in of her own volition for a non-violent crime, and who had not been chained for the previous parts of the trial, was an outrage - and undoubtedly was a tactic and a message. To the world, it was a sign of An's humiliation and defeat, and An wept in the courtroom accordingly, a public show of her grief, her disgrace, her conquering by the law of the sultanate, such as that law was. She gave Rosewater his victory - because the other message the chains were intended to send was for An alone. That she could not expect the genteel treatment she had been receiving up until this point from him and his men. She was a criminal, and a dangerous one at that, and Rosewater was beginning the process of breaking her.
So it did not particularly surprise An when she awoke, groggy and with the telltale medicinal taste in her mouth that spoke of drugs, still chained and nearly completely immobilized, in a completely dark room. It smelled faintly of dirt and perhaps blood, and the feel of air on her face was chill and dank. Sensory deprivation, she noted detachedly, wiggling feet and hands as best as her bonds would allow. A common first volley to breaking someone. Some had been broken with little more than this - darkness and silence and solitude and immobilization for days, likely accompanied with little food or water and the joys of wallowing in one's own filth. Or it could be the prelude to more serious efforts.
In her limited prior interactions with the man, Rosewater had struck her as a very patient, cunning, and talented man, who hid all of those traits beneath the veneer of a casually venal, lazy, and sloppy Hyur of questionable allegiances. An had secured Chuta's release from Rosewater's clutches half a year prior through her connections in Ul'dahn society - but she'd suspected at the time it was because Rosewater either had realized he would not get what he wanted from Chuta, or already had.
So the question facing An was: what did Rosewater want from her? The answer to that question would dictate both whether An could expect mere imprisonment, torture, or possibly death, and her own countermeasures. She surprised herself as a faint rattling sound drew her attention to her own trembling; she attempted to calm her muscles, to force herself back into clearheaded stillness, but her body rebelled. Fear gnawed at the edges of her consciousness in a way it never had before. That was entirely unexpected. She'd faced death many times before without being unmanned by fear. To be afraid was to give Rosewater exactly what he wanted!
Was it because this time... she actually had something to lose?
She forced quiet back to her mind, and her tremors eased. If Rosewater had wanted her dead, she thought detachedly, he probably wouldn't have permitted a trial in the first place, especially with such sensationalistic coverage. She'd seen reporters for no less than three society rags in the courtroom, smug and scribbling. Coverage got the public interested, invested. Killings - as An knew well - were best done silently, boringly. They should look like accidents or unexpected illnesses, to avoid drawing the public's eye. So it was likely Rosewater wasn't after her death, but would focus first on breaking her, making her pliable for whatever it was he wanted, and was content to use the public shaming of her trial to help soften her up.
But there was little about An - the true An - that was soft. She was a pragmatist, and knew her own weaknesses. She had two, that coincided with the two most important people in her life: Chuta and Master Gogonji. Annunu Nunu on the other hand, the Cherry Blossom Socialite, was nothing but soft. She was already a broken woman from the trial. So, who was Rosewater expecting - An, or Annunu?
The trembling returned. She stilled it again. The cover persona she had created and nurtured for so long had only been compromised publically when she had involved herself with Master Gogonji. Her dedication to him - her care and feelings for him - had brought her to throw away much, including her most precious tool for self-protection, that cover identity. His safety and sanity, his life, had been worth it, of course, but the moment she had stepped out of the shadows at the Bobbing Cork to protect him from Leanne, the moment he had called out to her by her true name - that had led her to this moment, in this cell, chained like a rabid animal.
And well she remembered how they had been under surveillance constantly in Mist during his recuperation. Enough had to know her secret now - her surveillants, Chachanji's friends and allies, Master Gogonji's compatriots in Khamja - that she was not the witless heiress she claimed to be in public... that undoubtedly, a man with Rosewater's intelligence and capability knew, as well. And that meant he knew she would be far harder to break than the persona of the Cherry Blossom Socialite suggested. The logic was undeniable, unshakeable. If Rosewater was as competent as she had assessed him to be, then he would begin the process of ensuring her compliance with whatever it was he wanted. And the implications of that were the true reason fear gripped at An's heart.
There was a slim hope that Chuta at least would be spared - if Rosewater believed he was associated only with her cover persona and knew nothing of the real her, Chuta would be weak leverage at best, because she had already demonstrated a willingness to compromise that cover. But that meant that Master Gogonji was the one Rosewater would look to exploit. Publically, she had shown willingness to do anything for him, up to and including dying. If Rosewater threatened him... how could she refuse him anything he demanded, if it meant keeping Master Gogonji safe and out of Rosewater's clutches?
The chains were rattling faintly again as her body shook. She forced herself back to stillness once more. There was another option, she knew, if she had to take it.
This time - Master Gogonji had not ordered her to return to him.
Annunu's treatment changed drastically once she was in the hands of Rosewater's security men, as she knew it would. In the custody of the Brass Blades to whom she'd surrendered herself, she had been treated quite courteously, even deferentially - after all, she was an Ul'dahn elite, one that might be paying them down the road, and the rules for the rich were patently different from those of commoners. She'd been kept under guard in a comfortable room alone - a far cry from Ul'dah's usual jail cells - and fed regularly and amply, given free access to pen and ink for letters, and even been given a consultation with a barrister. All in all, it had gone exactly as she had hoped and planned - up until the moment she was about to be led out to the magistrate's bench for sentencing, and a Sultansworn attached the heavy chains around her wrists and ankles.
From the first touch of the cold metal on her skin, An knew the situation had changed - her trial had not managed to escape Rosewater's notice, as she had hoped it would. Chaining a Lalafell maiden of high society who had turned herself in of her own volition for a non-violent crime, and who had not been chained for the previous parts of the trial, was an outrage - and undoubtedly was a tactic and a message. To the world, it was a sign of An's humiliation and defeat, and An wept in the courtroom accordingly, a public show of her grief, her disgrace, her conquering by the law of the sultanate, such as that law was. She gave Rosewater his victory - because the other message the chains were intended to send was for An alone. That she could not expect the genteel treatment she had been receiving up until this point from him and his men. She was a criminal, and a dangerous one at that, and Rosewater was beginning the process of breaking her.
So it did not particularly surprise An when she awoke, groggy and with the telltale medicinal taste in her mouth that spoke of drugs, still chained and nearly completely immobilized, in a completely dark room. It smelled faintly of dirt and perhaps blood, and the feel of air on her face was chill and dank. Sensory deprivation, she noted detachedly, wiggling feet and hands as best as her bonds would allow. A common first volley to breaking someone. Some had been broken with little more than this - darkness and silence and solitude and immobilization for days, likely accompanied with little food or water and the joys of wallowing in one's own filth. Or it could be the prelude to more serious efforts.
In her limited prior interactions with the man, Rosewater had struck her as a very patient, cunning, and talented man, who hid all of those traits beneath the veneer of a casually venal, lazy, and sloppy Hyur of questionable allegiances. An had secured Chuta's release from Rosewater's clutches half a year prior through her connections in Ul'dahn society - but she'd suspected at the time it was because Rosewater either had realized he would not get what he wanted from Chuta, or already had.
So the question facing An was: what did Rosewater want from her? The answer to that question would dictate both whether An could expect mere imprisonment, torture, or possibly death, and her own countermeasures. She surprised herself as a faint rattling sound drew her attention to her own trembling; she attempted to calm her muscles, to force herself back into clearheaded stillness, but her body rebelled. Fear gnawed at the edges of her consciousness in a way it never had before. That was entirely unexpected. She'd faced death many times before without being unmanned by fear. To be afraid was to give Rosewater exactly what he wanted!
Was it because this time... she actually had something to lose?
She forced quiet back to her mind, and her tremors eased. If Rosewater had wanted her dead, she thought detachedly, he probably wouldn't have permitted a trial in the first place, especially with such sensationalistic coverage. She'd seen reporters for no less than three society rags in the courtroom, smug and scribbling. Coverage got the public interested, invested. Killings - as An knew well - were best done silently, boringly. They should look like accidents or unexpected illnesses, to avoid drawing the public's eye. So it was likely Rosewater wasn't after her death, but would focus first on breaking her, making her pliable for whatever it was he wanted, and was content to use the public shaming of her trial to help soften her up.
But there was little about An - the true An - that was soft. She was a pragmatist, and knew her own weaknesses. She had two, that coincided with the two most important people in her life: Chuta and Master Gogonji. Annunu Nunu on the other hand, the Cherry Blossom Socialite, was nothing but soft. She was already a broken woman from the trial. So, who was Rosewater expecting - An, or Annunu?
The trembling returned. She stilled it again. The cover persona she had created and nurtured for so long had only been compromised publically when she had involved herself with Master Gogonji. Her dedication to him - her care and feelings for him - had brought her to throw away much, including her most precious tool for self-protection, that cover identity. His safety and sanity, his life, had been worth it, of course, but the moment she had stepped out of the shadows at the Bobbing Cork to protect him from Leanne, the moment he had called out to her by her true name - that had led her to this moment, in this cell, chained like a rabid animal.
And well she remembered how they had been under surveillance constantly in Mist during his recuperation. Enough had to know her secret now - her surveillants, Chachanji's friends and allies, Master Gogonji's compatriots in Khamja - that she was not the witless heiress she claimed to be in public... that undoubtedly, a man with Rosewater's intelligence and capability knew, as well. And that meant he knew she would be far harder to break than the persona of the Cherry Blossom Socialite suggested. The logic was undeniable, unshakeable. If Rosewater was as competent as she had assessed him to be, then he would begin the process of ensuring her compliance with whatever it was he wanted. And the implications of that were the true reason fear gripped at An's heart.
There was a slim hope that Chuta at least would be spared - if Rosewater believed he was associated only with her cover persona and knew nothing of the real her, Chuta would be weak leverage at best, because she had already demonstrated a willingness to compromise that cover. But that meant that Master Gogonji was the one Rosewater would look to exploit. Publically, she had shown willingness to do anything for him, up to and including dying. If Rosewater threatened him... how could she refuse him anything he demanded, if it meant keeping Master Gogonji safe and out of Rosewater's clutches?
The chains were rattling faintly again as her body shook. She forced herself back to stillness once more. There was another option, she knew, if she had to take it.
This time - Master Gogonji had not ordered her to return to him.
People have forgotten this truth. But you mustn't forget it. You become responsible forever for what you have tamed.
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