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Year 1569 of the 6th Astral Era
Three years before Calamity
The keep in the southern part of the Highlands of Coerthas was a decently pleasant place, this time of year, but that actually meant less about the weather and more about the lul of activity in the Crusades. Most of the knights and dragoons assigned to the keep were present, or nearby on patrols, and they had not had a skirmish of any kind in the past few days. An inquisitor had come and gone, leaving the nobility that ran the keep on high alert and the dragoons in a very serious mood, as they took these things very seriously.
Just a knight herself, though a dragoon in training, and not yet grown into the nobility that would require her to pay strict attention to inquisitions, Lyrique Midichant was able to shrug off the staunch air of the crusades. She had a certain air herself, one that was evident in her straight-backed posture, her perfect grooming. The woman was all gleaming red hair and pale skin, blue eyes and red lips smiling. The armor she had to wear was an unsatisfying color, but she wore it as well as could be expected, accessorized with rings and ear-clasps.
The armory was near the stories, and near the Chocobo stables, and she loitered near them since she had no duties to see to at present. Her lance hung on her back casually as she made her way down the hallway and then took a hard, sudden turn into the storeroom, where they kept the food. Supplies weren't always good this far out, but the best would be here, and since her father was in charge of the place it was only right if she took them on her whim.
Wine in casks did not suit her. They came out tasting earthy and artificially thick to her, and Halone knew the tannins would be closed tight, breathless. No, she wanted corked bottles, which she knew her father kept stashed in the back. She would worry about the morality of this habbit if she had not once found a special case of wine with her name on them, along with a note from her mother praising her good sense. The other knights need not know of her extravagance, but because of her parentage, such things were her privelege. And if she did not take them, what right had she to them in the first place?
Lesson learned, the habit had become ritual. Wine and cheese whenever she good, a gesture of manifest destiny over the keep and all in it. Thus it was especially offensive to her when, as she turned to walk towards the back of the room, she thought she heard... breathing? Movement?
An interloper. A lesser knight or servant reaching well beyond their station or rights she was sure. Her fingers tightening on her helmet, her pretty red lips dipping into a scowl, she narrowed her green eyes and barked into the room, "Who goes there? Come out!"
Shelter from the elements. That was what he had looked for. None of the knights had offered aid or succor when they saw him. Everyone here knew him as a nuisance. Half of them even mistook him as a girl. With a name like U'tania and a scrawny frame, the only thing that gave tell-tale of his boyishness were his gentials and his facial markings; the former of which no one saw and the latter of which no one understood. While it wasn't particularly cold yet, it was particularly windy and the boy known as U'tania had no where to hide from it. He was starving and covered in thick dried on blood. If Halone could only have mercy on him. All he had wanted was to fight in her name, to be a dragoon, was it so much to ask? Was a Miq'ote really so much less than an Elezen? He couldn't understand. He had never understood it.
U'tania sat shivering in the back of the food cellar. He hadn't helped himself yet to any food or wine. He was too cold, too shocked to partake in it until his body forced him to. He had eaten in bits and pieces when he stowaway back to Coerthas, and had found himself in the storerooms for the last day.Â
His small body shook somewhat violently. Although he was tall, he was thin and now even thinner than before. Perfectly white hair and pale skin stained with dirt and grim and blood. Soft cries and sobs echoed softly through the cellar, and while most knights had ignored it as the wind, Lyrique had not and called out. U'tania thought he might have recognized her voice, but they were all beginning to sound the same to him. He sat still, shivering and crying in the corner of the very back of the cellar.
When she got no immediate response, Lyrique set her helmet on a nearby barrel and loosed her lance from her back. She didn't do this in a thretening or defensive way; she simply set the blunt end of it against the floor, blade over her hit, and held it while looking around and trying to decide what she was hearing. It was no knight, for sure, for none of them would ignore a call like that.
One of the servants then? She took small steps towards the voice. "What? Nothing? I can hear you!" It wasn't just breathing, she decided. Was someone crying? It sounded like a girl, but there were no children in the keep. "If you come out I'll show mercy," she said, trying to make this as easy as possible. She wasn't really excited by the idea of walking right up to a strange person alone in the storeroom. Especially two days after an inquisition.
Lyrique blinked, and her brow furrowed.
The blade of her lance suddenly fell forward, and she growled out, "I'll show you mercy, unless you're an agent of the dragons. Then you're good as skewered!"
Should he come out? That was really the question he was trying to decide. Would she show mercy if he did? Or was it just more lies to make him leave? If he had only abandoned the foolishness in the first place maybe he could have... no. That was ridiculous. He could barely fight himself, much less have fended off a Garlean partrol. Or whatever Garlean force took his family. It was lucky he wasn't there in the first place, else he would be slaughtered with the rest. But his luck didn't feel so lucky right now. Part of him almost wished he had been.Â
U'tania grapsed at the small white stone that hung from a cord around his neck. His mother's gem. She said it was very important. And to never loose it. But even the pure white stone was stained in caked on blood.Â
After a few moments of continued quiet crying, U'tania weakly crawled out from his small hiding place and to the edge of the light. He sat, still quietly crying.
It took Lyrique several moments to determine what exactly she was seeing, and during this time her lance wavered threateningly before her. When she realized it was a person, and noticed the blood upon him, she flinched back a few steps and pointed the alnce at him once more, very near to him. That was too much blood for a simple injury. That was violence she was seeing upon him.
She took a moment to consider summoning more knights. This deep in the storerooms at this time of day, who would hear her if she called? She would have to step into the hall and shout, giving the person more room, easing off on her threatening posture. Did she have some kind of training the covered this? The person was familiar.
He was familiar. She knew him. But who...? Not someone who belonged here, but not threatening either. A youth. Lyrique noticed the tail and the ears, and she realized, "You... I know you. ... Ou Taene?"
"U'tania..." He corrected pitifully, voice cracking high mid-word. With a loud sniffled he wiped the tears from his face with a forearm, though they were almost immediately replaced by more. Finally he lifted his face and squinted into the light at the Elezen. Prim and proper looking, just like the rest. He couldn't tell them apart with his eyes so blood-shot and puffy, so he didn't even try. He just sat there and sniffled and cried pitifully while awaiting judgement.
Lowering her lance, Lyrique wore an expression of bemusement for a moment, and then she slowly muttered, "U'tani. What in the twelve hells... happened to you?" Even the blood being beside the point, she recongized his general state of distress. She couldn't tell if he looked healthy or not, because he had always been short and odd-looking to her. But she definitely recognized the boy she'd thrown stones at last time she'd seen him, and while she was internally disgusted byhis reappearance, the puzzle he presented overwhelmed it all.
"U'tania." He corrected again. It had become a habit as the knights and dragoon always got his name wrong. It was habit now to simply say it again whenever it was said wrong. So pretty much everytime he was addressed by name.Â
"They're dead." Was his second response, wiping at the tears across his face again. "I went home... and they're all dead. Mama... papa... my entire village..." Again his voice cracked and he pressed his hands to his face. "Everyone's dead."
"... I don't..." she said, her lance hanging in front of her. The look one her face was indeterminant, evidencing surprise and nothing else for certain. She wasn't sure what she should feel, or what she did feel. There was no doubt the boy was telling the truth, judging from hsi tone and demeanor. The truth of his words and the depth of what he was enduring struck her in the gut and seemed to knock her back a step or two.
All she'd wanted was some wine.
"Stay here," she said, and turned on her heel, putting her lance on hr back as she went to the hallway. Before leaving, she called out an afterhtought, "Make yourself presentable!"
Presentable? The word echoed in his head and made his head numb. How could he even do that? He was covered in thick caked on blood and dirt and general grime. It was so thick on him he could feel it over his skin, crackling when he moved. His clothing was the same. But numbly he removed his disgusting shirt and tried to wipe off some of the things covering him. Although he really only managed to move it around before pulling the even worse looking shirt back on and shivering.
Lyrique was gone for a period of time that she thought was within the bounds of fashionable, but would likely seem like multiple eternities to poor U'tania.Â
By the enternities later that Lyrique had returned, U'tania had collasped back onto the floor while he shivered. It was so cold, and with the tiny amount of body fat he had left it was hard to stay warm. A shifting in the door and the sound of footsteps growing closer made him lift his head and try to sit up, looking as Lyrique returned.
When she did return, she came with two servants, one carrying a bag of first aid supplies and the other carrying a bucket of warm water and a ponge. Lyrique let them enter the storeroom first and followed after. Two knights entered behind her, swords and shields in hand.
The daughter of Midichant stood with her legs shoulder-width apart, arms crossed, looking haughty over nothing. "I thought I told you to make yourself presentable. For the next ten minutes, you are in my noble court."
One of the knights behind her smirked and gave his companion a sideways look.
"I..." U'tania tried to argue but it died in his throat. Instead he looked at Lyrique with zero understanding of what particularly she meant by that.
As she watched, the two servants propped U'tania up in a sitting position and began to cut his clothes off his body with scissors, not bothering to ask permission or if he liked the clothes or anything. Not really concerning herself with the modesty of some scrawny, non-Elezen peasant, Lyrique stared straight at the boy's face and said, "Ou'Taene, tell me what happened to your family. Everything. In return, the nobility of Midichant will provide you a meal."
U'tania didn't fight back. He really didn't have the strength to. So he just let them do whatever it was they were doing and promptly corrected Lyri again as she said his name wrong for the millionth time. "I came home from Coerthas and I saw bodies everywhere. The forest was drenched in it. I found my father slain by some sort of axe, and my mother was still impaled through the chest by a lance. She was still alive. Some sort of Garlean patrol came through the area and killed them. My sister... mother said she ran away but... they sent other after her. Mother said they were calling them Ala Mihgan rebels but we never even talked to those people... They must have mistook us for someone else... but mother..." U'tania paused to wail loudly as he remembered his mother's last shuddering breaths beside him.
Her haughtiness wavering into a frown, Lyrique shifted uncomfortably. The servants had began to wash the blood off of U'tania's body and tend to his wounds. He was such a skinny thing that he wasn't even good to look at. Lyrique distracted herself from the boy's wailing by thinking up a few people she'd rather see disrobed and sponge-bathed in a secluded corner of the castle. Well, fate was cruel to her and U'tania both today.
Finally, when all she heard was wailing, she said, "Come on, O'taeni. Pull yourself together. That's enough. Were you followed? By Garleans maybe?"
"U'tania." It came automatically and quieted down his wailking for a short time. He sniffled and wiped at his eyes, wincing as the other men cleaned and stung him with their process. "I wasn't followed. I made sure." Of this, he was confident. Mostly because he was sure he would already be dead if he had been.
"Yeah, you made sure. I'm supposed to trust a Miqo's assurances." As soon as she said this, she threw her palms in the air to halt any possible reply. "That's fine. I said you'd good food, and you'll get food." She took a few steps to a nearby barrel and pulled out a raw popotoe, tossing it to U'tania, "Don't say that Ishgard turned you away when you were in need."
The potatoe hit U'tania's head and rolled to the ground where he shakily picked it up and held it. One of the knights laughed.
Lyrique waved her hand at the knight, "My father will be penalizing your rations tonight. Laugh more."
The poor man did not laugh any more. At least the asshole servant got penalized. U'tania stuck his tongue out at the man before looking back to Lyri.Â
"I did make sure...." he mumbled, before looking back down to the raw potato.
Returning to the center of her 'court' and crossing her arms again, Lyrique looked down upon the lowly, dirty Miqo'te sideways. "Why did you come here? You know you aren't welcome here. Or did the whelts from the last time we chased you off heal too quickly to drive our point home?"
"I didn't..." U'tania stammered nervously, cringing away from her like she would hit him again. "I have no where to go. Everyone I know is dead. I-i have nothing. I have no one. I didn't... I-i just came here out of instinct... I guess..."
"Instincts," Lyrique said, shaking her head, lustrous red hair flickering in the light. "That's ridiculous. You ahve animal instincts. Your instincts tell you to run into caves or trees and eat bugs. That's ridiculous."
"They do not!" U'tania protested, looking earnestly at Lyrique. "Why would you say that? I've never done that, nor have I ever felt I had to do that!"
She waved this off as unimportant. Around this time the servants stood U'tania up and began to cut off his pants, once again, with perfectly perfunctory poise. Her green eyes continuing to stare at U'tania's, Lyrique began to pace, "What did you think was going to happen? Your sob story was finally going to thaw our frosty hearts and convince us to tolerate you?"
"I thought... that my family was dead but Garleans might still be around so I needed to get far away from that place." U'tania answered lamely, shivering again without clothing in the cold. "I always came asking to be a dragoon but... what about another job? Isn't there something I could do to earn food and shelter?"
"All those jobs are taken by worthwhile people," Lyrique answered, her tone unmistakable. "I doubt we even have a jobd that's lowly enough for you, and we don't need any more vermin."
"Why am I so lowly? I don't understand... what did I ever do to you that you hate me so much...?" U'tania asked, ears pressed to his head. No matter how often they said it was because he was a Miq'ote, he couldn't understand. What did that have to do with anything? Why did they hate him so much?
With a sigh, Lyrique muttered, "Nobody hates you, O'danieh. Lowly's just what you are, and the sooner you accept that, the sooner you can begin to leave a perfectly productive, humble life." She paused for a moment, smiling at something, and then began to pace again. "I've been granted the ability to show your mercy, but it is so rare that anyone outside of Ishgard ever warrants mercy. You do understand that, don't you?"
"U'tania." His voice was small, but not angry. He was never particularly angry with the Ishguardians. He simply didn't understand them.Â
Still, he looked to Lyrique and shook his head no. "I don't understand..."
"Oh, you are absolutely pathetic." She declared, around the time the servants finished cutting his pants off to continue treating wounds on the lower half of his body. Lyrique turned and looked him over, "Pathetic indeed. Well." She turned her back on him and continued to ponder.
U'tania looked to the ground. Pathetic... he was. Truely. "I know... but that's why I want to be a Dragoon! I don't want to be pathetic! I want to be strong! Like a dragoon!" He pleaded again, looking up to Lyri with his ears perking up again.
"I'm not a Dragoon," she said, looking at him sideways, and this time frowning. "Do you think you're better than me? Or my equal?" With a little chitter of a laugh, she smirked, "Honestly, boy, do you think you even come close?"
"I could." U'tania replied defiantly. "I could be as good as you. I just need training!"
 "Oh, he's so sad," Lyrique shook her head, put a hand to her face as though she couldn't bear it. She held this demeanor for a moment before crossing her hands in front of ehr and smiling at U'tania. "You may, if you wish, exist as the assistant of the most lowly laborers in our stable. That is all you may be, and it is all you will ever be. Or you can leave, but you'll have to give back the popotoe."
"I'll stay. And I'll learn! You'll see! I can be just as good as any of you!" U'tania declared defiantly, brows furrowing. It was... he was sure, what his mother would have wanted. To stand against hatred and prove it wrong with doing good.
"Mm," Lyrique hummed, unconvinced, but allowing him to be who he was. She turned her back on the boy, and said, "Just don't get your hopes up. And do not forget who showed you this mercy."
"I won't! You'll see!" U'tania called back, a little happy in all of his misery.
Lyrique waved over her shoulder and looked to the guard whose rations had been cut, saying, "Get him clothes and show him to the stables. Set him up with a pen of his own to sleep in," and touching his shoulder, she said with a pout, "And help yourself to a popotoe you poor, hungry man."
Then she swept out of the storeroom with a flourish and declared, "The Lady of the court will hear no more audiences today! Good afternoon!" She would've loved to continue playing the noble lady and torturing the poor Miqo'te, but she had to be on guard duty within minutes, and she'd already abused her father's indulgences too much.
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